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Blink, July is over, just opened the writer’s assistant

Reminder for my fifth anniversary as a writer

To be honest, it feels like a sudden shock,

Still a little overwhelmed for a while, five years have passed since I wrote the book

This book has been written for almost four years

Looking through the memory, it was really a bit old at first

But I haven't finished writing a book, I feel like I'm still a little cute

(Laughing and crying)

Let’s not talk about these useless emotions, let’s get back to the topic and sum up this month.

First I have to say sorry to all book friends

On the 31st of this month, only half of the number of days has been updated, the number of words in the early 30,000

Set my lowest record ever

It’s all in the beginning, it’s really going back step by step.

This level of **** is totally impossible to accept in the eyes of other authors.

(Smiles wryly) (sorrowful)

Ha... throughout July, I was wandering outside,

In the first half of the month in Chongqing, the second half of the month in Hebei,

No place of my own has settled down, the feeling of wandering outside

Very uncomfortable, very unhappy

I was exhausted by all kinds of cars and planes along the way,

Even if you arrive at the place to live, it is difficult for the codeword environment to calm down and devote yourself to thinking.

Especially in Chongqing for half a month, it almost heated me up

It’s also because of the heat, cold, and cold that I have been coughing for more than half a month.

(In Hebei Province, my classmates saw that I hadn't played anything, and they kept holding me out in his staff dormitory all day long)

In short, various factors make me unable to put my mind into the novel

In addition, the inspiration and preparation of the North American rolls were not sufficient, and Cavan was serious.

I have to think about all the details, and in order to write the feeling I still use the card text

I'm really sorry about that, orz

Said that the update failed in the second half of the month

I'm really sorry (cries loudly)

(Apologies)

I guess that many book friends are thinking about that, why don’t I stay at home and focus on codewords?

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Then it's still the old-fashioned question

My hometown is too small and too remote

There is nothing, it only takes more than half an hour to walk from this end of the city to the horse's head, and it is difficult to find someone.

I’m 24, so I can’t bury my head in writing novels all day at the house where I was holding back, and stay with my parents to patronize novels.

I have to think about my future life

Where am I, where am I going, where is my own life direction

In June, I’m going to die in a daze (actually now), and I’m anxious about my life every night.

So I couldn’t hold back at home and ran out, and my mind was separated.

But it’s a fact that affected the update, I’m really sorry

[Conscience: Then you have been at home for a month before, and you only have more than 40,000 words, not much? 】

"......"

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I'm sorry (the tears are running out loud and ashamed)

Finally, report on the itinerary. Today, I am ready to pack my luggage from the classmate as a bastard.

In the evening, I will go to Tangshan by car first, and then to Dalian tomorrow. I have already found a house there with my friends.

Tomorrow by car during the day, I don’t know if I can sign the contract at night.

I should be there for the remaining half a year

I finally found a place to go temporarily, so I can temporarily suppress the anxiety in my heart that life is confused and has no direction.

Once you have a place of your own, you should be able to retreat for a period of meditation codewords

Let’s talk about plans to explore going out and find a girlfriend after that.

This month is really tired of running around, thinking about the time of the house

That's almost it, the last thing is,

I am really ashamed of those book friends who support me,

Sorry for not responding to your expectations...