Alchemist After Possessing

37. Realization after loss (3)

37. Realization After Loss(3)

That day was a day when a pleasant wind blew. The excitement of starting a new life. This sense of liberation from being out of the suffocating imperial family, where every action and every word had a political outcome.

I am Larissa von Meloyer. She was just happy Even within the Elana Education District, this distant land of learning, the title of princess exerted considerable power, but my status as a student obscured the power of the princess to some extent. How long have I been expecting this kind of life?

Yes. The Elana School District. Arisha Academy was such a place to announce the start of my new life.

On that day when a pleasant wind blew, I was sentimental looking at the academy building.

“Hello Princess! Good morning.”

“Princess! I heard that you received the title as well as being the chief of Melgard in Year 1! As expected, you are the princess!”

“Lerisha student. When holding the sword, it is better to put a little more weight on her shoulders.”

In the imperial palace, people who did not match my level did not dare to raise their heads in front of me. I really hated it. However, in the academy, everyone treats me as an equal student. This fact made me very happy.

As with all places where people live. There are people I don’t like, or people who make me tired like an enemy. For me, Woros Blood was that kind of person.

It was during the academy’s entrance examination that I met that nemesis.

“Hey, that person. The heir of the Blood family.”

A student with silver hair and red eyes. As soon as I saw the student for the first time, I felt a strange attraction. When I only heard the rumors of the Blood family, the people there were unmistakable villains. He was said to be the heir of such a family, so I thought he would look scary at first glance, but he was very different from the rumors when I saw him in real life.

Woros was watching the scenery of the academy with twinkling eyes. Looking at him, I could tell at once that he was someone who was in the same situation as me.

Yes.

Woros Blood, like me, was a person who yearned for a new life. He also regarded the academy as the starting point of a new life. Seeing him like that, I felt a strange sense of kinship.

In addition, since he is said to be the owner of great talent, I am even more curious. But, the more you know about him, the better. He realized that he was a man without talent and karma. No, he was acting like that.

On the day I first met him, [Discrimination] Was activated, and I saw through the power of Waros Blood, so I was able to affirm it. The embodiment of great talent. That’s a man named Woros Blood. However, the behavior he shows is a failed student with a screw in it. It was nothing more and nothing less.

He was always smiling, his eyes twinkling. At first he liked the look of it, but as soon as he noticed the dark side of him that he was hiding power, he hated that snarky grin.

Even in joint battles, while inflicting damage on others. Woros, whose eyes sparkled. I don’t know why he hides his power, but he really hates doing that, even to the detriment of others.

For me, Arisha Academy was a truly precious place. It’s the beginning of my new life. However, Woros Blood, in such a precious place, is plotting some kind of plot.

If the heir to the worst assassin family hides his power and plays a failing student, isn’t it because he has to? In such a sacred academy, where everyone is having a significant time for their own diligence. Something is conspiring.

I can’t let the academy get messy.

With that in mind, revealing the inside of Warros Blood and protecting the academy has become my goal.

For the past year, I have lived with that goal as the most important thing. But in the end, I couldn’t figure out his intentions. He really didn’t hide his strength. He just said he goes through the academy his way. Because he used to grab it like that.

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It was a long questionable time.

Finally now. Questionable until now. I got a great clue about the past year of Woros Blood.

“Whoa… “

I returned to District 4, Melgard Dormitory, and locked the door. I sat at my desk and fiddled with Woros’ diary. I was afraid to open the diary. If so, my judgment that concluded Woros was evil. If it was wrong

If my ability to see through the other person’s talent, [Discrimination], Is to see through that person incorrectly. I have committed an unforgivable sin against Woros.

Even though I wanted to know the truth, I was afraid to open my diary.

ㅡ’Princess, you isolated a person like that, and she doesn’t even realize what she did?’

The voice of Eva, the head of Shiza’s second year, lingers in my head. Yes, I must know exactly what I have done. You must not avert your eyes from the truth.

With that thought, I turned the pages of my diary.

『 February 29th

I finally entered the academy. I am so happy to think that I have escaped the shadow of my family. The Shaiza class I chose is said to be a department where you learn various knowledge. Aside from assassination skills, I’ve never learned any other knowledge, so I’m a bit worried.

But I don’t regret choosing the Shaiza class. I heard that Arisha and Melgard classes often engage in sparring with classmates. I hate fighting. I want to make friends who can truly connect with each other without fighting. You will learn a lot of new knowledge and make a lot of friends.

