Fast Travel: Infinite Time Travel

Chapter 16
[Extra: Qingchu’s letter]

Brother Gu:
After thinking for a long time, I decided to write this letter to you.During these days, some words have accumulated in my heart for a long, long time.

Brother Gu, are you also wondering why I targeted Zhao Ziyi like that?
Before I remembered who she was, I targeted her purely because she slapped Brother Yan.The person I loved like that was beaten by her, so how could I resist targeting her?

And because she insulted our class.Yes, we were born in wealthy families, so we have advantages over them in many things.But our lives have also lost a lot.We have lost our unbridled laughter and our precious childhood.We have always worked hard to become qualified leaders. At our age, many people have already started to learn to take over the family business.We have money, but we also have quality.We never considered ourselves superior to others.Those two girls didn't mean to laugh at her at all that day, but she could make things so big.

And then, um, it was during the Cultural Festival that I finally remembered who she was.

Do you remember when I was a kid?At that time, I was living in an orphanage.She is in the same orphanage as me.From then on, she didn't like me and targeted me.I know all about it.Although...you may think that I am looking for excuses for myself and maliciously slandering her, but this is a thing.Much of my food, clothing, and play were snatched away by her in private.

Not long after I returned home, she was adopted by a family.The family environment of that family is good.But later, the family fell into disarray.When the cultural festival awards were presented, she told me with her eyes that she is going to take my things away now.If she can't take away my family heritage, then take away my fiancé and my friend.

Hehe, she really did.I finally lost my favorite brother Yan, I lost you childhood sweethearts.Although you didn't treat me like them, we can't be friends anymore, can't we?
She won.

Later, I received a video about her.The contents inside were not good for her.At that time, I wanted to give this video to you, but I still didn't do it.

Will you believe me?Probably not.You may be thinking, what despicable means am I using to frame her again?
That video is on my computer, right there on the desktop.

I still hope you can take a look.

Am I bad?Even if she is dead, she will do everything possible to destroy her image in your mind.

But who made me fall in love.If there is an afterlife, I really don't want to love again.

I have been thinking about the past these days.

Although brother Yan was my fiance in name before, but his heart is not with me, I know it.Most of the time, I was just an excuse for brother Yan to go out to play and find other girls.With my cover, he can save a lot of trouble.

Well, I know all of this, but I'm happy with it.

When I was a child, my parents took me to Lin's house for the first time. When I saw the little boy smiling brightly in the garden, my heart had completely fallen.From now on, I have no way out.

Ah, Brother Gu, forgive me for being wordy here.But I really want to say these things from my heart.

Over the past year, I have always felt that I will put on a wedding dress and become Brother Yan's bride in the future.Maybe Brother Yan's heart is still not with me after marriage, but we will still have a child, a little boy like Brother Yan.I can live with brother Yan forever.After so many years of friendship, even if Brother Yan meets his true love in the future, he shouldn't abandon me, right?

Do you think I'm stupid?But in love, it is so stupid.

From the way Brother Yan looked at Zhao Ziyi, I already felt something was wrong.The person I love the most falls in love with the person I hate the most, or the person who hates me the most.

It's ironic.

I thought that I would lose brother Yan, but I never thought that one day I would lose so completely.

Brother Gu, I feel that my courage is gradually disappearing.

I originally thought that I could wait for Zhao Ziyi and Ouyang to separate because of incompatibility, and then wait for the reunion with Brother Yan to return to the way it was in the past.

But, it turned out that I couldn't wait.

It was during those days alone that I began to lose confidence.The relationship between Brother Yan and I for so many years turns out to be still so fragile.Well, I admit it, I'm a coward.

I can't watch this.

I thought about going abroad, to a remote mountain village, but even more so, I thought of my brother Zeng Heyan saying that we should travel around the world together and see the rarely-known beauty in remote places.

So, I finally knew how I should choose.

But seeing my parents, I finally lost my determination.

How could I leave them alone!

The engagement of Ouyang and Zhao Ziyi was facilitated by me.I thought I could look at them with a smile, but I gradually found that I couldn't.I regret.

Could it be that if I didn't target Zhao Ziyi at the beginning, it would have been a different ending?

It's just that everything may not be as simple as I thought.

I want to leave, I can't let go of my parents.

Brother Gu, by the time you see this, I will have passed away from this world.I'm sorry, Brother Gu, please help me persuade my parents not to be too sad in the future.I... love them very much, but I am too cowardly.I can't face the future, I can't face Zhao Ziyi, and... Lin Yan.Although I really want to continue calling him Brother Yan and act like a baby to him as unscrupulously as I did in my childhood, everything is just my memory.Brother Gu, please do me one last favor.At the beginning of the day, the last pen. 【Outside Lin Yan】

I always thought that Ye Qingchu was just a shield for me.With her as my fiancée, I want to go out to play, no matter what time, as long as I call her, there will be no problem.And she is very well-behaved and will not interfere with me.Later, I fell in love with being a playboy, and she would help me hide it.If you really can't hide it, you will say good things for me.

I have a fiancée whom I don’t hate and can live a very free life, so why not?

