Fast Travel System: Male God Raiders 101 times

Chapter 580

Then, I hope that one day, An Yun and I can become a close heart-to-heart relationship.Kissing or the subsequent development - of course I don't want to do that - those are just means to convey my heart to the other party, a way to understand the other party's mind, the behavior itself is not the main purpose.When the time comes, the time will come naturally.

However, for the time being, let's maintain a relaxed relationship as before.

An Yun, who stopped when he heard my words, glanced at me and lowered his head shyly.

"……Fool."

she whispered.

……

When it comes to holidays, I feel very depressed.

I was originally a gloomy person, and it is true that I always feel depressed and worried about what happened, but when it comes to the depression at that time, it was really serious.

Get up in the morning and text "Good morning" to An Yun, eat breakfast cooked by my sister, and then go back to the room to read a book.

How to walk your own path well, this kind of self-development book with a very plain title.Because my brother, who has a collection of thousands of books, did not have such books, so he had to buy them out of his own pocket.

The article is easy to understand, but it is a pity that the content cannot enter the mind.It feels like just repeating the same thing over and over in different words.

They only introduced job hunting skills, tips for choosing a university, and other content that I was not interested in.I understand that going to university is more beneficial to finding a job, and the teacher who graduated from the graduation counseling has told me several times that even if there is no department that I miss, it is better to go to university.

However, I want to know what I should do.It's not an answer like choosing a job or going to college, but a more macro-level answer, to put it more naively, "What am I going to bet on my life?"
Even if I told people about this kind of thing, they would definitely say with disdain: "You can't find this kind of thing so quickly, idiot!" So I didn't discuss it with anyone, and I just felt unhappy alone.

My phone vibrated after tossing and turning in bed thinking about this for two hours, so I sat up.

"Today, are you going out?"

It was a text message from his girlfriend - who finally recognized her so recently - An Yun.

"want."

After sending back the message, I received another text message while I was changing out of my home clothes.

"I have a movie I want to see, can I go see it?"

"Of course, what kind of movie?"

"A French romance film, the original is a novel..."

"Well, where should I go for lunch before watching the movie?"

"Um."

During the contact period, I was also ready to go out.

What is she going to study in college as a writer?Even if she doesn't go to college, she can already support herself-when I think about this, my thoughts hit rock bottom again.

I always feel that the only thing in common with An Yun is that they went to the same high school, and it will end in less than a year.

I'm really terrified of it.Now it's hard for the two of us to get along "equally", once we separate, I feel that she will go far away - to a place where I can't touch her.

In that case, go to the same university, right?In this way, I can be "in the same place" with Anyun again.

But then what?

If Dongwoon goes to work, do I have to work hard to get into the same company as her?

What if An Yun doesn't work?
She can support herself as a writer, must I try to be a writer too?

I also know that this is really stupid.

In fact, there is no need to stay in the same place with her all the time.An Yun will not say that if we don't do this, we will end the relationship.

It's just that I think that in order to be with An Yun, I must have some qualifications.

Because An Yun is so special.

Not only for me, but also for ordinary people.

As a high school student, she is active in the literary world as a writer. Her works are published in literary magazines, and anyone who reads them will think that she is a "special person".

(End of this chapter)