evening light

Chapter 279 Despair
After Guo Hongjing seriously thought about these things, she began to be more and more afraid of getting married. Maybe she didn't need to play with friends at all. Anyway, love is ambiguous now, and marriage is torturing each other.

She felt that her thoughts seemed to be limited and imprisoned. She couldn't see a little hope about love. What frightened her most was that she had never seen that person beside her proudly speaking , I am very happy with this sentence.

She doesn't understand what happiness is and what love is.She seems to have never really experienced love, her life is full of disasters, and she hits a wall everywhere.

She absolutely cannot believe in love so easily. Why is the love in the book so sweet? She also seems to have a love. She really wants to experience the taste of love.

She slept alone at home, recalling what happened to them that night, she actually had a little impression, and she wanted to pretend that she didn't know anything.

That night, he was said to be crazy, but she was also crazy. If she hadn't pestered him like that at that time, maybe he wouldn't have done such a thing?
No, that's not the case. He is not as gentle and deceitful as his appearance. His essence is a capitalist, a capitalist who specializes in invading others.

No matter what a capitalist does, she has a purpose. She is too naive, but she just treats him as a piao, and she is not so wronged.

She recalled how rude his actions were, she had a kind of perverted liking, she didn't understand, she liked it at that moment, she liked his behavior like this.

His aggression seemed like an act of conquest, and she was being oppressed by him.He wanted to conquer her, what kind of person she was, Guo Hongjing.

How could she be conquered so easily, she Guo Hongjing also wanted to conquer him that night, and it was the two of them who sank and became confused again.

She recalled that wonderful war now, without any resentment, maybe young people always go crazy, maybe it was just a deal between them.

A transaction that pleases the other party, but this is definitely not love, she will not admit it, love is such a lofty thing, how can it be tarnished at this moment.

Love is inherently sacred, he Mingjin is not worthy of her Guo Hongjing's pure love, Guo Hongjing has a lot of resentment towards Mingjin in his heart, but she surprisingly does not regret it.

She didn't understand what kind of state of mind this was. The most frightening thing was that when she turned around, all the pictures at that time appeared in her mind.

She wanted to forget it countless times, but she couldn't forget it as if she had been brainwashed and cast a spell. Those images echoed in her mind, and she refused to let her go no matter what.

There was a more terrifying thought emerging deep in her heart, it would be great if it happened again, she was really frightened by such a thought, what is this sudden thought.

She didn't know when this thought existed, but it was actually desire.She had plans for him, and she shouldn't be like this.

Guo Hongjing clutched her head trying to get these annoying thoughts out of her mind, forgetting, she flipped over many times, her hand covering the other.

She curled up and made a prayer posture, begging to fall asleep early today, even though she hated him so much, she still couldn't forget it, it was like a demon.

She thought about it for a long time, she kept fighting with her thoughts, she was a little desperate and uncomfortable.She was a little scared, meeting Ming Jin was simply a greater disaster than meeting Ye Yaoyang.

She predicted that she would never forget him for a long time in the future, she had no choice but to accept this test.

As the saying goes, a hero is sad for a beauty, beauty, Ming Jin is really a disaster, she has an urge to get her phone at this moment.Her mobile phone was placed far away from the bed, and she was hesitating whether to take a look.

What if there is a message from him? She wanted to see if there was any message from him. She lay there and hesitated for a long time, and finally, she decided to go and get it.

Anyway, she couldn't fall asleep lying here, so she might as well get her mobile phone to check, she might as well die before she can fall asleep.

When she turned on the phone, his call came, and she subconsciously connected without much hesitation.His voice came over.

"Sister, you're so quick. I just wanted to make a call, but you answered it. Did you miss me too?" Guo Hongjing wanted to hang up his phone immediately after hearing what he said.

"I didn't, I just happened to see it." Guo Hongjing said something stiffly, but he didn't care about Guo Hongjing's words, and said something else.

"Well, if my sister doesn't want me, forget it. I miss you. Sister, how are you? Is it still hurting? Sister, why don't you miss me? I miss you so much that I can't sleep. "

His words, like a spell, recalled in her mind, his voice was so clear and moving, she felt that she could no longer press that button.

She said a word in a shy tone, "You, how could you miss me, you scumbag, you are probably still warming up in my sister's arms."

His tone did not change, and he continued to be sweet, "Sister, where can I find a girl, I have such and such problems in the company every day, I don't have time, and, sister, you are my first love, I am the last I like my sister."

His words hit her fragile line of defense like a magic voice, "You must be lying to me, how could it be your first love."

Her voice raised a lot, he is a big liar, how could he be his first love, he obviously lied to her, but for some reason, she was very happy to hear this sentence.

"Sister, you still don't believe me. I've only done that kind of thing with you, and I've only kissed you. I gave you everything for the first time." His tone became even more aggrieved.

Guo Hongjing was also depressed for a while when he heard it, feeling that she is not like this?What is wrong with him, her voice softened a little.

"Can you not be like this, Ming Jin, as if you have suffered a lot, am I not the same as you? Why do you feel wronged, does your feeling say that your first time should be more expensive?"

Guo Hongjing couldn't help but say something hard.

"Sister, doesn't that mean it? Why don't you understand him? What I mean is that I like you, I like you, I miss you, sister, where did you go?"

His words were as if the Eighteen Palms of Subduing the Dragon had been lowered, and Guo Hongjing's face turned red all of a sudden.

(End of this chapter)