After Those Years of Misery

"Zillog, she is your sister, do you know how painful she is? Only you can help Qiao Sinan, he likes you."

"She is not my sister, I am the children of my parents, they said I don't have a sister."

"Is it right? You will know by doing a paternity test with her. Even if it is not your sister, she is in such pain, you should help her? She now thinks that the person she loves is Qiao Sinan. Do you really want her to be with Qiao Sinan? "He didn't believe it, that woman would easily let go of Qiao Sinan for so long.

Xia Wanru was silent for a long time before speaking again: "I will return to China immediately, and I will find a way."

"Thank you! I will give you the phone number of Zillog's biological father. I hope you can take the family relationship seriously. Whether she is your sister or not, you should feel a little bit."

Xia Wanru only said a good word. If she had not doubted it, she would not have asked her parents several times. Her feeling for Zilogg is always a bit special. If she is really her own sister, but she harms her and does not save her, is she still human?

Putting down the phone, Qiao Yushi called Xiao Hongjie again and told him briefly about Xia Wanru.

Xiao Hongjie, who was eager to find a girl, would persuade Xia Wanru to do a paternity test. Putting down the phone, Qiao Yushi fell into thought.

Xia Wanru's help in this matter itself is to encircle Wei and save Zhao, it may not be useful, and he has to work **** Qiao Sinan.

It is necessary to find out who he has spoken to and who he met recently, hoping to find the hypnotized person. There is also a clue that Qiao Sinan's mother, he must find a way to find evidence of her mother's suicide, although it is extremely difficult, for the sake of Zilog, he must not let go of any hope.

As the night darkened, Qiao Yushi was lying on the bed with his clothes, holding Zilogg who was still asleep and sleeping extremely restlessly.

She smelled the breath that made her feel at ease. This breath was familiar to her, the breath of her favorite man, and the man she loved most was Qiao Sinan.

"Are you Qiao Sinan?" asked him in a daze, as if she was relieved only after confirmation.

"I'm the one you love." Qiao Yushi tried his best to make her voice like Qiao Sinan, so that she could sleep better.

After tossing for so long, the little things must be exhausted. Even if she hates him again after daybreak, she must at least get a good night's sleep before she will have the energy to deal with it tomorrow.

"Is it Qiao Sinan?" She confirmed it again.

"Yes!"

Her arms were wrapped around his waist and her body was close, but Qiao Yushi couldn't tell the bitterness in her heart.

At dawn, Zillog woke up and breathed greedily.

It was the happiest thing to wake up next to the man I loved again.

"I like your taste very much." Her voice will be very soft early in the morning, as she repeated the same words in many mornings when she woke up together.

The familiar big palm stroked her hair, so affectionate.

Zillog kept his eyes closed, reveling in the passionate good morning kiss he gave.

Familiar taste, familiar feeling, so good, my heart can be at ease.

"Ushi...Ushi..." She whispered softly, which is also a habit.

"Yeah!" She really recognized him, and really didn't run away like a frightened little beast. He was not too happy to mention it, and hurriedly promised to kiss her again.

Qiluoge Ji Ling opened his eyes suddenly, and Qiao Yushi's magnified handsome face was in front of him.

God, why is she so slutty? How could she appear on Qiao Yushi's bed and still be so close to him? He is the person she hates most.

"Qiao Yushi! You devil, you bastard! You...how can I be so mean? I..." She was ashamed, and sat up.

"Baby? You? Don't you remember me? I'm your favorite person!"

"No! You are the person I hate the most! I hate you! I hate you so much! Get out!" She was completely awake, and her loss was wiped out.

"I don't have the face to see Qiao Sinan, I don't have the face to see him, I shouldn't live in this world dirty." She muttered, staring at the white wall in front of her.

Her desperate eyes made Qiao Yushi's heart hurt so much that she couldn't hurt anymore, and she spoke in a low voice, gently comforting her: "I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, I forced you, don't be uncomfortable, don't blame yourself."

He rushed forward and confined Zillog who wanted to find his short-sightedness. He repeated over and over again: "Sorry, it's me who is not good, it is me who is not good, don't be impulsive!"

"Yes! It's you that's bad! It's you, it's all you, you raped me, you locked me up, I'm going to kill you! I'll kill you!" Her eyes burst out with a crazy light, and she could not wait for Qiao Yu Shiqian The knife is cut.

"You kill me, just beg you don't blame yourself, don't think about it." Qiao Yushi's posture has been low and can't be lower. Zilog, who is controlled by complex and chaotic emotions, has no way to listen to any of his words.

"Let go of me! Let me go!" She yelled vigorously, and Qiao Yushi had to let go of her arm.

Zillog turned the door open and rushed out, Qiao Yushi followed behind uneasy.

After running for a long time, until Zillog saw the kitchen, she ran in without hesitation.

"Xiao Luo, what are you doing?"

"Kill you!" She still had hate in her eyes, rushing to the knife holder and grabbing a sharp knife in her hand.

