After Those Years of Misery

While eating, although Zilogg tried to smile as much as possible, Xiao Baiyu still saw that she could not figure out what had just happened.

"Silly girl, you don't need to be upset about that kind of thing. I really don't care about this. If I were such a big **** boy, I would have threw you down, right?" He stroked her hair. Speak softly.

How could he not care? She knew that he said this to make her feel relieved.

"Well, I don’t care, I’m a perfectionist. I hope it will be done automatically. Such things are the least forceful. A passionate woman is like a fire, and a woman who doesn’t want is like a piece of ice. I like it. Fire, because I am naturally afraid of cold." He said, chuckling slightly.

She knew that she was not enthusiastic enough to make him uncomfortable.

"I..." she said guiltily, wanting to say another word of sorry.

"Don't apologize to me!" He intercepted her.

"No need to apologize, I know that you want to give it to me, that's enough. As for this, it may take time. You are pregnant, naturally you are unwilling to this kind of thing, I can understand." He can only give her , I also gave myself this excuse.

But I am not. Even though I am pregnant, I still treat him... She bit her lip and said nothing.

"Don't worry, when the baby pops out, let's have no worries. Don't worry, I won't let you off then. Don't be sad, eat well," he said softly.

"By the way, did he express his heart to you yesterday and want to chase you back again?" Xiao Baiyu asked casually.

"Yeah! He meant it." She didn't hide it.

"Actually, he can block the knife for you, which shows that he really has you in his heart. If you want to come back to him, be good to the child, I will..." At this point, he found that his throat had Arduous. I really wanted to say that he would be blessed, but when he thought that Xiao Luoluo would never be able to eat with him or talk to him, he hesitated.

When he hesitated, Zillog took the call.

"I won't go back, he is the one who hurt me. I remember those things, I can't forget. Besides, he is a person with a marriage contract, and I won't go back to be a third party."

Her tone was firm, and he didn't see any vacillation in her eyes.

"Then let me take care of you, raise our baby and live a peaceful life, okay?" He touched her little hand and asked.

"Yeah!" Zilog nodded.

...

More than a month later, Zillog's belly has been highlighted.

Xiao Baiyu still took care of her every day, and wanted to hire a nanny for her, but she refused, still cooking by herself to take care of the children.

That scarf is also woven, Xiao Baiyu cherishes it very much, and surrounds it every day, as if his little Luoluo is always with him.

He never touched Zillog again, and she said several times that he still said that, and persisted until she really wanted it.

Especially after her belly grew bigger, his desire for her also faded a lot.

Qiao Yushi disappeared in Zilog's world in this way, without a greeting. How many times has Qiao Yushi taken out his mobile phone, pressed those numbers, and deleted them one by one.

He always tells himself that time will forget everything.

She does not welcome him, even if her body welcomes him, she will not welcome him in her heart.

There was no bad news from Qiao Sinan to tell him that she was at least safe.

She is safe, so he has nothing to worry about. He worked harder than before, and he was desperately Saburo. Some things do not need to be handled by him personally, and he still handles them.

He was paralyzing his nerves every day.

He runs all over the world, runs all over the country, except for M City, he seems to have run all over the earth.

He is not here, Cheng Feixue must be more free, can fight with A Xin fiercely, will not miss him.

He felt that no one in M ​​City missed him, and it became a taboo for him. Even if it was a meeting, he remotely refused to come in person.

This evening, Qiao Sinan called him to report on his business status.

At the end, he added: "Big brother, don't you come back for a look? Li Muqing clamored that she would not be able to get paid if she didn't work like this. Would you like to come back and check your health. By the way..." By the way, what? He didn't say. He didn't think he said, Qiao Yushi knew what he was referring to.

"No, I am in good health."

After hanging up the phone, he lit a cigarette.

He didn't smoke before. Since leaving Zillog, he has learned to smoke.

Whenever he thinks of her frown and smiles, and he wants to fly back to **** her back, he will light a cigarette and smoke it slowly.

Cigarette is really a good medicine for a man to heal his heartache. He smoked one by one, slowly suppressing the thick and insatiable longing.

After smoking a few cigarettes, he went back to work.

Lie on the bed at night, his brain was empty, and Zillog took advantage of the vacancy to enter again, this time he couldn't drive away.

He felt that he should go back, maybe it was time to check his body.

Without informing Qiao Sinan, he asked his secretary to buy the ticket for the next day and returned to M City alone in the afternoon.

He told himself that he just missed the city, not for that woman.

That's what I thought, but the first stop he came back was not at Qiao's house, but the apartment where Zillog had lived for two years.

