evening light

Chapter 38 Shame and Anger
At that time, Guo Hongjing couldn't write well when she was very young. In order to make her handwriting look better, the people in the family asked her to practice her handwriting dozens of times.

Even after writing dozens of times, some characters are still messy and crooked.Guo Hongjing's father watched from the side, and if he couldn't write a word well, he beat him with chopsticks.

Guo Lang's hand was very strong, and after dozens of chopsticks, Guo Hongjing's hand was so red that it couldn't be redder.

The number 5 has been written crookedly, Guo Lang has a bad temper, and is another chopstick.

"Do you have a fucking brain? You can write such a simple word easily. Look at me."

Guo Lang wrote a 5 next to it.

Guo Hongjing's hands trembled, imitating the number, no matter what she could not write the number beautifully or smoothly with her hands.

Guo Lang and his wife just stared at Guo Hongjing writing alone. If you don't write well now, let's see how I will deal with you later.

Guo Lang went to fix his motorcycle tire, and Chen Qun also heard Guo Tingyu say that he was hungry and wanted to eat.

I was busy cooking, and Guo Hongjing was still writing. Now she really wants to go out and play.Zhou Chen also called Guo Hongjing several times.

"Zhou Chen, you go to play first, and I will go to you after I finish my homework." Guo Hongjing replied like this.

"You know how to play, if you don't write down the past numbers that you can see with one hand today, you don't want to play."

Guo Lang yelled at Guo Hongjing loudly.

Guo Hongjing shrank his neck and started to write silently. After writing for an unknown number of times, he finally wrote 5 beautifully.

Recalling the past, Guo Hongjing felt that he was depressed, that he was suppressed by his family all the time, and he had to do everything according to their requirements, and nothing happy happened.

Back to reality, those raised blocks on the washboard really hurt my knees when I kneel.

Chen Qun whispered in his ear, "Do you know that there is a bottom line in being a human being, we don't steal or grab, isn't it good to be down-to-earth?

If you insist on stealing like others, when you grow up and get used to who will take care of you, you will go to jail for this matter.

Do you enjoy doing these things so much?Didn't I usually teach you?

I want you to be down-to-earth, respect the elderly, and be filial.You are in the first grade and don't know anything.

Do you see that kid stealing money from the house to buy food like you?

You don't understand adults at all, do you think money comes from the wind?We earn ten dollars by picking and selling [-] catties of vegetables. I work so hard, why can’t you see it.

It's fine if you don't do housework for the family, but you still have to take the money from the house, and you don't know how to give change. You haven't bought things before.

Are biscuits worth ten bucks?Don't you know how to think about it?
Why are you still as stupid as you were when you were a child? Apart from eating a lot, there is simply no advantage. How could I give birth to such a stupid daughter like you.I was so smart back then. "

While beating, Chen Qun scolded and watched Guo Hongjing crying and crying. After hitting him more than a dozen times on the back, Guo Hongjing screamed loudly every time he hit him.

When the note landed on the place where it had been beaten before, it gave another slap on top of the already painful one.Guo Hongjing grinned in pain.

She spoke vaguely in her mouth.

"I won't make mistakes again, don't hit me, it hurts, it hurts."

After Guo Hongjing passed a period of time, Chen Qun wanted to talk about this incident, and then ruthlessly laughed at Guo Hongjing, with a single tendon in his stupid mind.

It's too stupid, even Guo Tingyu is inferior, Guo Tingyu ran away that day, finished eating the biscuits, and when he came back, his parents' anger was relieved a lot, so they scolded Guo Tingyu severely.

After eating the biscuits, Guo Hongjing didn't eat anything, and was beaten severely.

Every time, Chen Qun and other aunts would say
"Guo Hongjing, do you still remember? You were really stupid at the time. I really thought how could I have such a stupid daughter like you? It's just like your father."

Guo Hongjing would say very angrily.

"I don't know, I don't remember, don't say any more, okay, you know to talk about some messy things every day, the soil in the house has not been dug, and the rice has not been cooked.

You know what to say in a day, it's annoying to death. "

Guo Hongjing felt very annoyed after hearing this sentence. There is another thing that is also a joke in his mother's mouth, and he has to repeat it at home every time.

This incident was quite embarrassing and uncomfortable. She walked with Chen Shan the day she was in the first grade of elementary school. The half term was almost over, and one day she walked with Chen Shan on the road, and suddenly felt that she wanted to go to a school. bathroom.

Her stomach hurts so much, and she has to go to the toilet on the road for at least 10 minutes. She can only hold back.

She could only run to the toilet quickly. For some reason, the toilet was very far away.

It's going to be fast, fast, running too fast, my stomach growled, and a little leaked out.

She felt so embarrassed, she hurried to the toilet and saw traces on her pants.I can only walk home quickly, and can't let people on the road know.

She ran home quickly again, but fortunately there were not too many people on the road. After she got home, she immediately changed into new pants and was about to wash them quietly, but she didn't expect to be seen by her mother.

Chen Qun saw her washing, and smiled and said: "You pulled your pants down. You are so big, you don't have to worry about it. It's embarrassing to pull your pants even at such a big age, hahaha."

Chen Qun watched her wash from the side.While laughing.

Guo Hongjing felt very depressed and embarrassed, why did she look at her washing like this, her face became hot all of a sudden, and secretly vowed in her heart that such a thing would never happen again.

She felt that her self-esteem had been greatly insulted. Not long after, she heard Chen Qun tell her father.

"Let me tell you, Guo Hongjing is still pulling her pants at the age of eight. I personally saw her washing her pants today. She is still pulling her pants at this age."

Father Guo laughed when he heard it.

"I'm ashamed to be so unpromising, so big and have my pants pulled down. Don't be so shameless in the future, do you hear me?"

Guo Hongjing didn't say anything, just wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in.Pretending to eat calmly, she wanted to leave the table in shame and indignation.

Then I looked at the flowers and plants in the back gutter at home, and suddenly cried.

I didn't mean it, so why humiliate me like this.It won't be long before she will tell others. She already knows Chen Qun very well.

Guo Hongjing felt that he was very uncomfortable. He punched the grass with every punch, and his heart was not less uncomfortable.

Sure enough, the next day, she told the incident to everyone she knew in the town that happened to happen.

Guo Hongjing heard it at this time, and left immediately, she really didn't want to hear other people's evaluation of her.She still heard the sound of other people laughing.

The voice surrounded Guo Hongjing like a spell, and Guo Hongjing came to a relatively deep grass again, pulled up the grass one by one, stuffed them into his mouth, and chewed bit by bit.

Then tell myself to be calm, not to show any childish emotions, but to show the calmness that this incident has never happened,

(End of this chapter)