Light Keeper

Chapter 1089 Strange Feelings
Song Shuyun turned her head to look at the woman, her brows furrowed.

At this moment, two thoughts suddenly appeared in her consciousness, one was a sad and wronged apology.

The other is...

Madd, mentally retarded!
As soon as the two thoughts appeared, Song Shuyun suddenly laughed. If you choose one of the two, there is no hesitation. Of course, choose whichever you want!
"Play slowly! I won't talk nonsense with you here!"

After saying that, without waiting to see the reaction of the two people, he turned around and returned to the house.

Before the old lady came after her, Song Shuyun began to pack her things.

She doesn't need much, and she doesn't have any money anyway, as long as she finds two sets of clothes, she can leave directly with her toiletries!
At this moment, she thought that she would be worried, afraid, hesitant, and reluctant to part with her parents...

But neither!
She was only indifferent, as if all this had nothing to do with her.

But she knew in her heart that this was her life, a life she had experienced before, and had tried to break away countless times but was pulled back by many emotions.

The old lady in the front yard didn't come over, and she was still standing in the vegetable garden and yelling, her voice passed through the grape trellis and into the room.

Song Shuyun was undecided, she quickly found a tattered bag, stuffed her clothes in it, and when she turned around to go out, she bumped into the woman who opened the door and came in.

Look at the wrinkles in the corners of her eyes, and the numb and tired eyes.

Song Shuyun's heart suddenly ached, as if a nail had passed through thousands of years and pierced fiercely into the softest part of her heart.

Her throat was a little dry, and she was the first to speak after a moment of silence.

"mom……"

The woman looked at the embarrassed Song Shuyun and the bag in her hand, and then turned her gaze back to her face.

"Why are you so angry? Just listen to what your grandma says to you!"

Song Shuyun moved her mouth and sighed deeply.

He reached out to push the woman away, but was stopped by the other party.

"Where are you going? You want good looks and no education, what can you do when you go out? You might as well work hard at home and wait two years to find a good man to marry than anything else!"

Song Shuyun's brows suddenly furrowed, and a wave of boredom surged up and refused to go away.

"I have nothing, but I have dignity, I have hands and feet, I am who I am, I don't need a man to prove the value of my existence!"

When the woman heard this, she suddenly collapsed for a moment.

"How can you say such things to me? Who am I for! If it weren't for you, I would have stayed here for 20 years! I don't know if life is easy outside? But what do you do when I leave?"

"Now you're saying that I'm worthless, that I'm taking advantage of your dad! Why don't you see how much work I do every day, if there is no me, your dad will tell you a stepmother, and you can have such a carefree life now! "

The two of them blocked the door, neither of them showing any intention of backing down.

Sometimes the reason why some words hurt people is because the person speaking is so important!
"I may be cruel to say this, but no matter how many things influence your thoughts when you make a choice, in the end it is you who makes the decision and bears the consequences. No one should take any responsibility for you as a matter of course. matter!"

"You raised me, I should do anything for you, but only if I keep myself!"

The woman couldn't understand the great principles Song Shuyun said at all. Her first reaction was that Song Shuyun was going to leave, and she no longer appreciated what she had done.

Her big, calloused hands with protruding knuckles grabbed Song Shuyun's arm, and the rough touch made Song Shuyun's skin goosebumps instantly.

"You just say that about me! I'm your mother! I'm not for your own good. I've lived for you for most of my life. Are you going to gouge out my heart like this now?"

"I tell you Song Shuyun, if you leave today, I will die in front of you!"

The woman's serious tears and madness were not fake at all. She spent most of her life on her husband and children. Everything she did was to make the family more complete.

She doesn't mind her mother-in-law raising her eldest sister, her husband is cowardly and incompetent, and she doesn't care that her daughter is getting more and more divorced from her.

She just wants a complete home, and wants everyone in it to live according to the happiness formula recognized by everyone.

Maybe she has had a hard time these years, but every time she goes out, everyone praises her, saying that she is a good wife, that she is hardworking, that she can live a life, and that her family life is booming.

If all these are gone, then how will she face others in the future, what will outsiders say!
Song Shuyun doesn't want her anymore, she wants to leave by herself, and she won't come back in the future. There are so many temptations in the outside world, the little girl will easily learn to be bad, and then coaxed away with a man who has nothing...

Others would laugh at her for not being able to educate children, say she is pitiful, that she deserves it, that she...

Such a person who has no self and puts all the value of existence on others, the logic of thinking is difficult to be self-consistent.

They may not understand it themselves, but they refuse to break the existing beautiful fantasy, and they do not allow others to destroy it!
Looking at the woman, Song Shuyun's accumulated courage suddenly shattered.

In fact, compared to the grandmother who was still cursing in the front yard, the one who put the most pressure on her was actually the mother who kept saying that everything was for her.

"Mom... I want to leave. Please tell me how you can let me go!"

The woman was a little in disbelief. She didn't expect that Song Shuyun would want to leave at this time, and tears of anger instantly fell into her eyes.

"Just because your grandma said a few words, you are leaving! Why are you so disobedient now..."

Song Shuyun took a deep breath and interrupted what the woman was saying.

"You know it's not because of this! I don't want to tell you the truth, so just tell me how much you want!"

The woman looked shocked and pushed Song Shuyun out of the room.

"Ask for money? I raised you so much, and you want money from you? Is that why you miss me?!"

"Okay...don't you want to leave?! Go! Let's go! Don't ever come back after you leave! Get out..."

Song Shuyun was pushed and staggered by her.

In fact, compared with the old lady, the woman is the one who really has a stronger desire to control, but she puts herself in the position of the weak, so that others can't see it!
Song Shuyun used too many methods to deal with her, many words flashed through her mind, but at this moment, she couldn't say anything.

He just stood there blankly, and was pushed twice by the woman.

The other party thought that she would give in and cry and beg for forgiveness...

But no, Song Shuyun just looked at her in front of her quietly.

(End of this chapter)