His little girl is not good again

Chapter 48 I Won't Let Go Until I Die, Do You Understand
Jiang Beining has been thinking about how to deal with the relationship between them. She doesn't want to hurt him, but she doesn't want to waste him either. She hasn't let go of Mu Han yet, and she can't let go of the second man in her heart. , can only be friends.

Jiang Beining lay on the bed, hugging the pillow, struggling for a long time, Qin Chuhan leaned over: "Bei Ning, what are you thinking, frowning?"

Chen Yanan also came over and asked, "Did something happen?"

Jiangbei Ning sighed: "I'm asking you... If you have a friend of the opposite sex who has been playing well since high school, you are like family, and it goes beyond love.

And suddenly, you found that he fell in love with you very early, and broke through that layer of paper, you are destined not to return to the past, how will you deal with it? "

They were all questioned for a while, Qin Chuhan bit her fingernails and thought: "It's so complicated..."

Chen Yanan also nodded: "If I were me, I would be entangled for a long time. With such a relationship, I would definitely be reluctant to let go and become a stranger, but I have no such intentions, and it's not appropriate to waste others."

Jiang Beining propped her chin: "Yeah... We have experienced too much between us, he is very good to me, and I also treat him as a family member, but I have someone I like, and I have liked it since many years ago, and I like it so much Now.

Now, I know he likes me, but I feel troubled, I don't want to hurt him, and I'm afraid of losing him, but I can't be with him, and I don't know what to do..."

Qin Chuhan said, "Why don't you find an opportunity to make it clear... Otherwise, it's not an option for you to continue like this."

Jiang Beining hesitated for a moment, then nodded: "Okay..."

Afraid of meeting him face to face, Jiang Beining chatted with him on the phone.

"Are you there?"

"Um"

"I want to have a good chat with you..."

Shangguan Zhengxun looked at the words on the screen, anticipating what she was going to say, and replied: "I'm tired and go to bed first, and I'll talk about it another day if I have something to do."

"Go to sleep first, I'll finish my words, and you can see it when you get up tomorrow."

Shangguan Zhengxun closed his eyes and sighed. After all, he had come to this day, and he could guess what she was going to say without looking at him.

He soon received a message from Jiangbei Ning: "I know everything, I want to apologize to you, for my inadvertently hurting you before, and thank you, thank you for always being so kind to me, and thanking you for treating me so well. Pamper you like a little princess, I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to delay you.

You know, I love him, I can't hold anyone else in my heart, you deserve a better girl, you deserve to be loved deeply, but that person is not me, so... I'm sorry..."

Shangguan Zhengxun looked at the long paragraph and propped his forehead weakly. He couldn't hold back and called her.

It was connected quickly there.

"You saw it, right?" Jiang Beining asked in a low voice.

"So... what are you going to do? Are you going to be a passer-by? Or are you going to alienate me?"

"Sorry, I can't waste you, you can't waste your feelings on me."

He didn't say anything, just hung up the phone.

Jiang Beining looked at the hung up phone in a daze, he must be very angry...

Four or ten minutes later, he called again and said without emotion: "Go downstairs, I'm under your dormitory."

Jiang Beining was startled, hung up the phone and ran downstairs.

As soon as he went out, he saw Shangguan Zhengxun standing under the tree in a black coat, smoking a cigarette, blending into the night, and his eyes were indeed as sharp as eagles, and the darkness in the pupils became thicker and darker, frighteningly tight.

Jiang Beining walked up to him wearing pink cotton slippers, inexplicably flustered, "It's so late, why are you here?"

Shangguan Zhengxun threw away his cigarette and stomped it out with the toe of his shoe: "If I don't come, it will be over between us."

"Didn't it start?" Jiang Beining lowered her head, not daring to look at him.
"It has already begun." He paused, staring at her with dark eyes, and said, "My heart beats when I first met you, I loved you when you protected me, I chased you after I kissed you, and the time between us time, there will be no end."

Jiang Beining looked at him in astonishment, her throat seemed to be blocked by a stone, she opened her mouth but couldn't say anything.

Shangguan Zhengxun took her hand: "Bei Ning, as I said, I will wait with you until he comes back, or until you give up, I know you don't love me now, but don't reject me, give me a chance, Give us a chance, okay?"

Jiangbei Ning felt a tight pain in her chest, and she slowly wanted to withdraw her hand, but Shangguan Zhengxun clenched it tightly, "No matter what you do or say, I will never let go until I die, do you understand?"

Jiang Beining gave up struggling, "Why are you bothering? You deserve a better girl, you deserve..."

Shangguan Zhengxun stopped her: "I don't want anyone, I just want you!"

He stretched out his hand to pull her into his arms, put his chin on her shoulder, and said in a low voice: "Master's heart is very small, the small one can only hide you, but if you fall in love with you, you can't hold anyone else."

Jiang Beining closed her eyes and chose to be silent. Shangguan Zhengxun hugged her tightly, as if afraid that if she let go, she would disappear.

"Master Xun, I'm not good enough for you."

"You're wrong." He pressed close to her side, and whispered in her ear, "Bei Ning, in this world, you are the only one worthy of me. I despise anyone except you."