Next year, Irina, who was ordered to kill me, will enter the academy. Until then, I’ll have to adjust to school, and when Irina comes, I’ll have to tell her about the academy. First of all, there’s one year left before Irina comes, so I’ll have to focus on my academy life!

First of all, let’s make a close friend. I’ve never made friends before, so I don’t know what to do. If you try, it will definitely come true.

Waros Blood Fighting! 』

When I read the first page, I feel breathless and choking. I decided not to think deeply about the part related to Irina. Although they were ordered to kill, it never actually happened. Last year’s Woros must have made a mistake.

The important thing is that word.

“Friends… “

When I heard the word friend, I saw his face for the first time. The face of Woros, who looked around the academy grounds with sparkling eyes as if he was curious about the world. He must have been thrilled at the thought of making friends.

But

He never made friends.

“After… “

I tried to calm my trembling hands and turned the pages.

『 March 3rd

Today, I actually met the esteemed Princess Lelisha. I’ve heard rumors about it, but in reality, she’s shiny and super cool. But I think you have some misunderstanding.

The princess thinks I’m plotting something. I’m a really normal person, but it’s strange. But this misunderstanding will be cleared up soon, so she decided not to worry too much. In fact, there are more important things than these worries.

I want to be friends with Princess Lelisha. But she wondered if the princess would be friends with someone like me? 』

“hahahaha.”

I closed my eyes and put my hand on my chest. Frustrated. The heavy guilt was so painful. March 3rd is the day I questioned Woros Blood.

On the day of the entrance exam, I had been keeping an eye on Woros since I saw through his ability, and after hearing that Woros had entered with an incredibly poor score, I interrogated him.

ㅡ’Waros Blood. Are you up to something? My eyes do not miss the talents of others. For what purpose did you get that score? Is it to hide yourself?’

I can still vividly remember the look on his face when he said that and shot at him. Worth shook his hand, breaking out in a cold sweat, saying that he was really embarrassed. Looking at him like that, he thought that he would definitely expose his insides. He judged that there was a serpent living inside Woros. But.

Sniff. Was inside me

『 March 7th

It’s been a while since I’ve written a diary. I’m working hard at the academy. My family doesn’t teach archaeology, so even though I chose the class, I’m being dragged around, so I’m distracted.

I haven’t made a single friend yet. Everyone must be scared of me It must be because of the name Blood. Still, I was not discouraged. Because one day misunderstandings will be resolved and we will be able to make friends. Oh! There is a joint combat test tomorrow. Can i do it well?

I’m worried, but I can’t disappoint the crew. I will prepare hard. 』

No, Woros. That you couldn’t make friends that everyone was afraid of you It’s not just because he’s from the Blood family.

It’s me. I. I… Because they questioned you in a place where there were many people…

You, the princess of the Meloyer Empire, the heir to the Blood family. Because it was publicly questioned.

“Sorry… Sorry.”

I was afraid to read the diary. I wanted to close my diary and run away even now. However, I can’t turn my head away from what I’ve done. Have to face

I feel weak at the thought that my actions have changed a person’s life.

『 March 8th

In the joint battle test, I made a lot of mistakes. Princess Lelisha was hurt because of me, but I couldn’t lift my head because I was so sorry. The princess questioned me about my mistake, but I couldn’t raise my head because I was so sorry.

If I get a chance later, I want to formally apologize for what happened today. 』

“The thing that hurt me then… It’s because of me… And you hurt more than me. Why is that not so little… “

I was the one who wanted to apologize. The reason I got hurt was because I made a mistake trying to test Woros on my own. By deliberately creating a dangerous situation, he tried to gauge Woros’ strength. But he didn’t use his power. The reason I got hurt is because I staged such a dangerous situation.

Woros didn’t know anything and was hurt because of me. I was thinking the same thing back then. Even in this situation, he hides his power. Is it too much? I called him out of anger.

I remember exactly. It was this day. On that day, at the Melgard indoor training ground where all the first year students were gathered, I questioned him, and his reputation went downhill. He was isolated because I was openly hostile to him.

Woros is a member of the infamous Blood family. If he wants to make friends and lead a normal life, he has to work twice as hard as others. To him in such a situation.

I am.

The princess of the Meloyer Empire that everyone respects. He was hostile to him in front of everyone. From this moment on, everyone in the first year must have made their own judgment about what kind of person Warros Blood was.

『 March 20th

I’ve been so busy these days that I forgot my diary. The reason I suddenly opened my diary in this situation is because I felt I had to write down what happened today. Today, for the first time, I met a senior in the same class and grade. Was her name Eva Eliseria?

