My attribute of fast time travel is upside down

Chapter 779 Zombie Raising Daily (117)

Men are not fools, nor are they optimists like Xiaopang who habitually think of everything in a naive and stupid direction.On the contrary, he is a person with a delicate mind, and he can keenly capture even the slightest emotional changes.

It's not that he's born to be cheap, and rushes to make fun of himself.No matter how much a man likes Bai Wei in his heart, there is no need to humiliate himself over and over again.

Besides, men don't want to make Bai Wei uncomfortable because of their own selfishness.He could see that she really hated him.

The man can't restrain his unconscious desire to care about Bai Wei, but under the control of self-consciousness, he can turn such concern into a secret behavior, trying to reduce the number of times he meets her while being considerate of Bai Wei.

Naturally, he has nothing to worry about if he peeps unilaterally.

Because of these obvious and hidden reasons, the relationship between the two gradually became more rigid, at least that's how it appeared on the surface.

In fact, Bai Wei's dislike of men is not a completely unfounded self-feeling. Speaking of this, the causes are a bit complicated.

The unintentional offense and conflict when I was a child was indeed the introduction of this disgust, but it was not the whole reason, and it couldn't even be called an important factor. At most, it was the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Bai Wei's resentment towards Bai's father and mother has been around for a long time, and she has already made a conclusion in her heart about their neglect and weak family affection, but she is still humblely looking forward to a miracle, hoping that they will change one day.

The long-standing reality and the conversations with several children completely shattered the fragile expectations in her heart.Strong unwillingness and long-standing resentment broke through the ground, and he did not have the strength to rush to the culprit, so he naturally found a few scapegoats who were close at hand.

Although the little boy said that he had no intention of hurting others, those things came from his mouth, so Bai Wei didn't have a good look at him.

Needless to say, first impressions are important.

For Xiao Baiwei, although she and the little boy had glanced at each other briefly before, they had no in-depth communication and understanding.

At least that's the case from Xiao Baiwei's perspective.

For Xiao Baiwei, that conflict was the first real acquaintance between her and the little boy.The so-called first impression naturally starts from there.

This first impression is obviously not a good memory, especially for Xiao Baiwei, it can even be called an extremely bad experience.

Naturally, the culprit who caused this bad experience must be disgusted in her heart.

This is just one of the reasons why Xiao Baiwei hates little boys, and it's just the beginning.

For Xiao Baiwei, those who uncover the scars in their hearts are hateful, and those who create scars are even more hateful.

She was full of resentment towards Bai's father and mother, and she hated the medicine they loved to the extreme, even hated it.

Such deep hatred made her unconsciously hate everyone who had anything to do with these two words.

The grown-up man has become a well-known figure in the medical field, and this alone is enough to make Bai Wei feel disgusted with him.

This hatred of Wu and Wu seems unreasonable, but Bai Wei can't control her heart.To be honest, even her colleague's aunt once felt disgusted.

At first, Xiao Baiwei also rejected her colleague's aunt.It's just that she hasn't lost her mind and lost her mind, so she can still get along with her colleagues and aunts relatively calmly, but she just doesn't want to talk to her and make friends with her.

Later, her colleague's aunt touched her with her practical actions, bringing her the warmth of a mother that she had never felt before.There is no other conflict between them. Just hating Wu and Wu is not enough to make Bai Wei completely lose her mind and hurt someone who truly loves her and has sacrificed a lot for her.

Clearly, the little boy was special to her.

He can say without guilt that he is the person who has paid the most for Bai Wei in this world.Whether it is a little boy in childhood or a man who has grown up, they are all trying their best to love Bai Wei.

But unfortunately, Bai Wei's rationality never gave him alms.

From the beginning to the end, Bai Wei had nothing but disgust for the emotions he showed.Because he is different from any other.

Apart from the "introduction incident" when she was a child and the reality of becoming a doctor when she grew up, there is another more important reason for Bai Wei's aversion to men, and the most important reason is himself.

The man himself is an existence that Bai Wei detests extremely.

When a person does not have much direct hatred, there is a high probability that he will not dislike another person extremely.Unless there is something about the person that she strongly dislikes, or there is something about the person that she feels intensely jealous of.

The former is like a man's identity as a 'doctor', and the latter is like the source of Jiang Rumeng's hatred for Bai Wei.

Bai Wei also felt strong jealousy towards the man, jealous that he easily possessed the love she had been begging for but could never get.

From a certain perspective, Bai Wei is similar to men.

Their backgrounds are similar, and both have a pair of parents who are doctors.Not only that, their parents' status in the medical field is also similar, and they are all relatively important scholars.

But men are so different from her.

The prestige of a man's parents in the medical field is no less than that of white fathers and white mothers, and they are also important members of the hospital.But after the boy was born, his mother, the colleague's aunt, gradually shifted her focus from career to family.

Although his father is still active in various important medical occasions, his care and education for his son has never been lost for a moment.

On the balance between career and family affection, the man's parents favored the latter without hesitation.

But Bai Wei, her parents, chose the former without hesitation.

She has the same family background and background as the man, but she lives completely into two extremes.

He is a treasure that his parents hold in his hands for fear of falling and holding it in his mouth for fear of melting. He has lived recklessly since he was a child, and has been doted on by his parents. He can choose what he likes and live the life he wants.

But she was forced to like and dislike things when she was young, was forced to put on a disguise to become the person she hated the most, and was forced to follow the path arranged by others.She has always lived like a marionette, without her own thoughts, without her own will.

She never felt the warmth of family affection from her parents, and she only got injuries all over her body.

How could she not be jealous!
I don't remember who once said a word, jealousy will make people terrible, hideous, and unreasonable.

Humans are such strange and complex creatures.

Jiang Rumeng is like this.She was jealous of Bai Wei's family background and the resources and wealth she possessed. Naturally, she unleashed her hatred on Bai Wei and tried every means to plunder what Bai Wei had.

In the process, she ignored that Bai Wei was actually just an innocent person.Never provoked, but suffered dislike for no reason.

(End of this chapter)