Jiang Bei Ning felt like a stick in her throat: "Master Xun..."

"Okay, don't talk about it." Shangguan Zhengxun let go of her, and he didn't want to hear other euphemistic words of rejection from her mouth, and ordered: "Listen well, liking you is a matter of my brother, and I can catch up with you." It's up to me if I can't catch up."

Jiangbei Ning silently lowered her head and said nothing.

Shangguan Zhengxun rubbed her little head, "Don't be afraid, Ningbao, brother chases you, but he won't force you, brother respects your wishes, but you can't alienate me, you can't ignore brother, okay?"

Jiangbei Ning nodded slightly.

Shangguan Zhengxun stretched his brows and eyes, "Okay, Ningbao, go back to sleep."

Jiang Beining stared at him blankly for a few seconds, turned and left, and within a few steps, her eyes suddenly went dark, she stopped abruptly, stretched out her hand and waved it in fear, and opened her mouth to call, "Master Xun..."

Seeing this, Shangguan Zhengxun ran over and shook her gently, "Ningbao, what's wrong?"

Jiang Beining grabbed his arm and shook his head desperately, and it took a while to slow down, "It's okay, I suddenly lost sight, and now I'm fine again."

Shangguan Zhengxun narrowed his eyes and frowned, "How could this be? Let's go to the hospital for an examination!"

Jiang Beining shook her head: "It's okay, it will be like this before, maybe it's hypoglycemia..."

"How can hypoglycemia be invisible?"

"It's okay." Jiang Beining reassured him, "Don't worry, I'll go to the hospital if it's serious. It's so late now, you can go back."

Shangguan Zhengxun couldn't help her, "Okay, call me as soon as you need anything."

Jiangbei Ning nodded.

.........

On the way back to the dormitory, Shangguan Zhengxun received a call from Shangguan Xichen, and he happily answered, "Brother, are you feeling better?"

"It's much better, don't worry, the doctors say I can go back to China in two weeks."

After a while, Shangguan Xichen asked again: "Zhengxun, what about you, I heard that my mother tore up your admission notice, I apologize to her for you, don't blame her, blame my brother if you want to, it's my fault. "

Shangguan Zhengxun smiled wryly, "Don't worry, I don't blame anyone, it's a foregone conclusion anyway, isn't she wishing for me to have a good life? I fulfilled her wish, I chose a school, it's not very good , but being close to my girl, being able to take care of her, and being by her side is enough."

Shangguan Xichen sighed: "Zhengxun, I'm afraid that if you gamble your youth and life, you will end up with nothing, and I'm afraid you will regret it for the rest of your life..."

"No, even if I lose, I don't regret it." He chuckled lowly: "In this life, it is not easy for me to meet the one who fell in love with me at first sight and treated me sincerely. It is not easy for me to love a game without risking my own life." , this life has been in vain.”

"Well, brother, I won't let you go, but it doesn't matter, education doesn't mean everything, at worst, I will come back to inherit the family property in the future."

Shangguan Zhengxun laughed: "Brother, don't worry about me, you stay well there, call me anytime you need me, and I'll donate bone marrow to you, or drain my blood."

"Do you want to come with me? We haven't seen each other for so long."

"That's no good. I'm going to have a showdown today. I have to go after my baby. I'm going abroad. Then there's nothing we can do."

"Okay, Zhengxun, I've seen through you as an infatuated child. With you, Jiangbei Ning is so big that no one can compare."

Shangguan Xichen suddenly fell silent. After struggling for a while, he finally decided to confess.

After a while, he suddenly said, "Zhengxun, brother, I'm sorry..."

"That year, I was the one who caused grandma to slip and fall downstairs, and the one who killed her, the one who should stand up, be punished and be treated like this by mother should be me, not you."

Shangguan Xichen said in a dry voice: "Because I was timid and selfish, I concealed it. But you clearly knew it was me, and you were framed by me, but you still didn't defend yourself, and you didn't confess me. Instead, you took everything for me. Blame. It’s me, my brother was wrong. For more than ten years, my brother caused you to be misunderstood and targeted by your mother, and you have suffered so much by yourself.”

Shangguan Zhengxun smiled slightly: "It's been so many years, don't mention it, you don't need to apologize, we are brothers, everything I did for you was voluntary, otherwise, I would not have confessed to him at that time No violation."

Shangguan Xichen said with a wry smile: "For more than ten years, I have been a coward and a sinner. I made mistakes and let you bear it for me. I dare not mention it at all. My mother vented her anger on you, and I dare not come forward to clarify. Now , It should be the punishment given to me by God, I deserve to die, I deserve all of this, don’t worry, I will tell everyone to return your innocence.”

"No need." Shangguan Zhengxun said: "Everything is not important anymore, and the damage that has been caused is irreparable. If you confess, it will only add to the guilt of the mother. I have no illusions about maternal love and affection. I I don't even want the love she gave just to make up for it, you better stop talking, you didn't open your mouth that year, but now, do you think you can save anything?"

Shangguan Zhengxun said lightly: "Don't think too much, I really don't blame you, we were young and ignorant at that time, besides, we are brothers, let it pass if it passes."

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(End of this chapter)