evening light

Chapter 46 Colors
"Mom, why did you weave a cage? Look at it carefully. I'm going to catch grasshoppers."

This is what Guo Hongjing said as soon as he came back, "Then you take it, I'm useless anyway."

As soon as Chen Qun turned around, he started to knock on the firewood. The smile on his mouth was instantly closed. The abandoned freedom now belongs to someone else.

Say yes to the children, not at first, say yes, she made this cage useless.

What color is the inside of the room? It’s gray. Under the reflection of the sun, the things inside the room can be seen. Isn’t gray just a little lighter than black? This room retains the lonely and not completely faded black .

Of course Chen Qun would not notice this, the word loneliness surrounds her every day, for some reason, she seldom talks about her loneliness.

Loneliness has other meanings, and it will be misinterpreted in the eyes of others. People in this world will always misinterpret many beautiful things.

She can only use a common word to describe that she is boring, no, I can't mention being bored, it seems that she doesn't care about her family all day, is not that busy, does not do housework well, is a lazy woman, a lazy wife, not a qualified woman.

How can I talk about this in front of others? I can only say that when I am free occasionally, I don’t know what to do. The repetitive things are a bit boring. I can only say how disobedient the child is. Things have to be cleaned up by yourself.

But in fact, she doesn't clean up every time she sees it, but looking at this pile of clothes is like kidnapping.

Deprived of her freedom, she has no leisure time, and she must be responsible for the rude behavior of this family every moment.

She has no obligation to be responsible, she knows it herself, and she also knows that her identity needs to be dealt with.

But she is boring, just doing one thing is very boring, because after doing this thing, she will do it again later, this thing seems meaningless.

He said he was bored, but he didn't know where his empty eyes drifted.

What's the outside world like? It's not like I haven't been out before. What's fun outside, I just stay alone.

Time is about to erode the body. Using a standard word, or a closer word, it is loneliness. It is a dark and vivid description of boredom.

Loneliness is obviously just loneliness, and I can't say that I am lonely, because there are some friends outside who can talk.

They have no problem talking to each other for hours, but when one doesn't want to talk.

I started thinking, why do I do these meaningless things every day.Why do I live, why do I want to be someone's wife, mother, what do I want.

Loneliness is the loneliness of the body, but also the loneliness of the mind. A person's spirit has nowhere to rely on, and can only be placed on the wrong child and husband. This kind of lonely thought has caused a tragedy.

Once there are children and husbands who don't do what she wants, she feels that she has lost her dependence, and she will feel that her future is sad, her dreams, what is it, and she hasn't touched a little bit of it when she grows up.

It would be great if the child can touch his own dream. The dream is so difficult, how can he touch it? I have worked hard all my life, but the dream is gone. What is the meaning of life and life.

There are too many family comedies, and too many family tragedies, which happen accidentally.

Every woman doesn't think about what kind of life other women are living, just want to find the basis for how other women are happy.

And how unfortunate she is.

If the husband and wife of other people's family work hard together, even the women of other people's family have suffered a lot.She also develops a kind of jealousy.

This woman lives a better life than me, and is happier than me.

This woman is married to a rich man, the boss, and they work together every day, earning a lot of money. If I can marry such a rich man, no matter how tired I am, I will be willing to do it.

Instead of living without status in this family.

You can earn a lot of money by working hard every day. If you work harder in the factory, can you also earn a lot of money?

Why did she decide to give up such a life choice in the first place to take care of her husband and raise her children?
How about that kind of life? She obviously experienced it before. It was very tiring to work outside, and his husband was obviously her salvation at that time.

But now I say that I didn't want to go to work and chose to get married for the sake of living. If I were the boss's wife, I would definitely work hard.

She began to envy this kind of life again.

This is a very perfect excuse that many people are losing in their lives.

Loneliness is really scary, because people at any stage will feel their own loneliness.

It was a person staying in the dark, with an empty heart, feeling the fear of being swallowed by something.

This fear doesn't happen often, at least not when you're busy.

Seeing the rice burning on the fire, Chen Qun looked at the clothes again, and once again started to wash the clothes by accident.

Then when I was in a daze while washing clothes, I turned my head back to my senses, and hurriedly looked at the rice on the stove.

It is more appropriate to rub a piece of clothing, and I am not in a daze after rubbing the clothes.He walked to the stove neatly and looked at the rice seriously.

At this time, the meal is almost ready, and the subsequent heat is very important, otherwise it will not be possible to cook a pot of delicious rice.

At this time, I don’t think about anything, just focus on watching the fire, the fire should be lower, use tongs, take out a piece of burning firewood, and add some small firewood after the fire goes out.

After a few minutes, I opened the lid and saw that it was almost ready, but there was still a little water, so I added a few fire rings and stuffed the rice on the fire for a few minutes.

Put a rag or chopsticks on the ears of the pot and turn off the fire.Started doing other things.

"Guo Hongjing, Guo Tingyu, prepare the dishes, hurry up."

After seeing them go, I started to pick up Zheergen again, and there was nothing to think about.

How to fry in the brain, how much to fry, and what taste to fry.What kind of dishes are you going to prepare today, and what kind of dishes are you getting tired of eating again?

The chimneys of each house began to smoke, and life began to slowly rise.

The animals in the forest were still buzzing as usual, the sun was slowly setting, and all kinds of silks and satins appeared in the sky.

Xu is that the Weaver Girl finally finished weaving the Yunxia silk and satin for a day.This Yunxia silk satin is really eye-catching, reflecting each other's brilliance in the clouds, and there are beautiful yellow, gold, red and other colors in the streamer.

The gods in the sky are about to call it a day.

Yunxia silk and satin are not arranged piece by piece, they are not so neat.

It's just that a golden light suddenly flashed in the yellow hue, and the eyes of the dragon widened in shock, shaking the sky for a short time.

The red is controlling the audience, mixed with the nobility of yellow, it is the dragon robe of the emperor, in such a variety of colors, there is no sense of chaos.

In a blink of an eye, there is a vague sense of Roland red.

It is incredible to look closely, this beauty is for happy people.

(End of this chapter)