Zhao Ziyi was an accident.I'm really curious about her.

Just like what was said in Qingchu's letter, in fact she didn't have any reason, but I just wanted to get close to her, defend her, and not blame her.

Because of her, Qingchu and I fell out.

In fact, at that time Zhao Ziyi was partly the reason, and partly because I felt that Qingchu had changed, she was no longer that innocent and kind girl.It wasn't until I read Qingchu's letter and the USB flash drive that I knew that there was still such a thing between Zhao Ziyi and Qingchu, and that she was trying to protect me.

I didn't care at all at that time, even if the Ye family canceled the engagement, I didn't care much.Thinking about it now, I realize that it's not that I don't care about Qingchu, it's just that I still think she will continue to come back to me.

Zhao Ziyi and Ouyang are engaged.I thought I would be lost, but I didn't.

I've been feeling restless since the morning of our engagement.Thinking about it now, I feel extremely regretful.If I had thought at that time that it would be related to Qingchu, wouldn't the tragedy happen?

The girl I loved the most has finally passed away.The saddest thing is that I didn't know I loved her until after she left.She just left in despair for me.I never even had time to say I love you to her.

The girl I love the most left this world because of my attitude towards another bad girl who bullied her everywhere and was duplicity.

Later, I knelt in front of the gate of the Ye family for a long time, passed out, woke up, and continued to kneel.Finally I begged for forgiveness from Father Ye and Mother Ye.

Qingchu, we said we would travel the world together, so let me set off with your ashes.

When I come back, I will take good care of our parents.I will adopt a girl like you, named Nianqing, okay?I miss Qingchu.Miss Qingchu!
It turns out that I love you so much! [Ouyang Li outside the episode]

Zhao Ziyi died, I did it.I used to have a crush on her.However, after reading Qingchu's letter, my heart became cold.It turned out that the person I was attracted to was such a person, who was far from the girl in my heart.

Later, after watching the video on Qingchu’s computer, I regretted it even more.

I actually hurt Qingchu for a girl like that.

In fact, I have always envied Lin Yan, envied him being loved by Qingchu like that.I have been used to being silent since I was a child, so although I have known Qingchu since childhood like them, Qingchu and I are obviously not as close as the other three brothers.But no matter what, as the only girl in our circle, Qingchu is the treasure in our hearts.

After Zhao Ziyi appeared, we all gradually fell out with Qingchu.

I have always been unwilling to admit that even when I was in the best relationship with Zhao Ziyi, I couldn't help but think of Qingchu and her strong love.

Until... I finally learned of her death.

Even death can be breathtakingly beautiful.

Ye Qingchu, why are you in such a hurry to leave this world?In fact, I love you too...Hate only hate, this love came too late.

I tortured Zhao Ziyi, and I avenged you, Qingchu.Have you seen your soul in heaven?I know this isn't what you want.As kind as you are, how could you wish to see someone die so miserably?No matter how sorry she is to you, it's okay.Otherwise, relying on the power of the Ye family, Zhao Ziyi would have lost her life long ago!But we all thought you had become vicious...

Haru, I'm sorry.

But, sorry, it's useless.It cannot save your life. 【The left source outside the episode】

Ye Qingchu.Well, the name is not unfamiliar to me at all.

My elder brother has been busy with family affairs since he was a child, but I have been pampered in every possible way.Until one day, I finally found someone who was more favored than me.She is Ye Qingchu.But I couldn't even arouse the desire to compete for favor in front of her.Because I want to pamper her myself.

I always thought it would be nice if I had a younger sister.At the beginning of Qing Dynasty, she became the sister in my heart just like that.I never said it, but thought that way.

But later, because of Zhao Ziyi, Lin Yan didn't want her anymore.I really want to tell her, Qingchu, it's okay, it's because he doesn't know how to cherish, and there will be me in the future, I can be your brother and protect you.But I can't tell.I can only watch her silently, watching her sad, watching her sad, watching her... until finally watching her die.

I never came forward.Because even Ouyang turned against her.Because my brother told me that sooner or later Lin Yan would regret chasing Qingchu back, or Ouyang might as well.And I just wait.

So I waited for her death.

Qingchu, have you seen it?Ouyang and Lin Yan both regretted it.

I do not regret.Because I know that even if I comforted you and accompanied you at the beginning, you would still do the same.Because I am not Lin Yan. 【Gu Zhenghua outside the episode】

When I saw her in front of Lin's house before school started, I felt that she was a little different.It was this feeling that made me pay more attention to her later, and I was indifferent to Zhao Ziyi who attracted the attention of Lin Yan and Ouyang.But if it wasn't because of that discovery, I think I would turn against Zhao Ziyi because of her later.

I am very fortunate that I was the person she trusted the most before she died, otherwise why would she have given me that letter?

Seeing Yan and Ouyang's pained appearance, I felt a little pleasure in my heart.

deserve it!You should have known how important Qingchu is in the world of the four of us, shouldn't you?Who allowed you to hurt her like that!

She passed away in her most beautiful years.It has become eternal in our hearts.

(End of this chapter)