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First of all, like the title, I really wanted to write today, but when my parents were preparing for the New Year's Eve dinner, I helped to toss this and that.

Inexplicably, my heart dissipated, and I didn't write it out.

haha (covers face)

This month is the lowest in history since I wrote the book, I didn't even write 20,000 words

What can I say, it's really a trough of enthusiasm

I've struggled, I've been through it, I've been in pain, but November, December, and two months have passed with no results

By the way, looking back on last year, the whole year seems to be going downhill. When I was in Chengdu, I could still update 60,000 words a month (maybe because that volume was daily)

It seems that before March, I was still panicking about how to write the plot of the North American volume.

Then in the months of April, May, and June, I tried to figure out something. Then I couldn’t stay at home any longer. I chose to go out and went to Chongqing. Finally, I stayed in Dalian in the second half of the year.

This is probably my annual summary of last year.

Speaking of this month, as of the first half of the month, I was still struggling, and I was still racking my brains to update one. It was obviously only a few days before I wrote one, but I didn’t rest at all. The pressure was huge and the anxiety felt like a constant mental exhaustion.

Basically, I finished writing it today. Although I couldn't write it the next day, I was anxious about Calvin in front of the computer.

But after four days of stomach paralysis, I couldn't hold it any longer.

Because it was really hard to get sick, I thought about what I was doing at the time, why should I make myself so uncomfortable?

So I’ll be honest, in the second half of January, although it’s still updated every three or four days, one or two days after the update, I really took a break and didn’t think about novels.

I haven't even written 20,000 words this month, probably because of this

Ha.... (refreshing)

Speaking of which, yesterday I was chatting with a high school classmate who was studying medicine and graduate school. He said that I had been suffering from acute gastroenteritis due to excessive stress.

He was also busy with the hospital practice before and took a break for several days. He was thinking exactly the same as me at that time. He was still working when he was dying.

Then I asked him what to do if I couldn't get excited now, and he told me to stay away from stressors, and I could get excited if I stayed away.

[The book chasing app recommended to me by an old book friend who I have known for ten years, Mimi read! It's so easy to use, I rely on this reading aloud to pass the time before driving and before going to bed, you can download it here]

hhh (cover your face and cry with laughter)

Okay, let's not talk about it, I will report the current situation to you in general.

I believe that by this time you should have seen through that this is actually the essence of the fake article

It’s New Year’s Eve, so I won’t write it anymore, I’m a little bit more Buddhist, and I’ll update it around the 5th.

Dear book friends, Happy New Year's Eve!

In the new year, I hope you and your family are healthy and healthy, and the important things are said three times

Thank you for seeing you here for another year with me