The cannon fodder of quick travel is not sad

Chapter 944
Yang Guang felt that he was suffering, and he couldn't figure it out. When he was studying, he always heard his classmates mention his name, Yang Guang, Sunshine.Well, I think parents should hope that he can become a positive and sunny person, warm and strong.

But the reality is quite the opposite.

Since there is no expectation, why bother... Sigh.

He looked at Siru's eyes filled with sadness, "I was born without blessings, so I will never be happy in this life."

"You too."

Si Ru pursed her lips, "If the original family is bad, we can't change it, so we should work hard to get rid of it."

Let the storm come harder, don't compromise in the storm, just fight.

Yang Guang just shook his head with a wry smile.

His eyes drifted away, as if he had been lost in memory, "My ID card was hidden by my mother, and my dad thought she was doing the right thing. There was no other way. Without the ID card, I couldn't buy a ticket or enter the factory. My dad works together."

"The monthly salary is collected by him."

"At the beginning, I worked as an apprentice, and it cost more than 2000 a month. Later, when the technology matured, and with the increase in wages, it was only [-] a day. I remember very clearly, at least [-] a month, not including overtime."

"I didn't get any points, and I didn't even see the money paper Fei Feier."

"My mother will give me two hundred for breakfast, and nothing else. The winter along the coast comes early, and the river and sea winds blow, and the temperature drops faster. It's only November, and it's already bitingly cold. Can you imagine? In that kind of weather, I wear a t-shirt, shorts, and sneakers. Heh, I want to ask them for money to buy clothes. Pointing my nose is completely like an enemy. My heart is stronger than the howling north wind. It was cold. Two more years passed like this."

got used to.

Siru listened very carefully, and she didn't interrupt Yang Guang's words. Presumably, there will be news about Zhou Yan's life experience next.

"Under my aunt's persuasion, they finally let me go free."

Yang Guang showed a smile on his face.

His eyes were warm, "My second aunt is a very nice person. I almost spent my childhood in her house. I have wished countless times that it would be great if my mother was her."

"pity……"

Good people don't live long.

Uncle is a scumbag, and the old man in the uncle's family is even more scumbag, they all tortured her.

My aunt was in good health and had been taking care of the children at home. But later she couldn't even pay the school fees, so she was forced to leave.

go for what?
Of course, it was looking at the uncle who was insane and loved to brag.

My uncle is ill.

Smoking, drinking, playing cards, bragging, dead-headed...

There are two most terrible things. One is drinking too much and not tasting it. When you are drunk, you will be crazy about drinking. When someone fools him on the wine table, he is happy and just waved his hand, "I don't need the money I lent you." Return it" "Good brother, talking about money hurts feelings" "Take it, take it"

I never thought that my three children in my hometown would go to school.

When my aunt went to ask someone for it, he even scolded her.

The second is to turn your elbows outward.

This may be hereditary. The men in my uncle's family are all extroverted.

The kind of person who doesn't care about his family members.

When my aunt was doing odd jobs on the construction site, a brick fell from upstairs and hit her on the head, smashing her helmet.

Uncle is fine.

He actually spoke for the worker who hit someone, ignored his aunt's bleeding head, and insisted that she was fine.After that time, my aunt's health deteriorated. In just half a year, her shiny black hair turned completely white. Later, she went back to take care of the difficult old man.

Yang Guang wiped the corners of his eyes.

"I have an ID card, so I definitely don't want to go with them. At that time, I had a lot of resentment in my heart, and my personality was extreme. I couldn't work for a long time. I was young and energetic, and I didn't save much money. I married two women successively. Friends are rejected by their parents."

"More angry."

"Now that I think about it, I'm fighting against them."

"If you don't want me to do something, you have to do it."

"When I was 23, I met a woman when I was looking for a friend, and she was someone else's girlfriend at the time."

When he said this, he looked at Siru.

Si Ru:……

He pursed his lips and did not answer.

Yang Guang looked back with some disappointment and continued, "That woman is fair and pretty. Although she is only 17 years old, she already has a one-year-old son. I did not poach her, it was her own choice, and my friend also Just having fun."

"He smiled at the time and wished us happiness and a happy marriage for a hundred years."

"I dreamed back at midnight and finally understood."

"He's laughing at me."

Yang Guang clenched his fists tightly, his eyes flashed with anger, "That's clearly a bitch!"

"I was restless when we were together, and we often went out to hook up. For this reason, it was very common for us to quarrel, fight, and have cold wars. She gave birth to a child out of wedlock, and my parents didn't agree with it. They treated the child like This is a dog. He is never allowed to eat on the table. He is given a bowl of rice and is not even given a spoon. The child has lived in my house for a year and basically eats with his hands."

"I have mixed feelings about this relationship."

"It's like money dropped on shit. It's dirty when you pick it up, but it's a pity to throw it away. It's also mixed with the desire to get revenge on them."

"Later, Meizi Luo became pregnant."

"I've always wanted to break up, but suddenly I'm going to be a father. This feeling... is unbelievable. It's like blood is thicker than water."

"But I have no money."

"Parents are not supportive."

"In the end, there was nothing I could do. My pockets were cleaner than my face, and I couldn't even pay for the hospital checkup, let alone the delivery."

"We decided to sell Xiaotong."

Siru looked very cold, "Who made this suggestion first?"

Very important.

Her eyes were menacing.

Yang Guang didn't dare to look directly, he turned his head and wanted to say it was his fault.

But I don't know why the exit is...

"It was Luo Meizai who mentioned it."

"She is afraid of death, her stomach is already so big, it is impossible not to give birth."

"She thinks very clearly that she wants to live with me in the future. The children she had with other people in the past must be a burden, and she hates it very much. She just doesn't do it and keeps out of sight and out of her mind. Just sell it."

"Xiao Tong is not good, he often makes his clothes dirty..."

Yang Guang's voice became smaller and smaller.

Siru sneered, "Don't you think it's a little funny to ask a two- or three-year-old child to be clean? It's just an excuse."

Yang Guang didn't dare to look at her, "I admit, it's an excuse, but we really couldn't afford it at the time. Besides, I didn't want to raise a son for others."

"The family said they couldn't have a baby. I thought Xiaotong was better than following us, so I gave it away."

"deliver?"

Siru mocked, "You are obviously selling."

"Have you ever thought about how that child feels? He was sold like a commodity when he was only two or three years old. He was left behind by his mother. When he woke up and opened his eyes, he was in a completely unfamiliar environment and with unfamiliar people. How frightening it was."

Yang Guang turned his head and retorted in a low voice, "He is only so old, he knows what it is to be afraid."

(End of this chapter)