time is my shadow

Chapter 761 New Story (7)

"I don't listen...I'm right...I'm not wrong at all...I just want to live well...I'm not wrong...Those people are dead and returned to the loess, why can't I take those things out, why do I I can’t use their things to benefit mankind, those things can obviously help more people, why should I give up this, besides, I can’t turn back.” Yu Lin explained urgently, not sure if he was explaining to himself or She explained to Master that she only knew that she had done nothing wrong, so why Master kept reprimanding herself.

"Amitabha... don't come here again, I don't have you as an apprentice." After she finished speaking, she didn't explain anything, went directly into the room, and then closed the door without even looking at Yu Lin. Yu Lin wanted to say something else , But everything seems so pale at this moment, and explanations are always superfluous, because, there are some things, not to mention a discovery and analysis.

Yu Lin looked at the room weakly, and then looked at the surroundings. The surrounding area was covered with snow, and the icy wind was blowing, spreading the coldness of the snow even more, making people shudder and creepy.

Yulin looked at the people in the room, feeling distressed. Finally, she suddenly knelt down on the ground and kowtowed three times to the people in the room. The first time, you will be clean for the rest of your life. Don't mention the past, "Master , thank you for your education, Yu Lin will never forget it."

The second time, "Master, please forgive me for being unfilial and making it difficult to realize your wish. Master can no longer walk in the light. I am used to looking for light in the dark."

The third time, "Master, I have settled the matter of the temple. Those developers will not bother you anymore. This place is still intact. This is the only thing I can do." Because the location of the temple is very important for this The city has great advantages and is planned to be developed into a city center because of its dense population, temples here, a long history and a wide area.

But this is the master's home, and he refused to leave. In order to let those people leave, Yu Lin poured all his savings into it and left this temple behind. However, she didn't say how she would take specific actions for these things. of.

"Master, my disciple is gone. Please forgive me, Master. There is no absolute black and white in this world. I have been wandering between these two sides, vacillating, but why does Master care so much? Why does he have to distinguish between black and white?" It is so clearly visible that there is no room for white in black and black in white.”

Yu Lin knelt down on the ground, but didn't get up. She wanted to see the master and beg for his forgiveness, but after a long time, the people inside still didn't come out. Maybe, this incident broke his bottom line.

Digging the tomb of the dead is difficult for the master, it is a disrespect for the dead, and it is a foreshadowing for the hell after his death.

However, there is not a saying that if I don’t go to hell, whoever goes to hell, you go to be good people, and I will be the bad guy.

The money exchanged can help more orphans stay away from the pain of those diseases. Most of the children thrown into the orphanage are due to illness. The medical expenses of the illness cannot be afforded by their families, so they have no choice but to abandon them. Lost the flesh and blood connected with his own blood.

Yu Lin went to an orphanage when she was a child, and stayed there for a long time. She only went back three years later. During those three years, she had seen how difficult it was for the children in the orphanage, and she felt the same way.

She didn't know why, since she appeared until now, she actually remembered those things clearly, and she felt that there was something guiding her to walk into the darkness, as if she had to go, and she would regret if she didn't go.

She clearly remembered everything, but she always had an inexplicable feeling that her heart was empty, as if she had lost something important.

More than a failure
I seem to have heard the name Yu Lin somewhere. Someone called it in my ear. The person with this name sounded like a boy in the hazy voice. The boy's voice was low and hoarse, magnetic and nice to hear.

That boy kept appearing in her dreams, and kept calling her name Yu Lin. Her original name was Miao, but later she always felt that the name Yu Lin was very familiar, as if it belonged to her, so she decided to change it to After choosing this name, Yulin.

"Squeak..." The door opened, it wasn't the door of the master's room, but the younger brother, who was holding a bead in his hand, and then there was a letter, he stepped on the snow, came to Yu Lin, and then Stretching out his hand, he handed the bead and letter to Yu Lin.

"Senior sister, let's go. Master asked me to give this to you. He said, there are times in life, and there is always time in life. Don't force it. If you force it, you will lose it sooner or later." There were crystal clear tears flashing, but he concealed the past very well. The master has passed away. This is what the master said to himself yesterday. He said that his time has come, and he asked him to give these things to his senior sister. , In fact, when I stumbled into the room, when the door was closed, the master had already gone, had already left, leaked the secret, shortened life, changed fate against the sky, and redeemed by death.

