evening light

Chapter 130 Depression
"I know you mean well, but I don't have feelings for him. I want to be with someone I have feelings for. Being together without feeling is a kind of torture." In this way, Guo Hongjing has stopped many times.

Girls in youth have high expectations for their future spouse. "My other half must be a very good man. You must understand me. He must be the most special person among thousands of people. He is the best marriage that Yuelao gave me."

"Xuan, do you believe this?" Guo Hongjing asked amusedly.After Gao Wei heard this sentence, there was no change in his face, he just said: "There are so many people in this world who can find their own marriage."

From Xuan's words, he knew that he was not the marriage that Xuan wanted.There is nothing between them.Guo Hongjing didn't know what he was here for, to be a calm bystander?

Gao Wei carried Xuan on his shoulders, and Guo Hongjing felt that this scene was very warm.She saw the tenderness in Gao Wei's eyes, he seemed to carry a world of his own on his back.

Only in this short period of time does she truly belong to her, and his love is humble.In such a beautiful time, he met the beautiful her.She doesn't care about him.

It was a sad thing, there was nothing he could do for her, not even qualified. "But I just believe it." What Xuan said was still too simple.As clean and pure as she is.

Gao Wei concealed the disappointment in his eyes, carried his back up the slope, and came down to ask Guo Hongjing if he needed help. Guo Hongjing quickly smiled and said, "It's okay, I can go anyway. You can push the motorcycle." rub your own knees.

As she walked, she looked at them, they looked so much like her, she couldn't have the person she liked, and she didn't even have the chance to be friends.The sky is still so clear today, and the stars in the sky are very bright.

She didn't know where the star that belonged to her was, and she also believed that she had a marriage that belonged to her.On this vast lawn, she can only see her own loneliness.

She is a little confused, she doesn't know what she should do, she doesn't know what her future is like, she doesn't even have a stable home now.Everyone in the family seemed to hate her, and no one came for her.

No matter how much effort she puts in, they can't see it, as long as she doesn't do well, she will be brought up and reprimanded by the family.Everything she does is wrong.

She has never been affirmed at all, and she has almost forgotten the feeling of being affirmed.She was affirmed by the teacher before. Since she didn't listen to the class very much, the teacher said that she had changed when she mentioned her.

Has she changed?She knows that she has not changed, but she has stayed at the bottom for too long, and now she is doubting whether she has the ability to look up to her dream, and now she has realized that she wants a house, and wanting a stable home is a thing What a stupid thing to do.

Xuan and Guo Hongjing slept together all night, and she borrowed Gao Wei's mobile phone to call home to talk about it.She is sleeping outside tonight.

Guo Hongjing called and asked, "Hey, who are you?"

Guo Hongjing said that he is her future.

As soon as his father heard that she was on the phone, he began to scold: "Are you going to die outside? You don't come home so late. Do you want to go to heaven to be at ease? Do you not want to go home? Do you want to die outside?" Just die outside. I can't control you anyway. How did I give birth to a daughter like you." Father Guo became more and more excited as he scolded over there.

Guo Hongjing really wanted to hang up the phone, she couldn't stand it, it was not the first time she saw such a thing.They always said they were disappointed in her, but in fact Guo Hongjing was the one who was disappointed.

Originally, she was also a simple student. She never drank alcohol and came home late, let alone learn to smoke.Obviously she was disappointed.

In turn, all their actions were attributed to rebellion, and she would know it later when she grew up.Know what, know that it was wrong for her to be beaten?
She still remembered that when she was in sixth grade, she just followed Qingqing on the road, and the guy next to Qingqing was a gangster.Qingqing has a very good relationship with this boy, they were talking and laughing on the sidelines.Guo Hongjing was walking by, talking to Qingqing from time to time.

His dad's van just passed by.When he returned home that day, he grabbed Guo Hongjing and beat him up without distinction.It is said that Guo Hongjing has no sense of shame, and he has raised him for so long for nothing.

Those who lost him must also learn to hang out with the gangsters like others, and they will conceive a child when they are less than 15 years old.Guo Hongjing did this to make others see his jokes.

Let him lose face in the future, how could he raise his head in front of his relatives, and his daughter was pregnant when she was a teenager.Guo Hongjing was baffled by this accusation, and just because of a few words, she was judged to be pregnant, which is embarrassing.

What kind of parents are these? Chen Qun listened to him, and seeing Guo Hongjing's silence, he became even angrier, thinking that all this had become a fact.

She immediately helped and scolded together, how did I give birth to your daughter, you are a person who has lost me.You just come to piao for others for free, right? People know that they have to charge money in whatever business they do.

And if you want to make a free one, you can send it without taking money, right? She grabbed Guo Hongjing's ear and scolded vigorously.Guo Hongjing was extremely bitter in her heart, she never thought of the relatives she had always trusted.The person who should be the closest in the world treats her like this.

Completely disregarding any truth, disregarding anything, she directly began to doubt her. At this moment, she felt that her heart was ruthlessly dug out and trampled on the ground.

She didn't understand that it was Qingqing who was standing with him, and it had nothing to do with her, saying that she was not as good as any other profession.These two are really her parents, how could they say such vicious words.

Guo Lang also scolded at the side, the main thing was that she had swept his face with this matter, and she didn't know that person very well at all.She wasn't even considered a friend, and now she was going to force the crime on her.

She really admires Guo Lang's imagination. He is a dictator. If anyone in the family doesn't listen to him, he will beat people regardless of his temper.

Chen Qun also said a few more words to a man who was repairing the railway at the door. When he saw him, he just said that Chen Qun was messing around outside. He worked hard to support their family at home. As a result, Chen Qun But so.

That night he had a fight with Chen Qun. Chen Qun said that he was crazy, and the two fought fiercely. She beat Chen Qun until he walked with a limp for several days.Chen Qun's face was covered with bruises here and there.

The little Guo Hongjing saw it and hid in a corner in fear and dared not say anything.

(End of this chapter)