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Chapter 894 Pooh!In the Name of Love (Extra)

Before I saw Lin Xiangyun running down the corridor in a panic that day, I never thought that people's lives could be turned upside down in just a moment.

I don't know why, but I wanted to stop Lin Xiangyun and ask what happened, but the teacher on the podium was talking about it eloquently, so I hesitated.

I didn't get the news until the evening that Lin Xiangyun's parents had a serious car accident, that is to say, Lin Xiangyun's life was shattered.

Uncle Lin and Aunt Lin once gave me the warmth of my parents. They were like the parents I longed for. My father was gentle and my mother was loving. The most important thing was that they could always be with Lin Xiangyun and never miss every moment of his growth. moment.All this makes me envious and even jealous. Lin Xiangyun never knows what a good pair of parents he has.

In the hospital, in the mourning hall, and every day and night afterwards, Lin Xiangyun became less like Lin Xiangyun.Dad said that Lin Xiangyun has grown up, but in my eyes, the mature Lin Xiangyun and the smiling Lin Xiangyun seem to be split into two people, one living in the busy reality, and the other living in the distant memory.

Strange, only a month has passed, how come those past events have become far away?Even I thought so, how did Lin Xiangyun, who insisted on going to the hospital after school to accompany Aunt Lin who was unconscious, survived those long nights?

It turned out that it wasn't that Lin Xiangyun was split into two people, but that I didn't want to link reality with memories.How can I bear that Lin Xiangyun, who is gradually showing stubble, is no longer that happy boy?That would take away the happiness I imagined too.

It turned out that Lin Xiangyun had always known that his parents were good, so he didn't completely collapse, but insisted on taking care of his unconscious mother.

If, if, if Auntie had woken up, or if Auntie could have persisted for a few more years, would everything have been different?Lin Xiangyun can go to college, find a good job, get married, have children, and live a normal and happy life...

Later, whenever I think of those past events, I feel a dull pain in my heart.My husband is a doctor. He gave me a detailed examination and said that my heart is fine without any problems, and he blamed me for thinking too much.So I gradually stopped thinking about it, until the news of Lin Xiangyun's death was told in a sad tone.My complexion must have been calm at the time, because my hand was steady holding the teacup, but at night, the inexplicable heartache struck again. This time even my husband panicked and rushed me to the hospital.

Still no problem was found, but this time I knew the cause of the pain.

If I cared more about Lin Xiangyun, would Lin Xiangyun turn back into that smiling boy?

If I persuade my parents to let them become Lin Xiangyun's new guardians instead of watching that uncle who gambles ruin Lin Xiangyun's future, will Lin Xiangyun have a completely different life in college like me?

If I had the courage to slap Lin Xiangyun in that nightclub, and wake him up with his lips curled up and his eyes not smiling, would Lin Xiangyun not die on the street in that pitiful way?

Perhaps because I just became a mother, I can't help but miss those past events and make all kinds of impossible assumptions.

The doctor said I had postpartum depression, but I knew that it was the child who taught me to respect life.

My illness was cured without any medicine, and in the following time, I spent my time with my children with all my heart, rarely thinking about these past events, and even when I was really old, I no longer felt heartbroken about it.So I guess time has healed all these regrets.

I died but did not return to peace. That unknown existence said that I got a chance to make a wish, so I looked back at my life and found that even though my life had a little regret, it could still be called complete.Suddenly, I remembered that the person who needed the opportunity to realize his wish was not me, but Lin Xiangyun, so I made an urgent wish, hoping that Lin Xiangyun would also have a chance to come back.

The girl who lives in my body is a kind person. She pretends to be me and pleases my parents like when I was adolescence. She tried her best to prevent the death of Lin Xiangyun's parents. Even if life and death are irreversible, she is trying her best to plan for Lin Xiangyun... …She is far braver and stronger than me, and on the other hand, she made up for the regrets that I have not spoken these years.

In my previous life, I watched Lin Xiangyun's broken life as a bystander. In this life, I am still a spectator, but I am sincerely pleased with Lin Xiangyun's transformation.

On the day Lin Xiangyun received the admission notice, the girl left, and I returned to mine.

I looked at my appearance in the bathroom mirror and realized that my eyes looked so old, but thinking about seeing my parents when they were young and Lin Xiangyun alive, my calm heart beat faster and faster.

It's such a long road, it took me my whole life to push this door open.

Lin Xiangyun was being encouraged to drink by his father, his face was very red, his eyes were hazy, and he had a smirk on his face.

I almost burst into tears, so I quickly walked to my seat and sat down, lowering my head to eat as if to cover up.No one noticed my abnormality. Fortunately, the protagonist today is not me.

At night, lying on that long-lost bed, I had that dream again.I have always had that dream, especially during the period after the college entrance examination.

In the dream, I walked up the stairs, and Lin Xiangyun walked down the stairs. We met each other on a narrow road, and after looking at each other briefly, we would pass each other.

I started to feel pain and struggled desperately, no, don't just let him go on alone.

"Where are you going?" I asked suddenly in the dream.At this moment we were walking on the same flight of stairs, standing face to face, and were about to separate again.

"I'm going to the bookstore to buy books." Lin Xiangyun replied after a while.

"Let me go with you. The book is very heavy, and I can help you share it."

"Okay." Lin Xiangyun showed a shallow smile on his face.

Then I turned around, Lin Xiangyun stopped and waited for me for a while, and we walked down the stairs together.

The scene changes suddenly, and the previous dream will stop after we pass each other.

"Let me accompany you to the hospital. I haven't seen Auntie for several days."

"Come to my house for dinner. My mom is actually very good at cooking."

"Did you not come to school for a few days? It doesn't matter, I will give you the notes, and you will catch up with the progress soon."

……

Every sentence is a hesitant and timid I didn't say it in the end.A dream ended in a trance, I touched the wet corners of my eyes, and kept my eyes open until dawn like the previous nights, but after that I never had that dream again.

(End of this chapter)