Battlefield Contract Worker

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&&&&After this brief meeting, Lin Rui went to the training ground to find Lincoln.

&&&& Lincoln sat there alone, and did not express surprise when he saw Lin Rui coming. Just smiled at him and made a gesture, "Back?"

&&&& "Yes, I'm back." Lin Rui walked over with a smile and sat beside him.

&&&& "Are the actuaries all right?" Lincoln asked.

&&&& "It's still good, he was injured a little, but it should be fine. It's just that one of his eyes was seriously injured before. I don't know if he can recover completely." Lin Rui shrugged.

&&&& Lincoln was silent for a while, "Have you seen Fatty Long?"

&&&& "Why do you ask that?" Lin Rui took out a cigarette and handed it to Lincoln.

&&&& Lincoln took it, biting into his mouth, "He must have told you, I want to quit."

&&&& "Speaking of this, I was about to ask you, why exactly?" Lin Rui frowned.

&&&& "I don't know, maybe I woke up one day and suddenly found that I was tired of everything." Lincoln sighed, "The dozen brothers who debuted with me are now only six. I still I don't know how to deal with it, every time a brother leaves, I feel like I'm collapsed. It feels like I've died myself."

&&&& "I understand. It's not that I haven't experienced it." Lin Rui said after a while of silence.

&&&& "I found that I might not be able to take it anymore." Lincoln whispered, "I feel like I'm getting more and more hesitant, not determined enough, and a lot of times, I'm even a little scared. We all know that in real battles, What would that mean, it would kill the brothers." He took a deep breath, and let it out again.

&&&& "It doesn't seem like what you said." Lin Rui frowned and looked at him.

&&&& Lincoln waved his hand, "Yeah, I don't even know why I'm so decadent. So it's better for everyone to leave early."

&&&& "Tell me Lincoln, what's going on?" Lin Rui looked at him and said, "If there is any difficulty, maybe we can help."

&&&& "You can't help me! No one can help!" Lincoln shouted suddenly, "No one can help me, no one!"

&&&& Lin Rui stared into his eyes, frowned slightly, and suddenly he grabbed Lincoln's wrist. In a low voice, "How long has it been?"

&&&& "What do you mean?" Lincoln looked at him.

&&&& "What drug are you using and how long have you been using it? Answer me!" Lin Rui shouted sharply. "Your pupils are so tiny they're pinpoints, unless you're on some kind of medication!"

&&&& He knew very well that only narcotic analgesics would produce such an effect.

&&&& He is also very aware that the most common injuries on the battlefield are those caused by bullets or shrapnel penetration. These injuries will cause a large amount of blood loss in the human body. Blood loss will lead to cardiovascular atrophy and shock death. Those narcotic nerve drugs can expand the cardiovascular system in a short period of time, accelerate blood flow, and prevent death from shock caused by blood loss.

&&&& But this narcotic analgesic can also cause severe dependence, and gradually become addicted.

&&&& "It's been a long time, originally as an analgesic, and we all know that stuff is addicting." Lincoln smiled hard, "but I need it to keep me going..."

&&&& "Fuck you!" Lin Rui grabbed him and shouted, "What the **** do you think? Drug addiction?! Is this the reason you left?"

&&&& "Yes! Because I can't implicate my brothers, I can't let them die because of me, it's time to leave." Lincoln pushed Lin Rui away, "Save me some face, don't tell this. Hello everyone. Get together.

&&&& I am a soldier who is extremely addicted to war. I hope that my heart that has been suppressed for a long time will have a pure light to illuminate the beliefs I once adhered to. Unfortunately, the beliefs are no longer, and even the self has been lost. "

&&&& "Fuck your mother's excuse!" Lin Rui suddenly knocked Lincoln to the ground with a punch, and said solemnly, "Just think about your team members, they all put their lives in your hands! You are worthy of doing this. Any of them? Think about those dead comrades, are you still alone?"

&&&& "I don't count, so I'm leaving." Lincoln wiped the blood from the corners of his mouth.

&&&& "You can't go anywhere, you must quit this thing. Otherwise, you won't be able to live normally when you go back." Lin Rui grabbed his shoulder and said solemnly, "It's okay, you can survive."

&&&& "Can I? Originally we were stationed in the north of Iraq, we never knew where our real enemies were, we fought day and night without knowing where, why, or where these enemies came from When will I die because of this.

&&&& A dazed war has created a group of confused soldiers. We are fascinated by our own future, fascinated by our beliefs, fascinated by our own participation in this war. Justice or injustice, it doesn't matter so much.

&&&&Because war itself is a kind of narcotic, which can make people extremely addicted. Once you are addicted, you will get carried away, just want to continue to feel the pleasure of this addiction and can't extricate yourself. I shouldn't have come back alive, I should have died on the battlefield. ' Lincoln bowed his head.

&&&& "That's all over, you can start over. You have a chance." Lin Rui hugged his shoulders and said hard, "We will help you, you are not in Iraq, nor are you recovering in a military hospital. Ward. You're in St. Kaiser, our own place, fighting for ourselves. You can get rid of the drugs, like the bad memories of the past."

&&&& Lincoln stood up and shouted, "I am the best soldier I have ever been proud of. I am not a thug and executioner, I do not kill civilians, women and children. But the battlefield is so cruel, how many civilians are because of us I died. However, I was still rewarded by my superiors. Such repeated battles and commendations~www.readwn.com~ made the rules and morals in a peaceful world less important.

&&&& until we gradually became suspicious of the rules and morals of the battlefield. But I couldn't change it, so I started drugging myself. I didn't want to live like a beast, but I was a beast anyway. "

&&&& "I don't know what kind of past you have endured, but these are all gone." Lin Rui whispered, "We are now on a different path. A different path gives us the opportunity to reflect on and Repent and make us better. We don't fight for our country anymore, we only fight for ourselves, for your family and friends, for your living and dead comrades in arms. You should live better."

&&&& Lincoln leaned down and squatted on the training ground, "I can't forget, like an addiction to narcotics that I can't get rid of, the only thing I can do is to leave alone."

&&&& "You can't go anywhere, I never give up any comrades in arms, no matter their life or death." Lin Rui said solemnly.

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