Fast Travel System: Male God Raiders 101 times

Chapter 576

But I interrupted and spoke again: "I found that I never said I like you... When you first proposed dating, I didn't know... I really like you or not. But the second time , I have already fallen in love with you since I said that I want to date you."

After finishing speaking in one breath, I took a deep breath.

Then say it again.

"I like you...even now. I've always liked you since then."

An Yun looked at me silently for a while, and could see that her eye sockets were slightly moist.

"Did you... say it before...?"

Finally, An Yun lowered his head, and said, "I didn't, I liked someone too much."

"Um……"

That was before dating An Yun.

Anyun told me that she wanted to write a romance novel, but she had never liked anyone before, so she hoped I could help her - that was the beginning of our simulated love.

"I...have never understood what it is to like people. Although I always feel that it may be different from liking chocolate or liking cats...but I still don't understand. What is the difference between them?"

An Yunhui tilted his lowered head, curled his drooping bangs with his fingers, fiddled with his hair several times as if hesitating, and then went on talking.

"Actually, I... like classmate Xia Enxue's voice very much. Xia Enxue, your classmate took the initiative to talk to me... I'm very happy. As soon as I heard your voice, I felt very calm. After discovering this, I slowly started to pay attention. About you, I thought to myself: Do I like this person? But... could it be that what I like is just your voice? I can't help but think so... This must be the same as what I think about liking someone, right? Is it the same..."

"I--"

I wanted to say "it doesn't matter", but An Yun's hand was in front of my lips as if to stop me from speaking.

"Wait a minute... I still have something to say. Because I have a lot... that I didn't tell you."

"Yes, I'm sorry..."

An Yun took a deep breath and looked at me.I wanted to avoid her gaze, and it pained me to be stared at like that and to continue listening to her.I clearly want to hug An Yun immediately.

"When I said I wanted to date you, I really wanted to confirm my feelings. You agreed to my request, and we spent more time together...During that time, I gradually understood my thoughts. Later, we parted ways. I was also very happy when you proposed dating again. Really...very happy."

I couldn't say anything, I could only look straight at An Yun.

Because I think An Yun must continue talking.

"As time goes by like this, I still feel uneasy. Because I don't know... Do I really like this person now? Right at this moment, someone appears next to you."

"... Li Yan?"

I couldn't help saying the name, An Yun nodded.

"I hate...it's like this. It's not that Li Yan is by your side...it's that you accept...that she's by your side. Every time I see you, it hurts. Every time I see you, I hate you more , I really feel sorry for you——"

After speaking, An Yun bowed his head again.

Her lips trembled slightly.Maybe it's a psychological effect, I feel that my breathing seems to be disordered.

I'm mentally prepared.

I must have hurt An Yun, that's why she ignores me and hates me, there's nothing I can do about it.

However, I didn't expect that I would feel so uncomfortable when I heard this from An Yun.

I regretted why I wasn't a little more—even just a little—more considerate of An Yun.However, regret alone cannot go back to the past.

"...But." An Yun said.

"I was thinking, I've never hated anyone so much before. What did I do to whom, what did I say to whom, my heart would not be so entangled. So I thought again, why am I doing this to you? I've been thinking, thinking, just thinking... A lot of words came out of my mind, and finally I found that the script was finished."

(End of this chapter)