There was only one thought in her mind at this time, hate him, hate him.

"Zilog, you can't do this! He likes you, and the one you love is him. You can't tell right from wrong until you are hypnotized." It was Murong Bo's voice, and he followed him when he heard the movement.

"Xiao Luo, put down the knife, it's very dangerous." Qiao Yushi also softly persuaded that he was not afraid that she would hurt him, but that she would accidentally hurt himself.

"I want to kill you demon, you are the worst person in the world." With a trembling voice, she clenched the knife and rushed towards Qiao Yushi.

Qiao Yushi didn't move. He didn't know if the person who hypnotized her could be found eventually. He wanted to stimulate her deeper memory, reminding her that he once blocked a knife for her.

Even at the cost of life, he didn't want her to live in chaotic thoughts forever.

"If she kills me, you must find a way to prove that she was in a mental disorder, so she won't be responsible." Qiao Yushi looked back at Murong Bo and asked softly.

"You're crazy!" Murong Bo still wanted to stop, but saw Qi Luoge smile coldly, and really pointed the knife at Qiao Yushi's left chest and pierced it.

As soon as the tip of the knife cut the skin, a scene of Qiao Yushi being stabbed by Bo Liu appeared in front of him.

"Bang Dang" the knife fell to the ground.

"Have you hurt? Did you hurt me? Did you protect me from the knife?"

The two men looked at Zilog in amazement, feeling so incredible about what had just happened.

"Yes! It's me! Xiao Luo, listen to me, you are really hypnotized. But I believe you love me in your heart, and you remember me. You wake up in the morning and know that my taste is you Like it, think about it, did you hate it when I kissed you just now? Didn’t you hate it, right? Because the person you love is me, not someone else. Be strong and wake up the person in your heart, you can definitely rely on yourself Strength to overcome the hint that that person gave you."

Zilog didn't speak, she covered her head with her hands, feeling her head hurt.

Everything is so chaotic, memory and consciousness are in conflict, and there is no way to unify them.

Qiao Sinan was the one who shielded her from the knife. Why is Qiao Yushi the picture of memory?

"My head is very messy, it's too messy, I can't figure it out at all. I don't know what's wrong? Please, don't force me, let me be alone?"

"Why don't I stay with you," Murong Bo said softly, squatting down to help her up.

Qiao Yushi could only be in a hurry and could not approach her. His little Lolo, although he could recognize him at the most critical moment. After all, her thinking is still limited, and at some point she will stare at him again.

"No, I want to be alone, I want to be quiet."

"Let her be quiet!" Qiao Yushi held Murong Bo.

"I want to go to the mountains, I want to go where there is no one, I am afraid, I am so painful." She looked at Murong Bo with tears in her eyes, she also knew he was her elder brother.

She also understood that if someone followed, someone would tell her about Qiao Yushi and Qiao Sinan.

She really couldn't figure it out, she just wanted to calm down first.

Shouldn't do excessive things anymore, maybe all thinking is out of order, and it will be me who regrets doing those things.

"Thank you for sending her out. Let her go wherever she wants." Murong Bo should understand that someone should follow her to protect her.

"Okay! I'll send you out. Go wherever you want." Zillog finally calmed down, but his eyes were still full of pain.

She didn't dare to look at Qiao Yushi, nor did she dare to think of the name. As long as she thought about it, she would still say, hate him and kill him.

With her eyes closed, she thought of the Zen saying that her grandmother used to say when she was alive: "Bodhi does not have a tree, and a mirror is not a platform. There is nothing in it, so what can cause dust."

Repeatedly chanting, not thinking, not thinking, just focusing on the thoughts.

He felt that his little baby seemed to be in a desert with no one. She was letting the wind blow and raining in such an isolated environment, but he could not help standing here.

It must be good, and I will also rescue you from the abyss of pain as soon as possible.

After getting into Murong Bo's car, Zillog continued to read those words again and again, and his heart sank a lot.

I don't care about the noises passing by, and the mind is fixed, and everything is fixed and safe.

After they left, Qiao Yushi also left Murong's house and started walking around.

He has arranged Jiang Donghai to investigate the matter of Qiao Sinan's recent phone call. His trip was to personally visit Qiao Sinan's previous hometown to visit the events of the year.

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"Lend the money to you first, return it to me when you come back, and bring this card with you just in case." Murong Boqian exhorted him before he separated from Qiluoge.

He will follow in secret, even if it is, he is always afraid of not being able to contact.

"The phone is always charging, and you can call me whenever you need to."

"Brother, thank you!" Zillog was not polite, accepting the money and card he gave, and checked his mobile phone.

"I will come back as soon as possible, and when I clarify my thinking, I will come back."

Zilog went on the road alone, without Qiao Yushi, without Qiao Sinan, her footsteps were a lot brisk.

"Where is Xiao Luo now?" Qiao Yushi would communicate with Murong Bo for a while, always rest assured.

"She's at the airport, don't know where she wants to go, I will follow, don't worry."

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