I can't be that naive

Chapter 521 Hush, I'm Behind You 29
Yan Su looked at Yan Su who was doubting her life, stretched out his hand and touched her head, thinking: Susu would be happy to have me alone, maybe after she comes back, she will understand whether having parents is important to her all fake!

Only she is real, she can always be with Susu!

Yan Su looked at the ceiling. Maybe someone like her who always cared about other people's emotions deserved not to be comforted, but as a human being, who doesn't want someone to accompany her?Who doesn’t want someone to comfort him when he’s in a bad mood?
Perhaps the dual personality was caused by such self-pity and self-pity, or it may have appeared in that dark place.

But she is such a person, weak, longing, and helpless.

She just likes to lament about life, a pessimistic attitude towards life, and also, an unpleasant personality, no one will like it.

She has a long life, and she doesn't want anyone to like her.

Ah... the interesting thing is the world, the boring thing is her.

She was not a warm-hearted person in the first place.

To put it bluntly, Yan Su is a dishonest person (in fact, in the eyes of most people, he is already very powerful) and a pessimistic person.

But because she often doubts life, doubts herself, and the phenomenon of most ordinary people, even if she has done so many tasks now, she still can't hang around like in the novel.

Yan Su fell asleep with his thoughts on his mind. It wasn't until Fang Youwan's little girl knocked on the door that Yan Su woke up. He got up and washed up before starting to eat breakfast.

Breakfast was made by the two siblings together, including steamed dumplings, red bean paste buns, small steamed buns, and custard buns. Yan Su also admired how the two of them made it all morning.

"Sister, you're awake! Come and eat the custard buns I made!"

With a cute expression on her cute little face, Yan Su picked up a little bunny-shaped custard bun with her chopsticks and bit it down while eating while nodding. Fang Youbo gritted his teeth beside him, bah, he Let that little girl Fang Youwan steal the limelight again!
But as soon as he turned his eyes, Fang Youbo put a bean paste bun in Yan Su's bowl and said, "Sister, eating my bean paste bun is definitely better than some crybaby's!"

Fang Youwan turned around and stared at him with murderous intent. Fang Youbo made a slight grimace while Yan Su concentrated on eating and pretended not to see the two invisible beacons.

After eating a few, Yan Su put down his chopsticks and left. Before leaving, he even praised them. Yan Su resisted the disgusting feeling and found the public test to spit out the food before going to work.

It was a pity that Yan Su got on the bus and thought, if she had a sense of taste, the meals made by her younger siblings must be delicious.

Another year of spring, summer, autumn and winter, Yan Su has been in this world for [-] years, Yan Su holds the water glass and looks at the ticking clock on the wall, and her fingertips can't help but tap the ticking sound.

A lot of people die in the hospital every day. There are new ghosts and old ghosts. They shuttle in the corridors of the hospital from time to time. There are smart old ghosts who know that they can't offend Dr. Fang in the doctor.

Perhaps two of the newly born ghosts wanted to tease Yan Su, but Yan Su's eyes went out without blinking.

"Shoulder to shoulder we..."

"Hi, hello, I'm Fang Youyi."

"Hey, Doctor Fang."

"Hey, old bald man, what's the matter?"

The person who called Yan Su was the host of Xiangri Tower. The host spoke to Yan Su in a relaxed tone, and Yan Su patiently talked to him for a while.

"Fang Youyi, I'm about to melt, come to Xiangri Tower tomorrow to chat with me."

"..."

Yan Su suddenly fell silent, and it took a long time for the old host to call her name before Yan Su reacted and agreed.

After hanging up the phone, Yan Su stared blankly at the clock on the wall as it ticked.

My friend is about to pass away. The news makes people feel that it is sudden and not sudden. The old host has lived for so long, and the time is almost the same, but the friend who chatted with me when he had nothing to do suddenly told himself that he was going to die one day. suddenly.

"Doctor Fang, there is an urgent patient!"

"Hmm! Here it is."

Yan Su withdrew her dazed gaze, sorted out her emotions, and went for the operation. No matter what, at least she had a friend who could really talk to her and had a similar worldview.

It's a pity, we have known each other for more than ten years, but we still don't know the name of the old host.

I'll ask when I go to visit an old friend tomorrow.

When Yan Su stood in front of the scary stone steps, Yan Su sighed resignedly and began to get up. Along the way, he saw many people with sweaty faces and flushed faces.

Yan Su, with a clean face, no blushing, and no beating heart, obviously attracted the attention of others.

When he climbed high enough, Yan Su looked down and looked around, and there was another black and white ink painting landscape.

It looks really nice, maybe it would look even better if it had color.

After Yan Su could see things with his own eyes, he no longer depended on the system's view mode. Relying on mountains and mountains and relying on foreign objects will not last for a long time. If his eyes can't see or go blind, he can use what he can use. something to feel.

Yan Su came to the old host who was sitting cross-legged in front of the bodhi tree, and then sat down cross-legged. The old host smiled and said, "Long time no see, you still look like this."

"Well, isn't this an ageless appearance? You are still in good spirits."

"Haha, Amitabha, I am very energetic, but I have lived for too long, and I don't know how much time I have earned compared to ordinary people."

"Hmm...it's a bit heavy."

"Hey, what's the burden? Isn't the world after death still the same social system? What's the pity? Before I died, I didn't have any illnesses. I died of old age naturally. There's nothing I can't be satisfied with."

"You are open-minded enough."

"Goodness, so what if you are not open-minded? Anyone who is supposed to come will come, as long as you are still a person, you will face this hurdle. If you step through it, you will pass it. No matter how afraid you are, you will still step through it."

Yan Su lowered her eyes, sitting in front of her was the old abbot who was an ordinary monk in bright yellow clothes, Yan Su picked up a leaf from the ground and played with her fingertips.

"After getting along for so long, I still don't know your name."

"The name is just a code name, why bother to stick to it."

"I just like to know other people's code names."

"My name is Xuan Guang."

"Um……"

Yan Su stood up, and the old host also stood up. He had a gray beard, and the big bald head without the host hat was shining brightly under the natural light. Just looking at his complexion, one could only think that he was only in his eighties. The complexion is rosy, and if you look closely, you can find that the other party's skin is more delicate than that of a young man.

Yan Su gave the old host a hug, didn't know what to say, and left with a sigh.

(End of this chapter)