After Those Years of Misery

"I just don't want you to feel the pressure. I sit at the end of the bed and tell you that I won't be close to you, don't worry." He was a little disappointed and sad about her always alert to him.

Obviously, he has always been unrequited love for her.

She not only didn't want him, but also guarded him and feared him.

From this point of view, he also had to be patient and talk to her well, so that she could no longer resist.

She didn't object anymore, because she was really afraid of the appearance of him standing there, and always felt like a shadow on his head.

He sat down at the end of the bed, and she gave way to the bed, and there was no place in her body to touch him.

"Okay, I'll tell you what I mean by coming. Don't say anything about keeping promises. I said I let you go. At that time, I didn't know you had my child in your stomach." He Speaking gently, carefully wording, for fear that he might be disgusted by the little things.

Only God knows how tiring he was to talk like this, how easy he was to talk like that before. Before, he forcibly picked her up and threw her into the car to take away. Is it still so long? Now he did change a lot for her, although she did not approve of his changes.

"The child is not yours, it is Xiao..." She said anxiously, wanting to lie to him again.

"Don't lie to me anymore, it's mine or his, you know in your heart. No matter how you make up, I won't believe it." He stopped her from telling lies.

She has been telling this lie long enough.

As the father of the child, he missed his company for months. How cruel she was.

Zilog was silent, knowing that the lie was too weak, and it was meaningless.

"You promised him to marry me tonight?" He asked again.

"Yes, I agreed." She answered quickly, and he seemed to be disappointed when he heard something falling in his heart.

"In other words, if I didn't come, you're planning to marry him with my child, right?" Although his tone was as suppressed as possible, his anger still leaked from the lines.

"You come, I still want to marry him, this result is no one can change." Zillog said firmly.

Qiao Yushi's fists gradually closed, then relaxed again.

"I don't allow it! My child must never be raised by others, let alone called father." He stared at her with forceful eyes, and his voice was not heavy, but it contained absolutely irreversible firmness in it.

This created a strong sense of oppression for Zilog. She knew he would be like this for a long time, and it was much calmer than she thought.

She thought he would rush forward and pinch her neck to ask her why he lied to him.

He didn't, he did change.

What has changed is only the surface. In his heart, he will still be strong, and his decision is not allowed to be shaken by others.

She can only shake and challenge. She must fight for the freedom and dignity of herself and her children, and she must fight firmly.

"But the child is in my stomach, do you say he listens to me or to you?" Zillog raised his head and said strongly.

Yes, the situation is forced, the child must listen to her now. Qiao Yushi realized that in front of this woman, there was really no reason for pride or arrogance. If he wants to win her, he can only negotiate with her in a good voice.

As far as her attitude is concerned, it seems that a good discussion will not help.

This is the first time that the invincible Qiao Yushi has encountered such a thorny problem.

Neither light nor heavy, what can we do to bring this little woman home with the ball in her belly?

"Listen to you, okay?" He subdued, but she asked for his tone of voice.

I really didn't expect Qiao Yushi to talk like that.

"Well, since you are listening to me, my decision has been made. Go back and give me the keys. Don't come to our house in the future."

He didn't pay attention to what she said. How could he leave before his goal was achieved?

"I haven't said the most important thing, how can I go?"

"Go ahead and say something at once. I am a person with a fiance now. It is not convenient for us to meet in the future, so let's talk."

"I like you, Zillog. I told you last time that I like you, love you, and love the baby in your belly. Since you want to have a baby for me, it means that you have no feelings for me. Yes. Stay with me and give your child a truly complete home. As you know, a child is perfect only when he is with his biological parents. I admit that the kid is good to you, and no matter how good he is, he is not the child’s father. It's separated by blood." His words can't be more gentle, and the reasoning is extremely clear and thorough.

Since he came in, Zillog knew he would say this. When he really said it, she was not surprised at all. She had thought about this problem thousands of times and had already reached a conclusion.

"Qiao Yushi, I did not give birth to this child because of you. I just want him to come into my stomach, I shouldn't cruelly knock him out, he has the right to come into this world. Xiao Baiyu is really very kind to me. Well, I also believe that he will love children very much. I am in love with him, and the most important thing is to give them a normal and healthy home."

