Battlefield Contract Worker

Lin Rui and others rested on St. Kaiser Island for half a month. Such a rest was equivalent to a complete relaxation for the O2 players. The players soaked in the bar and got drunk every day.

Lin Rui did not stop them. He knew these brethren better than anyone else, and they needed such relaxation, just as a firearm had to be serviced regularly. Don't look at them now, when they really need them, these team members will go through fire and water, and die.

Lin Rui could not be found among the people who were drunk in the bar. He used a more extreme way to completely relax and calm himself, that is, training hard. He used a lot of physical training to use up every drop of energy in his body, only in this way can he fall asleep because of extreme exhaustion. When people are extremely tired, they tend to think about nothing and fall into deep sleep completely. Lin Rui knew that it would be difficult to have such sleep in the next few days.

But every day he gets up at five o'clock on time, and waking up in extreme sleepiness is not an easy task. But Lin Rui can do it, his biological clock is as accurate as an electronic watch.

After he woke up, he found Yelena by his side, pressing his cheeks against his firm chest, Lin Rui woke up completely and hugged Yelena lightly.

Yelena said slowly: "You woke up, is this really useful for you?!"

Lin Rui let go of Yelena and sat up. Yelena's body fell softly on him, kissed his back, and asked, "Is it better?"

Lin Rui nodded: "I'm fine. I have been trained in traditional martial arts since I was five years old. In traditional Chinese martial arts, there are many ways to self-regulate emotions."

Yelena looked surprised - asked him in a low voice, "What did you do before you became a mercenary?"

Lin Rui raised his upper body slightly, but Yelena was still clinging to his back. He whispered, "A person's fate cannot be arranged by himself. When I was a child, I lived with my grandfather. He was a boxer and was proficient in martial arts. So, since I was five years old, I have been trained in various traditional martial arts at the same time!"

Yelena suddenly remembered: "You joined the army later?"

Lin Rui was silent for a while: "Yes, after graduating from high school, I was drafted into the army and spent a few years in the army. I don't feel comfortable with the life of the army!" He smiled bitterly, "But when I leave there, I will I just found out that I am actually more unable to adapt to the outside world. I am not good at many things, the only thing I am good at is the skills that are least needed.”

Thinking of the situation at the time, Lin Rui couldn't help feeling a little bit, "I was in that situation, maybe being a mercenary was the best choice, not the only one, but I'm afraid it is the best choice!"

Yelena looked at him for a while before saying, "You don't have to think that you have committed a crime and feel guilty. There are no laws where we are."

When Lin Rui heard Yelena say that, he stayed for a while, as if he didn't understand what she was talking about, but then he showed a lonely look, and then he buried his face on his knees. laughed.

Yelena was infected by his happy laughter, and laughed: "What did I say wrong?"

Lin Rui raised his head, his bright and clear eyes fixed Yelena: "Are you saying that I have a soft heart? But I am a mercenary, I only think that fighting is an art, there is no law on the battlefield, let alone no Morality. Only life and death win or lose. I won't feel any guilt, let alone guilt!"

Yelena said with an "ah", "I forgot! Do you feel guilty only occasionally?" Lin Rui's words made this strong Russian beauty seem to have heard the most terrible thing in the world. She even hugged Lin Rui tightly, clearly trying to relieve the fear in her heart!

As soon as these words came out, Lin Rui's reaction was far beyond Yelena's expectations.

After a while, Lin Rui sighed: "Please don't mention... these two words. A mercenary, after his debut, can never... feel guilty. Not once, once he feels guilty, he will really feel guilty. Shaking a person's confidence. And losing confidence in battle, there is only one outcome - death."

Yelena hugged Lin Rui tightly, and her body couldn't help shaking!

"I understand what you mean, you don't want to fall in love with a beast without guilt. But you must also be clear that we have no other choice now. Only by living can people have the opportunity to feel guilty and reflect on themselves. "Lin Rui whispered, "I know you are like me. On the surface, you are a viper who kills and kills without mercy, but in fact, like me, you are inevitably affected by negative emotions. So try not to Think about those things."

Yelena pointed her finger on the tip of Lin Rui's nose, and slowly shook her head, as if she was blaming Lin Rui's insincere words. But Lin Rui was sincere, Lin Rui said again: "Really, how many things in the world do you think shouldn't be? But things that shouldn't happen every day, and many people even think it's right.

We collect money to fight, fight the anti-government army for the government army, and fight the government army for the anti-government army. No one knows which of them is more correct than who. Maybe we know the truth, we know right and wrong, but we just can't control it! We are just mercenaries trying to survive in the cracks. Speaking of guilt, I only have guilt towards you and my brothers.

I want to fulfill my promise to you, and I want to keep myself and my brothers alive~www.readwn.com~ because I know that when I am in danger, only they and you will be by my side. I don't owe everyone, but I owe you. "

Yelena was moved by Lin Rui's words, hugged Lin Rui even tighter, and took a deep breath. Then, both of them were silent for a while before Yelena said again: "I heard that a week later, this batch of servants from Black Panther Gulei Soldiers are leaving. We're almost ready to go."

"What should come will always come." Lin Rui nodded and reached out to touch Yelena's finger, which was wearing a ring. Strictly speaking, this is not a ring, but a pull ring of a grenade. Lin Rui knew that he gave it to Yelena a year ago, and she always wore it.

"Are you still wearing it?" Lin Rui looked at her and said.

"It's someone's promise to me. Maybe I have to wear it so that someone won't forget it." Yelena smiled softly.

"That's why you asked me if I was guilty." Lin Rui nodded, "Trust me, guilt only represents emotions about the past, and what we need more is the future. The road of mercenaries is only accompanied by blood and fire. We kill people. Either way, we owe people around us. But instead of feeling sorry for ourselves, we should move forward bravely. I believe we will walk this road of blood and fire and get the future we want. We will wait until that day.”