Quickly pass through the villain, I will not escape

Chapter 197 189. Extra Eight (Bicester)
I just see her as an ordinary maid.

In the beginning, that's what I thought.

But Coswald made me try to love her and make her fall in love with me.I know they want to break the spell, they want to be human again.

The fairy Anastasia told me that the kiss of true love will break the spell.

I also asked, "What is true love?"

Since I was born, my emotions have been very weak.I am polite to everyone.But only I know, I am indifferent to all that.

So, true love is such a difficult thing for me.

I think if it was anyone else I wouldn't want to try it.

But she is still different after all.

I am willing to give her a chance and give myself a chance.

But I never thought that falling in love with her is such a simple thing!Watching the ice melt away, I can't fool myself that this isn't love.

I'm also very puzzled, why... why did you fall in love with a woman you've only met a few times so quickly?
I don't like her doing the hard work, calling me "Master", not having her in front of me...

I love her desserts, even though the ingredients are roses that I take good care of.

I can give her anything as long as she likes it.Am I obsessed to this extent?It's terrible, but I... can't stop this feeling from deepening day by day.

My pastime in the castle is to read books besides growing flowers.The huge library is my world alone.

But she broke in.

Unlike me, the books she likes are all stories, all kinds of stories.

Oh, childish.

I sat quietly on the other side of the bookshelf, listening to her tell Archie a story.The story is not good, but her voice is very good.Aiwujiwu, the stories in her mouth gradually became interesting.

I'm turning into a monster.

But can I tell her the truth?Is she the one who loves me?I am not sure.

In the library, she said she wouldn't like that monster.My heart seems to be aching.

I'm still a monster.I resisted the thought of breaking the mirror and sat on the bed.

After those few days, I was in a daze.I don't know what should I do.

tell her?But this look is so ugly, I don't even want to take a second look, so how can I ask her to fall in love with me like this?
What I fear most is that she doesn't love me.

What would happen to me if her kiss did not break the spell?

I think I'm going to kill her.

So, in order to avoid such an ending, I decided to let her go free.After all, I don't have a few days left to live.

My heart hurts so bad I can't breathe.

I really want to tie her by my side and not allow her to go anywhere.

I'm so selfish.

I held the scarf in my hand as if holding her hand.

I know that she knitted the scarf herself.In the middle of the night, I saw the wool and needles she put beside the bed, and I thought she knitted them for myself to keep out the cold.

It turned out that it was made for me by myself, and I was very happy, really happy...

However, it felt a little bitter.I really want to keep her by my side, I really want to...

I wanted to kill that man when he said she would be his bride!
But if she really likes him...

She killed him herself.Great, I'm going crazy with joy!
Fortunately!She loves me in the end.

Fortunately!Her whole life is mine.

(End of this chapter)