I was dancing under the moonlight, and it was so beautiful that I stared blankly at it. Then I met eyes with Eva, but I ran away without knowing. What is it?

I must have been afraid of being hated by someone who danced so beautifully. I haven’t done anything wrong, because everyone is afraid of me. Eva will hate me too. She really hated that.

How do I make people know I’m not scary? 』

“You are a scary person….”

If you think Woros Blood is a scary person, you will shake your head. Rather than scary, looking at his recent moves, he was more like a trustworthy person. If you think about it, the atmosphere between him last year and now is quite different.

Since you’re mentally pushed to the limit, isn’t it natural to close your mind?

『 April 10th

It’s really hard. Everyone looks at me when I go into a restaurant, so I don’t even go to restaurants these days. Same goes for classes. The atmosphere gets weird when I go to class, so I’ve been skipping class a lot lately. 』

I washed my face dry once. Because my hands were shaking, it was difficult to turn to the next page. Know. Woros Blood often skips classes, and is in danger of being expelled.

“A bad thing… it wasn’t”

Until now, I thought that even though he was hiding his identity, he couldn’t hide his bad personality, and his class days were crowded to the point of being in a situation. But… That was not it.

A place where students gather. For Woros, a good student who always had twinkling eyes and wanted to make friends, such a place was a hellish place. Everyone is sending a look that rejects them. It’s natural to want to run away.

And it was none other than me who pushed him that far.

『 April 16th

I read in a book that good deeds done from the heart move people. So I put that into practice today. I woke up early in the morning and cleaned in front of Shaiza’s stone statue.

No one looked at me, but I did a good deed from the heart, just like it says in the book, and I feel good. Just like the book says, I don’t even want others to see my actions and be impressed. I just want you to know that I’m not a scary person. 』

『 April 28th

It’s getting harder and harder to go to the academy, I’ve done nothing wrong, but everyone looks at me like a criminal. I came to the academy because I hate the Blood family, but the label Blood still haunts me.

Will Irina, who remains at home, get along? I sent a letter but never got a reply. I guess I’ll have to go back sometime.

I need to make a schedule during vacation. 』

“The name Blood… It’s not because of that. That’s not it. You know. I… At least that it happened because I was hostile to you… You also… But why.”

Why don’t you blame me? Why do you hate Larisha von Meloyer? It’s not that little.

Because I am against Woros, the students are also against him. However, Woros did not look outside for the reason for his isolation. How good his character is. It can’t be a part that shows how transparent he is.

“This kind of person, I… “

『 May 8th

It’s a test in a little while. I’m still an inferior student, so I have to work twice as hard as everyone else. However… I got kicked out of the library. I just wanted to study, but everyone asked me to leave because they were afraid of me.

I couldn’t answer anything, I just nodded. I thought the students of Arisha Academy didn’t use the library well, but it wasn’t.

I was in the library, so people stopped coming.

I’m just. I just wanted to study. Is that such a big mistake?

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It hurt so much, but since this is the reality, I decided to do it. Still won’t break Because one day everyone will know me

At that time, I thought I was wrong. That I misunderstood I’ll apologize for saying that. Even if it’s hard now, you have to persevere. It should be.

I cried for a long time in my room. The truth is it’s so hard. 』

“…… “

The boy who smiled brightly with twinkling eyes. I thought of the scene where I was kicked out of the library and trudged out.

Students look at him and gossip. Even in a situation where he would be angry, Woros never got angry. It’s just that other students are uncomfortable. He would have agreed and walked away.

And yet, someday, I’ll be able to make friends. So soothing himself, he endured.

What did he think about when he was kicked out of the library and returned to his dormitory?

Who did you resent?

No one would have resented it. He would have just locked himself in his room, clutching at his chest and complaining of his pain. He couldn’t even tell anyone about his pain. He would have just endured it alone, and he would have encouraged himself.

Did he still want to make friends at that moment? Wouldn’t he hate people?

If I had been in Woros’ situation, would he have been able to attend the academy?

“Uh… “

When I came to my senses, I found myself shedding silent tears. I hastily wiped the tears running down my cheeks. My tears Tears of a wicked man who drove a good boy into a corner. It could have stained the boy’s diary.

I couldn’t let the dirty devil’s tears, which had driven a boy to hell, stain his diary. So I stared into the sky and waited for the tears to stop.

It was very difficult to read the diary. All the hardships he went through were because of me. But I have to read it to the end and not run away.