evening light

Chapter 132 The Abyss
Guo Hongjing heard something on the phone, "Just let her die outside." It was Guo Lang's voice, and the phone was in Chen Qun's hands.Guo Hongjing just said that he was with Xuan and hung up.

When she went home the next day, she didn't say anything. She went home, kept in touch, and she didn't get lost alone.Brother Quan lent a mobile phone to Guo Hongjing.He kept saying that the mobile phone is not required, but the card must be returned to me.

Guo Hongjing smiled embarrassingly, obviously hoping that she would take the phone back. This rhetoric is of no use, but it is just to highlight his loyalty, "Don't worry, I will definitely let Gao Wei get it back for you when the time comes .”

They didn't plan to send her back, so she had to go back by car. They thought it was a bit too much, so they gave Guo Hongjing a mobile phone to ensure her safety.

Guo Hongjing had some fare on him, so he returned by car.Today is really Sunday, she didn't say anything when she got home, and she didn't say anything after making some food for herself.Looking at the mobile phone she was holding, Chen Qun asked her whose it belonged to, and Guo Hongjing said it belonged to Gao Wei.It will be returned to him then.

She really didn't want to say anything to them, and now she felt painful if she said one more word to them.

Nietzsche once said that when you gaze into the abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.

Isn't she just staring into the abyss now?Fortunately, she still didn't give up studying, but she didn't have much interest in studying recently.Her whole body was in a trance.

Watching the girls in the class cut many cuts on their arms one by one with a knife, her mind went blank.She also wants to draw such a pattern, the pattern gathered with blood, how cool.

They didn't seem to be in pain, as if the skin wasn't theirs, they scratched it one by one.The edge is very shallow.There are many scars on their bodies, and they show off to each other who has the most scars on their arms.

On the whole arm, there are neat scars of the same size. Guo Hongjing doesn't know that they are because of their good looks.Or have suffered something sad, only to release the pain in my heart like this.

How could she understand other people's thoughts, she had enough sorrows, how could she have the right to know other people's sorrows.

Guo Hongjing vomited on the side, the wound she fell last night, I took a closer look today, a lot of skin was worn out.She was tearing off her dead skin.While feeling the pain, maybe this Brother Quan's person will never be seen again in this life.

Whether she wants to keep this mobile phone or not, anyway, he said it himself, he doesn't need the mobile phone, and there are many mobile phones in his house.She doesn't have a cell phone yet.

This idea became more and more intense in her heart, and she really wanted to detain the phone privately.The next day, she still found Gao Wei and handed him the phone.

At this moment, she was really relaxed, and she really wanted this phone.I don't know why, but there is still a very righteous voice in her heart saying no, why not, she doesn't know.Not to do any good.

Maybe she would get something if she asked for it, but even if it was a mobile phone she couldn't afford, now that she got it, she really felt uneasy about this kind of mobile phone that came for nothing.She will never see these people again.

Guo Hongjing touched his ears, the studs on them.She still remembers the ear piercing scene, the man pressed a gun-like thing to her ear, and went straight through.

Her signboard said painless ear piercing. When she saw the needle and the woman who gave the injection pressed the trigger, she really wanted to get up and leave immediately. If there is no pain, it is not painless.

She already had a hunch, she knew that she couldn't move, and it would be even more dangerous if she moved.A dense layer of sweat broke out on her palms.The needle suddenly became bigger.It really hurts, and there is another one. Since one has been beaten up, the other one must be finished.

Guo Hongjing finally waited in torment, and both ears were healed.She touched her ear and felt a pang of pain, her flesh and blood being pierced.

After returning home, Guo Lang saw that her ears were pierced and tried to get her ear acupuncture removed, but Guo Hongjing avoided it.Guo Hongjing didn't want to talk to them for a long time.They don't even want to talk.

Guo Hongjing couldn't listen to Guo Lang's scolding, she went about her own business.Chen Qun told Guo Lang behind his back, telling him not to do this again, no matter how hard he forced him.

Guo Hongjing is still going his own way, this is the rebellious period of adolescence, and they believe Guo Hongjing in this way.You can't confront her now, the more you confront her, the more she won't listen.

Seeing that Guo Hongjing had to go home every day, they just said nothing. Guo Hongjing was still angry, and her mood was extremely bad.

She hates her cowardice. If she is stronger, she can run away from home. If she is more courageous, she can commit suicide and solve all problems.

She was always staring at the kitchen knife in a daze, standing on a high place, looking at the place below in a daze.She knew that there would be nothing and no pain after death, but none of the dreams she wanted to have when she was a child came true.

Isn't it a cowardly act for her to choose to die now? Does she really want to keep escaping like this?She has avoided too many things.It's useless to escape, what should come will always come slowly.

The future, the future, is far away.It's been a tough day today, and I'm going to have to carry a heavy burden tomorrow.

She is like a snail, she can only hide in her shell when encountering anything. When the real danger comes, as long as the shell breaks, the snail will die in the shell immediately.There is no counterattack ability.

She doesn't want to become a snail, she wants to become a hedgehog with the ability to protect herself even when encountering enemies.Can run very fast.

Guo Hongjing suppressed it for a long time, and she gradually hid all her thoughts in her heart.She no longer mentioned things at home, family members could treat her like this, let alone friends.

Guo Hongjing remembered that day, she was crying in the hotel, saying that she wanted to study, why not let her study, her brother's grades were obviously not very good, she was about to collapse.

The sun will still come out every day, and people are trying their best to live every day, and it is not easy for many people.There are too many things that Xuan can't decide, and such a phenomenon in this society is not uncommon.

Xuan said that she didn't like that job, not to mention that the money she earns every day and month had to be handed over to her parents, and her own living expenses were not enough. The working environment in this small workshop was not good, it was full of paint and plastic smells, Very bad smell.

She couldn't see any hope for the future. Guo Hongjing and a group of girls went to see the working environment. It was really bad.

(End of this chapter)