"You mean, or do you mind doing small things? As long as you want, I will definitely give you a title as soon as possible. It is Mingzhong who is getting married." Qiao Yushi had made up his mind before coming.

He will properly handle Cheng Feixue's marriage contract. This is the only thing he can do to satisfy Zilog, and make her and the child be justified in Qiao's house.

He will handle the Qiao family's elders and will not embarrass her.

"I don't want it. You and Xueer, you have your reasons, I will not take her position as the youngest grandmother of the Qiao family. The most important thing is that I am not interested, Qiao Yushi, you let me go."

"If there are no children, I might let you go. I let you go, not because I don't like you, but because I don't want to embarrass you. I always think, I hurt you, so I deserve it alone. I am I'm really lonely, you know or not, I think about you and fall asleep every night. You know or not, I want to come back and take you away every night. I have never done this because I promised If you let you go. I hope you are happy, I hope you are happy. But I really...you look at me!" His persistent tone made Zilog really raise his head and look into his eyes .

"I really miss you!"

Her heart suddenly tightened, and she quickly opened her eyes.

The thick lovesickness in his eyes can't deceive anyone. She found that she was very scared, very afraid to see that strong emotion.

She was accustomed to being unwavering and accustomed to being as plain as Xiao Baiyu.

She was moved! He cried wildly in his heart, she felt for him, and still feels it now.

"Your heart is moving, Zilog, you love me." He moved to her side, trying to touch her hand or kiss her.

He often thinks back to the scene of kissing her, especially when she is not repulsive, the feeling of being dependent on each other is so heart-warming.

"I do not have."

"You have! You can fool me, not your own heart."

Because of this sentence, her heart beat faster.

In the past month, she didn't know if she had missed him, but in fact she also remembered it, but she was always suppressed.

"We don't care what happens in the future, my child, I haven't touched it. You let me touch him, okay?" He suddenly asked gently, wanting to change the tit-for-tat scene. At the same time, touching the child is indeed something he is very, very anxious to do at the moment.

"Do not......"

"I beg you." His tone sounded so pitiful to her. He didn't mean to touch her. Should she allow him to touch her?

Perhaps this is the father's instinct for the child. She wonders if her father felt the same way when she was in her mother's womb.

Having lied to him for so long, he is the child's biological father after all, and she thought she was indeed cruel to him.

If he weren't Qiao Yushi, and if it weren't for fear that he would take the child, she would not deprive him of the opportunity to contact the child.

Seeing that she had no objection, Qiao Yushi rushed over. Of course, he has calculated the distance and will not encounter pregnant women.

His heart was beating wildly, in order to be able to contact his child for the first time. That feeling, unspeakable excitement, excitement and ecstasy, even wanting to laugh twice.

It was my child, my child, and it was my child. He was repeating these words in his heart, trembling and reaching out his hand.

Zillog knew that there was nothing he could touch through the thick sleeping jacket, so he unbuttoned the jacket.

The sweater inside is very thin, so if the baby is moving, maybe he can perceive it.

As soon as his big hand touched her stomach, Zillog still stepped away.

"That's it, you can touch it, you are not allowed to talk nonsense to my baby."

"Good!" he agreed happily.

She just relaxed again, her belly facing him.

His still trembling hand was finally placed on her belly. The moment he touched it, he was about to say, "I'm a father."

Before I said it, the little guy in her stomach moved violently as if feeling it.

Zillog couldn't help wondering that the child had never moved so intensely before.

Is it true that father and son have a heart? Or is it just her psychological effect?

"Baby, baby, can you hear me?" Qiao Yushi bent his head, replaced his hand with his head, and put it on her belly.

"I'm a dad!" As soon as Zillog wanted to oppose him, her stomach moved even more happily. She took a sigh of relief when she kicked her, and she couldn't say anything to blame.

"Look, baby, look, little baby likes to listen to me. He knows I am his father, he must know!" Qiao Yushi was excited like a child for a while, and couldn't remember what he had just talked to Zilog.

At this moment, there is only the woman he loves, only the child, and he seems to have the same happiness in the whole world.

Zillog couldn't tell what he was feeling. There was nothing wrong with it. Now she could be sure that the child did perceive him.