evening light

Chapter 43 Happiness
The fun of children lies in finding pure joy and happiness from simple games. Adults want too many things and are always under so much pressure.

In addition to busy work, hobbies have become pitiful.It is difficult for them to feel happiness from small things.

The people in this town are not without reservations. A simple and honest smile can prove a lot. They have not lost a little peace of mind. People are always the most relaxed and happiest when they laugh.

When the choice becomes scarce, getting a little bit of satisfaction will make people fall into a burst of happiness. With the relaxation of the body, a sense of freedom is released, and people will suddenly feel happy.

People who grow vegetables for a long time, as long as the vegetables grow well this year, they will look at the land with a clumsy smile.

Maybe everyone's harvest this year is very good, but this year's dishes are not so popular. No one will consider this problem, but at the moment, all the efforts of this year have been realized.This pride is the underlying motivation that drives the next year's hard work of growing vegetables.

But maybe after a few days, I find that the vegetables are really not easy to sell, so I won't take a second look at the spiritual vegetables I planted, let alone show a satisfied smile.

Maybe when I sell vegetables for more than ten yuan more than I estimated when I washed the vegetables, I sold the vegetables two days ago and found that the vegetables I expected were much less. Today is more, today is more , People who sell vegetables will happily go to the butcher shop to buy some meat and fruits that they are reluctant to buy.

There will not be too much meat, and the fruit will not be too expensive, but the happy emotions on the face can no longer be seen in the eyes.

In the years of depressing cultivation, sadness, despair, indifference, and painful emotions can't cover up this happy emotion, and the eyes can't hold it, thinking that the sun is gushing away.

We cannot question these emotions of sadness, despair, indifference, and pain. Maybe happiness is still revealed on the road, and happiness is still there when I see the children cooking at home.

When a trace of fatigue strikes, this sense of happiness disappears without a trace in an instant.Putting on an orthodox expression on his face, he looked at the world without wind or rain, and at night, the darkness did not exist outside the house.

The darkness exists in the hearts of those people in the house, thinking that I am not disappointed in life, I am still living a good life today, and I am repeating yesterday's things today, why this damn labor can't be done in a lifetime.

Why do others easily have everything I want, as long as I marry a good family.As long as the original choice is right, there is no need to spend the rest of her life in this broken house with a rough person who only knows how to drive her.

No one knows whether the next second will be depressed to despair or start self-comfort. In the next second, I will think that maybe this person will protect me from the wind and rain and accompany me for more than ten years, or even the next few decades. This person will be with me. This is a bad idea. When he was sick, he would only prescribe medicine clumsily.

I started to make a spatula that I would never touch this year. Thinking of this is a kind of happiness. Fortunately, I married an honest man. Although I don’t have the ability to work, but taking care of my family, I am always better than other women little bit.My children's grades are also good, it would be great if they were more considerate of the family.

In the next second, I thought like this, what is the purpose of a person's life, and he will get nothing in the end when he is old. Maybe his children will be filial and provide for him when he is old. If his children are not filial, will he be like other people? It is not uncommon to go to raise a son, or be driven out of the house by a daughter and wander outside.

Maybe when you are middle-aged, you will become ugly, your face will turn yellow, spots will appear, and wrinkles will appear.The man is messing around outside, and the family doesn't care.What should the child do if all the money is spent outside.

A person's life is so ups and downs. After being a child, he is also suffering when he grows up. There is no time in his life to relax and relax. At this time, all the so-called happiness is forgotten.

Can only continue to be sad, painful emotions are like a long sea, at first I just noticed that there was only a small broken boat on the sea, then I looked around with my eyes, for a second, a minute, I couldn’t see the end of the sea .

I had no choice but to row forward desperately, and kept rowing, unable to predict whether I would see a little outline of the island in the next second.

After a few seconds of thought refutation, no conclusion could be found, and the next day was extremely exhausted, and the refutation started again, and the focus of attention was different each time, and people would gradually forget the past.

When you are so suppressed by painful memories that you can't breathe, you are willing to dig out the happy memories bit by bit from the depths of your mind.

When your memories are surrounded by malice and a little bit of kindness comes to you, you will be moved to tears.

You will automatically think of the words in the book, there are still more beautiful things in this world, and you believe this conclusion, at least at this moment.

No one knows whether you will continue to be moved in the next moment, surrounded by happiness, or washed over and over again by the beast inside your body.Even if there is such a little bit of kindness, I have no cover for tomorrow's loneliness and darkness.I do it with my bare hands.

Women's thoughts are all kinds of strange. As the same creature, men's thoughts are not too few. Maybe the layout of men's thoughts is larger. Most women will concentrate the central point of debate in a family.

Children and husbands are always the focus of thought, and most women have no ego.From the various public opinions of women in society, there is only that poor past.

There is no present, what do I do now, grow vegetables, cook, take care of children, what I want, as if I don’t need anything, playing mahjong is considered to be not a proper job, no matter when I am growing up or when I am married, one thing is emphasized.

You have to put your family first, you have to learn to sacrifice, and you have to give up some horrible thoughts and behaviors that are beyond the rules. As a woman, you only need to take care of your family. You are just a woman, and your husband pays the money. For you, this should be your happiness, this should be your business.

By chance, a woman made a cage with grass roots and tough grass roots in her spare time. Maybe it was very boring when doing housework. Even if she tidied up all the things in the house, the next day Still messy.

This grass cage was made a few days ago just for children who wanted to catch grasshoppers. I would make this kind of gadget when I was very young. This cage is very delicate.

This will forget the things at home, feel that I am idle, and wave my fingers seriously, not for anyone, just bored, just to pass the time, and then start to act.

This is the daily life of Chen Qun, a rural housewife.

(End of this chapter)