My attribute of fast time travel is upside down

Chapter 506 Farming Shanlihan (71)

Village head Niu knows his character from all over the world, and he can't bear to see these dirty things that bully the weak. Those people are afraid of being accused of going to the yamen, so they don't dare to be rampant in front of him.Whenever Village Chief Niu 'passes by', they restrain their behavior and leave quickly.

Although Village Chief Niu and his wife couldn't watch them all the time, it would be good to reduce the bullying once or twice.Without the help of the old couple, it would have been difficult for Xiaocui and her daughter to survive.

Ten years passed by Xiaocui and Cui'er in such days of swallowing their anger.

In the past ten years, Xiaocui went from looking forward to the man's return with full hope, to despair after repeated disappointments.She no longer expresses her expectation in words, but hides it deeply in her heart, comforting the wound alone in the dead of night.

In ten years, Xiaocui has changed from a doll who knows nothing about the world to a young and precocious woman. The period is bitter and hard to describe.

Her attitude towards her father has also changed from being curious, yearning and longing at the beginning to now full of resentment when she sees her mother crying.This mood lasted until Xiaocui's death before a slight change.

When Xiaocui left, she was under thirty, and Cui'er was under eleven.She was too hurt, too tired, and missed too much, and eventually became ill and died of depression.

Until she died, Cui'er didn't know what her father's name was, what she looked like, and how she met her mother.

Xiaocui's decision to leave, except for leaving a jade pendant as a token of recognition between father and daughter in the future, did not mention a word about the father.She can't even be sure whether the man who has loved and hated her all her life will come back, but she still selfishly hopes that her daughter can pass on her longing and waiting, waiting for an answer that may not be fruitful .

Tweety is filial and obeys her mother's orders, and the hatred for her father gradually fades into indifference.

She buried the body somewhere in the mountains and forests according to her mother's wishes. She didn't even leave a name on the tombstone. She just engraved the words 'Dead Mother' in her own name to express her feelings.

Afterwards, Tweety lived alone, and every year she would go to the mountains to pay homage to her mother, and she would also visit the grave on that day that she didn't understand the specific meaning but was extremely important to her mother.

After sorting out the memories, Qi Xue finally had a certain understanding of the original owner's life experience in her heart, and her eyes were no longer dimmed.

It's just that there are too few memories about that man. Apart from being rich and having a simple background, she still can't determine the man's specific identity.

Xiao Liu has been browsing memories with her all the time, and has learned about the past of the original owner's mother, so she couldn't help asking doubts: "Player, why did the original owner's mother ask the original owner to set up an empty monument without even engraving her name? ?”

In ancient times, this was a very taboo thing. It was tantamount to classifying oneself as a person without a master, oh no, a dead person without a master.

"Because there is no name." Qi Xue was silent for a few seconds before giving the answer, her voice was flat, without any emotion, as if she was stating a fact.

Xiaoliu frowned unconsciously, "How come you don't have a name? Isn't it called Xiaocui?"

Qi Xue kept her calm tone and asked, "Is her real name Xiao Cui?"

".No." Xiao Liu understood what she meant, but was even more puzzled, "Then why didn't she tell the original owner her name?"

Qi Xue raised her brows lightly, and sighed, "How can she still have her own name?"

"Huh?" Xiao Liu was puzzled at first, everyone has their own name, how could the original owner's mother not have one.But then I turned my head and it became clear.The original owner's mother was misunderstood by the villagers because of her father, and she had already been 'dead' by default.

This matter involved a lot, and she dared not use her previous name again without shame.

"But," Xiao Liu was still puzzled, "Even if you can no longer use your previous name, then Xiao Cui can always."

That's where it gets tangled up.

"Although this is not her real name, it has been called by men for so many years. What is the difference between it and her real name?" What's more, isn't a name just a way of calling it, so that future generations can remember it.

If there is nothing on the stele, the original owner would not be able to forget it. Life and death would come to clean and burn incense on time, but it would be difficult for future generations to distinguish. In this wilderness, there are so many nameless solitary graves everywhere.

Fortunately, the original owner was careful and left some words in his own name.Otherwise, future generations will be sad during the Ching Ming Festival.

"There is no difference." Qi Xue first affirmed Xiao Liu's words, and immediately reversed, saying: "But because of this, she is even more unwilling to use the name Xiao Cui."

Xiao Liu was stunned, his eyes even more puzzled.

"I don't understand." It expressed its doubts honestly.

Qi Xue explained lightly: "Didn't you just say that that man has been calling her 'Xiao Cui' since he met her."

"They don't ask each other's names, only the simplest way of addressing each other. This way is the most intimate call between the two."

Xiao Liu blinked her big eyes, and nodded half-understood, "The player means that Xiao Cui actually hates men in her heart, so she doesn't want to carry such a sympathetic man with her after she dies." His tangled name?"

Regarding its interpretation, Qi Xue first nodded lightly, then shook her head again, "It's not just that."

"Xiao Cui really resents men in her heart." This is understandable.

A woman, at a fancy age, because of a man, she lost her fame, relatives, family, and name, but this man has burdened her all her life, and she would blame anyone she changed.

"But she also loves men deeply." Qi Xue said firmly, and then gave an explanation: "That's why there are those letters from the bottom of the pillow, and the imitation of men's words is so similar."

"Also, because of her deep love, she will leave the jade pendant that represents her and the man's love to her daughter before she dies." She still hopes that father and daughter will get together, and there is still a glimmer of hope in her heart. Men will come back eventually.

"It is also because of her deep love that she also called her daughter's name 'Cui'."

"This is the memory of her and the man, and this child is their flesh and blood."

"Of course, as much as you love, so much as you hate."

"Using the word 'cui' on my daughter is actually an expression of hatred."

She gave up everything for the man, including her name, but in the end he broke his promise and failed her, and she no longer wanted to use the name 'Xiao Cui'.So he gave this name to his daughter, hoping to cut off the past with men.

But love can never be as satisfying as she wants. She couldn't control her heart, and she could not free herself from this love throughout her life.

Because of this, she didn't want to be entangled after death, she was tired.What's more, since this name was given to her daughter, it has nothing to do with her.

(End of this chapter)