Not in love upgrade system

Chapter 76 [Extra Story] Ran Xuerou Died Twice
Based on the cold river water, the girl realized that she was being embraced, and was hugged tightly.

The warmth from zero distance was so hot that the girl, who had not felt this way for a long time, could not adapt to it in a short time.

She struggled to open her eyes in the water, and vaguely saw a young man who was clearly choking on water, but was still trying to drag her to the river bank.

Really, if you can't swim, don't jump down to save people foolishly.Are you an idiot?
Ran Xuerou was helpless, even the mood of wanting to die was completely destroyed.

No way, you can't let this innocent guy die with me, right?

In the swimming class, the girl couldn't be lazy if she had no one to chat and joke with her, so her swimming skills were not bad.

In short, after a lot of effort, the two climbed onto the shore wetly.

"It's too scary. I will definitely learn to swim in the future..."

The young man was still frightened and seemed to be mumbling something.

Oh, you really are an idiot.

Ran Xuerou really wanted to express her feelings at the moment, but unfortunately, it was too difficult for her to be able to communicate proficiently all at once.So she raised her head and didn't utter a single word.

It was an unknown boy who came to his senses and said angrily, "Hey, you are so young...you are so cute, why are you committing suicide? I won't forgive you if I don't explain it properly!"

The hair on his forehead was twisted into strands by the water, making him look quite embarrassed.In this way, the already gloomy boy became even more terrifying.

But strangely, the girl was not afraid at all.

Who are you, why meddle in your own business?Why should I explain it to you - Ran Xuerou didn't think about such thoughts at all.

Because, in such a long sentence, she only heard the word "cute".

I said, you are too boring, there are so many positive words to describe girls in the world, why did you use the word cute?
Did you know that cute is not only used to describe the appearance of a person or thing, it also has the original meaning of "lovable, pleasing".

The girl's head was lowered, and her hair covered her small face, hiding her expression in the darkness.

If you do this, I will misunderstand that I am also a girl who will be liked by others.If it doesn't happen in the end, the hurt in my heart will be several times greater...

So please, don't say that, okay?

Seeing that the girl was not only silent, but also looked downcast, the boy immediately lost his temper.After all, people don't want to live anymore, the mood at the moment must be terrible, why should I blame it.

"My name is Jiang Tian, ​​and I live on the third street in District L. If you have any difficulties, you can come to me." The young man looked embarrassed, rubbed the back of his head and said, "Uh, just take it as your reward for saving my life." .”

Cough cough, it's really embarrassing to save someone, but to be rescued, is there anything more embarrassing than this in the world?

After speaking, he planned to leave, but the girl grabbed him.

"Please... please, give me a reason to live."

The girl suddenly raised her head, there was a little light in the center of her lifeless eyes, as if she was looking forward to something.

Jiang Tian was stunned.

He is just 15 years old, and although everyone says he is a bit more mature than the average person, he is still unable to express his opinion on such a heavy topic as "alive".

"Just... for me?" Jiang Tian hesitated for a while, and said.

"what?"

Xiaoxue couldn't understand what he was talking about at all.

Seeing this, the boy waved his hands again and again, "Ah, don't get me wrong, what I mean is——I even risked my life to save you. Although the process was a bit funny, in the end, didn't you get saved? So, for my efforts, And live..."

"Well, wouldn't it be a bit shameless to say this?"

The boy scratched his cheek with his fingers, a little shy.

This guy seems really troubled.

If... I mean if, if there is a chance to meet her again in the future, I must help her find the meaning of living.

Well, decided.

Jiang Tian subconsciously wrote down this promise.

As for the girl, she began to wonder about another question—is it worth living for this stranger?
"does it worth?"

She was silent for a long time before murmuring.Looking up again, he found that the boy had disappeared.

"does it worth?"

The girl who was obsessed with this question forgot that she was by the river.She foolishly turned her head and wanted to leave, but in the end, she fell into the river again.

This time, she didn't float up.

……

Some people say that a person will die three times in his life:

The first time, when he stopped breathing, stopped beating, it was biologically confirmed that he was dead, he lost the ability to think.

The second time, when he was buried, people came to his funeral, remembering his past and life, and then he died in society, and there will be no place for him in the living world.

The third time is when the last person in the world who remembers him forgets him. Only then can he truly die and die forever.

……

After Ran Xuerou's death, the dark god who had lived in the river for a long time appeared and retained her mind and soul.

Well, in this way, does it count as a death?

The girl doesn't pay much attention to the issue of life and death. After she got an inexplicable system, she didn't rush to upgrade. She still thinks about whether it's worth living for a teenager all day long.

Even if a certain god repeatedly stated that Ran Xuerou died once and no longer belonged to this world, but only to her, the girl still went her own way.

Later, in the small circle of the dark gods, the girl also had the title of "the laziest servant of the gods".

The young girl thought about it for two years.

Two years later, she still hasn't found the answer.

Because of her death, she slowly forgot the memory of her previous life.She forgot her home that might have been demolished, she forgot her high school, she forgot the taste of ice cream, she forgot her sadness.

In her mind, only a certain boy remained.

Two years later, she has been promoted to tenth level.As soon as the mission of the ranks was released, she felt that she might not be able to stay in the world of the dark gods any longer.

[Ascension Task (Soldier Rank)] Within an hour, no longer think about "him" (except sleeping time).

[Task Rewards] Mandatory first-level linkage with the opponent.

"Eh?"

Ran Xuerou was dumbfounded.

What should I do if I don't want that guy?It's not that she's boasting. She can't do this kind of thing, let alone an hour, even a minute or a second.

At this time, even the stupid she finally realized - it's not a question of whether it's worth it or not, she seems to have only him now, right?

"I'm going out to find him."

She makes a request to her god.

"In order to complete the task? Well, but you have to remember that you have lost your own existence due to death. If you are too far away from me, you can only survive for three days at most with the divine protection I gave you. Therefore, come back quickly."

The dark god actually quite likes this silly servant of God.

Therefore, she did not tell the girl about the bet about the upper Goddess not long ago.

Even if she knew that winning the other party would bring her a lot of benefits to the middle god; even if she knew that the girl who had already bonded with the boy would have an advantage—but she felt distressed and might be abandoned again girl.

So she didn't say—

Even if she knew that the girl was heading towards a destiny that could not be changed.

(End of this chapter)