I can't be that naive

Chapter 244 I'm the Movie Queen 12
"Come on, Bai Qingxi, your father knows about your acting skills."

"Humph! Dad, let me tell you, I'm good at acting now. If you don't believe me, you can ask my mother! Right, mother?"

The mother of the original owner covered her mouth and smiled: "Yes, yes, husband, let me tell you, our daughter is studying very seriously today."

The original owner's father had a smile on his face, and said doubtfully: "Really? Lin'er, don't praise her, be careful that she will get her tail up to the sky later."

Yan Su stomped her feet, snorted, walked into her room, closed the door, sat down by the door, hugged her knees, buried her head in her knees, the original owner was really happy, the whole family was so happy.

She is so envious...

When I was young, I didn't know why my parents put her down and left. Now that I think about it, they abandoned her, saying it was because of my brother.

But... so what if you have a younger brother?Is the girl the one who deserves to be abandoned? Isn't she also their daughter?Just because they are always in a weak position, abandoned, abandoned...

She has never experienced the happiness between family members, just like the little warmth of Bai Qingxi's family, she can act coquettishly and arrogantly to her parents, and even sometimes play willful and petty temper.

She is so lonely.

no family.

Later, there were Yan Qing and Shiqi, but in the end she lost even Yan Qing. If she stopped Yan Qing that day, would she still live with Yan Qing now, bickering occasionally, talking about life, talking about life? Dreaming about living a rich life and buying a big house?

If Yan Qing was stopped that day, they are medical students, or excellent medical students, and it is not impossible for them to be rich in the future. Will they find Seventeen sisters by then?
But now there is nothing, the life she wanted is gone, like a mirror in a mirror, shattered and gone.

Even, even... the warmth of the family, and the love of the father and mother are obtained in this way, but she is not Bai Qingxi after all, not their daughter, she is just a tasker!

Sometimes I am really tired when doing tasks, but I can’t give up. She is the only one on this lonely road, fighting alone, advancing alone, and no one can accompany her...

She still needs to rely on this to find Yan Qing. Isn't life just about being miserable or alive?
It's just that her life is different from that of ordinary people, and she needs to travel between different worlds and people's bodies.

She is so sorry!
It is possible that she will never meet Yan Qing again, and it is possible that she will spend her whole life on this road, keep going forward, and she will not be able to find her.

Yan Su cried bitterly, grabbed her hair, the guilt and pain in her heart made her always make her newly healed scar tear up again when she was alone, this kind of cycle always makes people desperate.

She lost that little girl, she deserves to be so lonely, alone, unable to escape, she just wants to stay in the abyss, expecting Yan Qing's appearance to make her see the light again, she wants to tell her that she misses her very much, misses her very much think.

I want to see Yan Qing in real life, I want to see her in real life and smile at her and say, Susu, I'm back!She doesn't want to see her in the memory anymore, she can't touch her in the memory, can't hear her speak, woo woo, don't leave her alone, she is very afraid of loneliness, afraid of living in a world of one person, afraid of the darkness of the night incoming.

Yan Su really wanted to tell her that it wasn't her fault, don't blame yourself so much, it wasn't her fault, why would she have to bear it herself?

The person in the abyss should be her...

Susu is so beautiful, so flawless, she pulled her into the darkness, and she will definitely bring Susu back to the light.

Yan Su huddled in the corner, huddled together, the emotional outburst was too sudden, she really wanted to control it, she really wanted not to think about these things, but these warm little warmth made her unable to help thinking of Yan Qing, Yan Qing It used to be the same with her...

Why everything has changed, it has become frightening and disturbing.

Why is the fate of beautiful and kind people always so cruel to these people? The baby sister she raised with all her heart suddenly disappeared in the world, disappeared in the crowd, disappeared in this world.

She had forgotten about Yan Qing and only remembered it vaguely, but when she suddenly remembered it, it eroded her like bone-eroding toxins. Even if she had to give up everything just to see Yan Qing, it would be fine!
She misses her so much!

Yan Su now occupies the majority of Yan Su's soul, and she can swallow up the main personality at any time and make the main personality disappear, but she was born to protect Yan Su, why go to Shanghai for the main personality?
Yan Su's soul, which is only the size of a fist, exudes soft golden light, and purple mist surrounds it, entangled, and a little bit of white soul is white and soft golden light, and the two are intertwined, separated, and intertwined.

The purple mist looked dangerous and terrifying, as if it could devour everything, but it surrounded the white to protect it.

Yan Su couldn't tell what she was feeling now. She seemed to be able to feel the heavy yearning, guilt and pain deep in Yan Su's heart. But he was just a person in this world. Why would Su Su miss her so much?
She couldn't understand, what's so good about humans?They are all greedy things. Sure enough, are humans just seducing goblins?
Yan Su frowned, Susu, does she really want to see that human being?But that human has already reincarnated, if she really wants to see that human, she can let the system take Yan Su to that world in the next world.

The world that humans live in.

If you think about it this way, you are actually a little jealous of that human being. She has been with Susu for so long, but she has not received so much attention. into this...

【Susu, don't be sad. 】

[Woo woo woo, Yan Yan, I miss her so much. I know you may not have a deep impression of her, maybe because you showed up not long ago. 】

Yan Sumo, she has been with Yan Su for a long time, and she has appeared for a long time, so long that she has forgotten the meaning of her appearance in the first place.

[Yanyan, can you talk to me, I, I don't seem to have anyone to accompany me anymore. 】

[I will always be here! 】Just to protect you forever, if you no longer need me, I will disappear.

【Really?Will Yanyan always stay with me? 】

【Yes! 】

【Um!I knew words were the best!But I still miss her very much. Once this kind of emotion erupts, it will not end. Yan Qing's death has been like a thorn, which has been deeply inserted into my heart, making me breathless in pain. 】

[I didn't protect her well, and I didn't protect myself well either. I failed so much, and I felt my failure like never before. 】

【Yanyan, after all, we are still the same person. 】

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