evening light

Chapter 3
When the Sophora japonica is about to bloom, it is the time for children to find fun again, and white snow is piled up on the side of the mountain like winter.

There are green grasses hidden in the snow, and they poke their heads out quietly. Guo Hongjing likes to find a long pole with two branches on it, touch the roots of those lovely flowers, and then rotate the pole to twist them. Come down Huahua.

Sophora japonica flower juice tastes very good. Pick the flowers off the branches, take a sip, and throw the flowers away.

The reason for being abandoned is that the flowers no longer have any value.Guo Hongjing didn't need to appreciate her beauty, the trees were full of Sophora japonica, which was not a pity at all, it was a bit too much, and Guo Hongjing felt dizzy after a while.

"Don't smoke too much. If you smoke too much, your head will get stuffy." Zhou Chen's words came. She is a neighbor's playmate.Guo Hongjing thought so too, so he threw away the remaining flowers with sweet juice and found other ways to play.

Now picking Sophora japonica is not fun, it is a bit boring.The flowers that were forcibly picked off that place hadn't reached the point where she could smile, experience everything through time, and even wither.

It was already lying on the ground, and was trampled flat by other children in a short while.

sad?It's also sad, Guo Hongjing doesn't care about these things at all, and everyone doesn't care, are they dead?
A flower carries a hope, blooms, bears fruit, and finally passes on to another land to complete her mission.

Guo Hongjing would tell the girls in the school how delicious Sophora japonica is, and the female students asked her to take it there.She got up early happily, picked the best bunches with a pole and put them in the bag.

After taking it to school, the students ate a few mouthfuls, but they didn't want to eat it anymore, so Guo Hongjing threw the Sophora japonica flower into the trash can.

She finds such behavior shameful, and they don't like it at all.They said that it is not as delicious as the snacks in the canteen, why only they think it is delicious.

After that, she never brought Sophora japonica into school again, and she still ate snacks from the canteen with her classmates.

She can't afford it most of the time, and her classmates will give her some snacks for her homework.She thinks this kind of life is okay, and occasionally thinks, if I can also have pocket money to buy snacks every day.

This kind of thing can only be based on the fact that when mother doesn't want to cook breakfast, she will give Guo Hongjing breakfast money.

Sometimes Guo Hongjing would deliberately skip breakfast for pocket money, and his mother would give money occasionally when he was in a good mood, but most of the time, ignoring this unreasonable trouble, Guo Hongjing would accept it as soon as it was good, saying that he wanted fried rice with eggs.

Guo Hongjing likes to eat the mutton noodles the most. Although the only soup is mutton soup, you can still buy a bowl of vegetarian noodles for one dollar.One dollar can buy a lot of snacks. Sometimes Guo Hongjing only gets fifty cents, so he can only buy small snacks.

Once her friend Xiao Liao passed away, she quietly told all the girls in the class, and when she saw her coming, she kept silent, but she had already heard it.

She was going to die, but she didn't say anything. It seems that she can't be her best friend in the future. It turns out that she is not that important in their hearts.

The next day, she still gave her a toy as a birthday present. When she was cleaning after school, she saw the unwrapped present in the table and just discarded.

She didn't cry, she just felt that her so-called friend didn't care about her at all.

She remembered that she was thirsty again, and borrowed her water to take a sip, obviously not touching the mouth of the bottle.

She threw the water away. She said, I just don't want to take a second sip of the water that others drank. Guo Hongjing clearly saw that others did the same, but she didn't throw it away.

The classmate of the little friend who was walking together, the little friend was a year older than her, said that others said that her classmate gave her the nickname class flower, Guo Hongjing didn't understand at all, and looked at them with some doubts, thinking that she seemed to be taller. very common.

The girl said in a more recognizable tone, why don't you understand, that means you are the ugliest in the class.

She was extremely embarrassed at that time and couldn't show anything, so she pretended to be calm and said, "Well, I don't know." She was extremely inferior in her heart.

At that time, she no longer borrowed water to drink, would not give anyone gifts, and rarely played with male classmates.

Rainy days are her favorite season. She felt lonely when she was very young. She rarely saw her parents pick her up since she was a child. She went to and from school alone. It rained without an umbrella.

When it rains, my mother will pick it up, and my mother has never picked it up once, except for the first day of school.She was honored to be picked up by her parents. That was the only time. After that time, she never waited for it again.

The mother asked the neighbor to pick her up by the way. Most of the time, the neighbor picked up her child, waited for 2 minutes, and left without seeing it.

No one asked her if she was tired, if the road was far away, what to do if it rained, or what to do if the road was dangerous.

Even if she was crying, if she didn't make any sound in the rain, no one would know she was crying, she was sad.

The rain is always heavy, touching every inch of Guo Hongjing's skin kindly is like a comfort, and the sadness and loneliness can be dissipated in the rain.

Even if the whole body gets wet, it can be dried over the stove.Shoes can also be dried by the fire.

Most of the time, she hates all life here. She is so poor, and the way people on the street look at her, they feel that she is inferior and dirty.That street is nothing short of a rotten apple.

If there is a chance, she must leave here, Guo Hongjing has already made up her mind.

(End of this chapter)