Sister Li finally waited until he came back when she had something to tell him.

"Mr. Qiao, I have been here for a few months. I used to take care of Miss Qi. Now you don’t eat here and Miss Qi is not here. I have nothing to do, and I still receive my salary every month. This way, I feel sorry for it. I want to quit this job with you."

Qiao Yushi didn't speak for a long time, yes, Zillog won't be back, why does he keep Sister Li here.

Even if he is not short of money, he is not a waste of resources.

To forget, to look forward, he feels that he shouldn't keep these thoughts anymore, grandma.

Together with this apartment, he should have sold it.

He wanted to tell Qiao Sinan not to mention that person again. As if that person had never appeared before, what she had had nothing to do with him.

I was about to approve Sister Li's words, before I waited, I heard the phone ring, it was Cheng Feixue's call.

"My dear, you haven't been back for a long time. My friends are all wondering if our marriage has changed. When will you show up, let's show our affection?" Xueer was as enthusiastic as ever on the phone.

"Just today, I will go shopping with you to buy clothes. My husband is a bit unqualified recently." He teased and heard Cher's chuckle.

"That's right, it's too pitiful for you to leave me at home and keep the empty room alone."

"Now let's go shopping in the mall, are you optimistic?" Qiao Yushi asked.

"Well, you are ready to pay the bill, I want to buy a lot of clothes."

"No problem, we will meet in the parking lot of the World Trade Center in half an hour."

Qiao Yushi hung up the phone and said to Sister Li: "This matter is not in a hurry. I'll talk about it at the end of the month. If you feel too free to panic, you can do part-time work in another home. I will call you when I come back."

Sister Li heard it out, he was reluctant to miss Miss Qi, he always hoped that one day she could come back.

"Mr. Qiao, do you want to eat here tonight?" Seeing Qiao Yushi walked to the door, Mrs. Li chased it out and asked.

"Don't eat here anymore. When you eat here at noon, make more good preparations. Don't save me food expenses." Qiao Yushi exclaimed before going out.

In the afternoon of the same day, Xiao Baiyu received a message from a strange number.

"Qiao Yushi has returned to City M. If you don't want to lose anyone around you, ask her to marry him."

He looked at this message several times in a daze, but couldn't think of who would send it.

After the call, the other party is turned off.

However, this message did cause him a lot of anxiety, and Zillog had feelings for Qiao Yushi.

He obviously felt that she felt stronger for him than she felt for herself, even if she didn't want it in her heart.

Zillog now takes care of his life like a wife. From the tea he drinks, the food he eats, to the clothes he wears, she personally takes care of him.

Even if there is no skin close between them, he can still feel that this woman is with him carefully.

What he longed for was exactly this kind of day, plain and plain. A relationship that is too close is easy to break. The so-called friendship between gentlemen is as watery as water, and love must adhere to semi-sugarism. The relationship of being able to consider each other is more reliable than anything else.

He decided to keep her and propose to her tonight.

It was too late to customize the ring specially. He also believed that a woman like Zillog would not care about these foreign objects.

As long as she knows, he really loves her.

When he passed away to choose the ring, he unexpectedly met Qiao Yushi and Cheng Feixue.

The two talked and laughed and stopped at the jewelry counter. It turned out that it was Qiao Yushi who wanted to buy a necklace for his wife as a gift.

Neither of the two men greeted each other, but their eyes collided. Qiao Yushi noticed that he had a flannel box in his hand. At first glance, he knew that he was wearing the ring, and he couldn't help feeling sad.

Thinking that these two people are progressing really fast enough, will we talk about marriage?

He wanted to step forward and grab his broken box and crush it with his feet, not allowing him to marry Zilog home.

But he understands that letting go is letting go, and he can't go back and break it.

Xiao Baiyu knew that his gaze had stayed on the ring box in his hand, and he also intentionally let him see it.

It was for him to understand that from now on Zillog was a dominant woman, and he could no longer covet it.

After Xiao Baiyu left, Cheng Feixue asked curiously: "My dear, who was it just now? It seems you know each other."

"Murong Bo." Qiao Yushi said lightly.

"Yeah, it's him? He seems to have a ring in his hand. Isn't he proposing to Luo Luo? It seems that she is going to settle down, I am really happy for her." Cheng Feixue said cheerfully.

She was so excited on purpose to see how Qiao Yushi would react.

He really sank and asked her, "Do you like this necklace or not?"

"I like it. When did I not like the things you picked?" Cheng Feixue said with a smile, and Qiao Yushi motioned to the salesperson to pack them.