"Where's Master?" Yu Lin raised his head to look at his younger brother, but Master just put down the things and turned to leave. He didn't exchange much words, just left the things behind, as if he was avoiding himself.

Maybe it's because I went too far this time, ruining Master's reputation and ruining Master's reputation.

"Yu Lin, I know your character as a teacher. Once you have decided on something, you will not give up easily. Even if there are thorns in front of you, even if you end up in pieces, you will not hesitate. This bead can help you find you." The thing you have been looking for, you don’t belong here, and this place doesn’t belong to you, no matter what, you must go on, you still have your mission to complete, go to another place, you can only watch, you can’t change, you want to change , you have to go back, complete the tasks you failed to complete, and what you owe, sooner or later you will have to return it, it is only a matter of time."

Yu Lin opened the envelope and looked at the contents inside. These words written with a brush, in this society of gel pens and fountain pens, Master is still used to writing with a brush. The words he wrote revealed quietness between the lines, showing his The most written word in my life - Jing.

Quiet, ups and downs over the years, ordinary years.

"Master, take care and take care of yourself. My disciple has no shame to see you again. We will see you again in the next life."

Yu Lin took the letter and the beads and left. Not long after leaving, a solemn bell rang, sadness, death, and desolation spread over the place where Yu Lin knelt.

"Abbot, Master has passed away." The younger brother said to the white-haired old man, who was holding a Buddhist bead in his hand and chanting Buddhist scriptures in his mouth to save Master.

"In this life, his merits and virtues have been considered complete, and he will give good things in the next life."

the other side.

After Yu Lin left, she went directly to the cemetery without bringing anything. She wanted to die, because this time the cemetery made her afraid, and she always felt like she was dying.

Around the cemetery, there are dead trees and tangled grass with thorns. If you don't pay attention, you will be injured.

The night was like twilight, the cold wind was biting, and will-o'-the-wisps were spreading. Occasionally, one or two crows were heard from the surroundings. This was an ominous sign, and a bad premonition arose spontaneously.

Yu Lin found the entrance. The entrance was very dark, pitch black and bottomless. She found her tools from the haystack, then took a flashlight and went directly into the entrance of the cave. She followed the rope and slowly went down. As long as the rope continues, he can get out. Once it breaks, if no one knows, he can only wait for death and the cemetery will really become his burial place.

After Yu Lin went in, he took a flashlight and began to explore the surroundings, and lit a candle in his hand. This was to test whether the air inside was circulating and whether he would suffocate to death. This is something that should be done, and it is a matter of common sense.

Yu Lin looked around, the layout of the surrounding cemetery was completely different from the map he was carrying. As I said before, this cemetery is very weird, but weirdness comes with wealth, danger and opportunity. , returned with a full load.

Yu Lin walked cautiously, her steps were very light, her movements were not very complicated, and she was not tiptoeing, because she was used to it, used to such things.

What should I do next?
Since the layout of this underground cemetery is endlessly changing, how do you leave and find your way back?This has to be said to be a problem, a problem that cannot be ignored but has been forgotten.

"Go? Or don't you go?" Going away means that you can't leave, you can't find your way, and if you don't go, it means you have failed. It's better not to go back.

"Toss the silver coin, go with heads, and choose tails to go back." Yu Lin took out the silver coins he was carrying with him, because in their business, besides skill, it also depends on luck, and luck is also one of the important factors.

The silver coin was thrown out and landed at Yu Lin's feet, spinning non-stop. Yu Lin slowly removed the hand covering his eyes, and a very strange result appeared. The silver coin he saw was neither heads nor tails, but It is standing up, and it is a bit strange that it is standing up inside the potholes.

"Is this a sign of a dilemma? You still have a choice." Yu Lin took back the silver coins and walked straight down. What she did just now was just deceiving herself and others, because she already had the answer in her heart and she had to go on and listen to those subtle voices. Find a way out and get the things you want.

There was no sound around, and not far away were bones and incomplete skeletons. Outside the cemetery, it was pitch black. If it weren't for the flashlight, she might not even be able to see the road. The road in front of her was full of potholes and unevenness, except for the entrance of the cave. There was no one else around, and there were no murals or anything like that. Outside the entrance of the cave in front, there was a clay sculpture of the tomb keeper.
(End of this chapter)