time is my shadow

Chapter 706 Ghost Man (30)

【Memories of Dark Bing - the last life. 】

What is youth?
Youth is disappointment again and again, getting more frustrated and courageous again and again, from a group of people to a person or from a person to a group of people.

The youth in my memory is gray. If I have to talk about color, then I can only say it is the sun.

My name is simple, a very common name.

The meaning of the name is simple, but God seems to be the same as me, making my life not as simple as the name, full of ups and downs, and rough.

Ten years have passed. In ten years, I have learned a lot and understood a lot. Likes are not important, not at all. What matters is whether you like yourself first.

You like a person, you like to be humble in the dust, but have you ever thought that no one will like you in the dust.

You try your best to please others, but in the eyes of others, you feel that what you do is justified.

I once liked a person, a person I have never even met, you are not mistaken, it is a person on the Internet.

People who take the Internet seriously are all fools or lunatics. You regard them as bole, as inseparable friends, but they don't think so, they just regard you as a dispensable friend, second only to the Internet.

You try your best to please others, but you forget that real friends don't like these things, because the best thing with good friends is to be yourself.

I became obsessed with the Internet in junior high school. The reason is very simple. Because of my withdrawn personality, I don’t need to worry about embarrassment when I’m online.

The first time I like someone, the person I like is still on the Internet, it is unbelievable, the boy on the Internet, he is not very good, and he is not very bad.

Not very good because he made me waste four years of youth and lost the right to like others.

We in junior high school are all stupid, thinking that love is forever, but ignoring the cruelty of reality.

We in junior high school have nothing, so we have no qualifications to fall in love, but we still do it, just because we yearn for the relationship in soap operas.

I hope that when I am lonely, I have someone to accompany me.

I hope someone can send an umbrella when it rains.

I hope that when I have nothing, someone will stand in front of me and not abandon or give up.

Youth stories in junior high school and high school, which contain friendship, love, and regrets that youth should have.

Three years of youth, there are your memories, as well as your sweat and tears. Three years of youth have the troubled and irritated shadow of heavy homework, and the shadow under the old maple tree. The shadow of sleepless preparation.

Three years of youth, how can you not be crazy? Six years, how can you not grow up?
How can you not cherish the more than 1000 days? How can you not be crazy in three years and more than 1000 days?
When I was in high school, I lived a repetitive life every day: being late, punished to stand, punished to copy, staying to clean, inexplicably called by parents to take exams... doing homework... going to parent meeting.

She loves to laugh, she is quiet, he is taciturn, she is mediocre, and she is self-defeating.

The affection that has already quietly taken root is silent at any time, and at a certain moment, it suddenly thumps. .
Unscrupulous people will also feel sad because of love.

Youth, is it a flower, or a bitter and rotten leaf hidden deep in the annual rings.

Years, but not just romance, campus, there can still be darkness, deep time, seems to be a puzzle, friendship is the only answer.

A misunderstanding made us mistook it for "love", this vague word, finally revealed the essence of friendship.

Time has a secret, which appears because of the heartbeat. The environment changes with time, which changes people's hearts. Time brings out the secret of time.

Youth that is not crazy is not called youth.

In our youth, we are lonely and habitual.

Sometimes I have a lot of things in my heart and I want to find someone to talk to, and I want to find someone to rely on to accompany me. Maybe it will be much more comfortable. Every time I feel that the people around me don’t know me very well. Even if I talk about it, it’s useless. to me.

Later, we got used to being alone, didn't want to bother others, and wanted to be alone.

I always want to do everything well, but sometimes the results are not satisfactory.

We will become stronger slowly, and when we are stronger, we will be indifferent and lonely. We will survive the big and small hurdles by ourselves, and you will find that it is no big deal.

When we are young, we are glass-hearted and have low self-esteem. We are afraid of doing the wrong thing and saying the wrong thing, and we are especially concerned about other people's eyes and opinions.

Another point is that if someone treats you a little bit better, you can't wait to give all your best things to him.

People are so flawed and contradictory, their temperament is so eccentric, they don't often make friends, and they are not very good at expressing their inner thoughts.

But we are all emotional, we are weird but we are not bad, no matter how hard we try to be perfect, there will always be a group of people pointing at the back and gesticulating behind our backs, no need to scold or slap anyone , They are not necessarily bad people, they just don't understand our way of life.

It took me four years to verify a result. You need to be cautious when dating online, don’t be self-righteous, and don’t put love first, because you still have your family. The best support in the world is probably the family, the relatives.

Youth does not start from meeting, but from forgetting.A game for one, a meeting for two.

The most worthwhile waiting is waiting for you to take me to the game.

There is no love in e-sports, but I am overtaking on the verge of danger

"Your name is the memory I remember most clearly."

I want to accompany you all the way for the rest of my life, but you choose to walk side by side with her.

"Sometimes, giving up is also a kind of liking, so I gave up on you and fulfilled you. Tea and wine, I choose tea, love at first sight and love with time, I like to choose the latter." The feeling of despair, you are very close to him, but you can't love him, and you are willing to give him up, just to make him happy.

It is not you that I want to forget, but you have given me fatal memories.

Sometimes, love does not need to be vigorous, silent company is the longest confession of love!
He fell in love with the girl at first sight, and she fell in love with the boy who had been with her for ten years.

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Whether you want to be right or wrong, I will accompany you at any time, even if it is just a joke. --Simple.

When she came out of the hospital, she was released with a serious expression on her face, and she no longer had to worry about being abandoned all day long, because she had already been abandoned, and there was only one person left.

When she left, she pretended she didn't care, because crying was useless, it would only make her jealous. The world is so big, I want to see it.

A person with a strong appearance has a heart that breaks at the first touch. It is not a glass heart, but because of fragility, it is buried in a strong appearance.

"Simple, I'm sorry, Xiaoxiao needs me more than you, you are used to it alone, but Xiaoxiao is different, Xiaoxiao is a girl."

"Simple, let's break up. Let's treat it as a dream these few years?"

Before she could refuse, an oncoming car crashed into her. She gave him the hope of life, and then chose death.

(End of this chapter)