sports eagle

Chapter 33 The Broken Dream
Wang Feipeng returned to school with a small package in his hand. Fang Wen said that Fang Xin left it and asked him to open it after returning to school.Wang Feipeng did not go to the dormitory, but came to the remote woods where he often practiced boxing in the morning and evening, leaned against a tree, and slowly opened the small package. There were only two things in the package, a letter and a red hand string, which was tied A heart-shaped pendant, shiny white, I don't know what material it is made of.

There was nothing on the envelope, but when I pulled out the letter paper, the handwriting was very delicate.

Fei Peng:

By the time you read this letter, I have already left this city. Please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye.

Remember the dream I told you about?When studying, a child in the village was admitted to university, and everyone in the village congratulated him!That was the first young man in our village to be admitted to university. How enviable he was at the time. He dreamed of being a proud man like him, so he studied hard and finally became the first in the class in junior high school. At this time, my parents told me with tears in their eyes. , your parents are in poor health and cannot do heavy work, and the family can only support one child to study. Although you have good grades, your younger brother is a boy. He is still young, so the opportunity can only be left to the younger brother.

The second dream is to go to a big city and earn a lot of money for the family, so that my parents can get rid of poverty and my younger brother can study with peace of mind.But when he came to this city, he worked as a waiter, a tailor, and a worker in a factory. In the end, he was just a clothing shopping guide. He could only solve food and clothing. He and Fang Wen squeezed together in a small small room, enduring endless hardships. The contempt and harassment of the people, the hard work can only save tens of thousands of yuan throughout the year, which is too far from my dream...

My third dream is to find a partner who knows, loves and respects each other.I haven't met the prince in my heart for two years, until you appeared. Although I didn't know each other and love each other, the two hearts collided, which made me feel the existence of the dream in my heart.However, things backfired. My family suddenly asked me to marry a person who didn’t love each other. That was the happiness of my life!I have been fighting and persisting, but I can't resist the weak eyes of my parents, and I can't hold on to my parents crying to me...

Maybe even my dreams can’t come true, but getting acquainted with you is my greatest achievement. The most regrettable thing in life is to easily give up what shouldn’t be given up, and stubbornly insist on what shouldn’t be given up... But life is full of helplessness , we cannot change, and we are powerless to change... Please remember that there is someone walking on the beach with you, let time stay at the moment when you and I are together...

Wang Feipeng silently raised her head and leaned against the tree trunk. What an excellent girl, she has a very ordinary and ordinary dream, but there are huge gaps that cannot be bridged. Too much helplessness made the girl fall deeply, unable to extricate herself.

How much I want to find her, tell her that I must stick to my dream, there will always be a day when the clouds will bloom and the sun will rise, but when he asked her home address, Fang Wen told him that Fang Xin specifically told him not to go to her, if he went It will only cause irreparable damage to her and her family.Wang Feipeng stared blankly at Fang Wen and asked why?Fang Wen just said lightly, "Her family has received a gift of 30 yuan. If you can bring 50 yuan, I will take you back to find her!" Wang Feipeng was speechless for a while, and Fang Wen continued: "If you don't 50, and looking for her recklessly will only make everyone poke her back, even if you are good at it, you will not be able to defeat the siege of the whole village, because that is the rule of our village."

Returning to the dormitory in a daze, facing lunch time, all three of them were there. Seeing him pale and in a daze, the fat man came up and put his arms around his shoulders, "I didn't come home last night and was dumped by my girlfriend? It's okay, we all People who have experienced big winds and waves, what kind of romance has never been seen? What kind of ruthlessness has never been experienced? Don't give up the whole forest for a tree. We all have a sacred mission, which is to soak up those princess girls , don’t be sluggish, get up wherever you fall.”

Wang Feipeng ignored them and went straight to the bed, lying down in a daze. Sun Lin sighed, "Oh, another fallen prince. Our dormitory has become a specialist in lovelorn affairs. Let's go and eat. Don't worry about him. You will get up on your own." "

The three of them returned to the dormitory after eating, and seeing Wang Feipeng lying on the bed without moving, the thin man couldn't help shaking his head, "The lovelorn man is so cute, come to eat, the lovelorn relief meal."

Wang Feipeng took the lunch with a wry smile, unable to take a bite.

The next day, I received a call from Fang Wen, and I took the train home at noon. I might not come to Shanghai again in the future, so I bid farewell to him.Wang Feipeng hung up the phone, jumped up from the bed suddenly, ran all the way to the subway station, took two subways, and came to Shanghai Railway Station. This is the place where he first came to Shanghai. At that time, two girls, Fang Xin and Fang Wen, were in front of him. Leading the way, I and my father followed behind, laughing and laughing along the way, happy and happy, but it has only been more than a month, but things have changed, and good fortune has made people!
When I came to the waiting hall, I saw a girl in the middle of the hall from a distance, with short hair, wearing a red coat, a black skirt, blue tight wool socks, golden high heels, and a pink scarf. Beautiful, but stretched out her hands and circled gently along the suitcase in the center of the hall, attracting many animals around to stretch their necks to watch, whispering incessantly.

Wang Feipeng walked to the girl and gently pulled her, "Fang Wen, let me see you off..."

Fang Wen stared up, did not speak, suddenly hugged Fang Xin as tightly as before, and Wang Feipeng gently stroked her hair, "You can only find a solution to anything if you face it."

Fang Wen didn't speak, she hugged him quietly, and then she slowly let go when the sound of ticket checking sounded, and she took the trolley case and walked towards the ticket gate, Wang Feipeng watched silently, until she disappeared in the crowd, it took a long time to recover...

The whole afternoon after returning from the train station, Wang Feipeng lay on the bed in the dormitory without moving, without the heartbreaking feeling of being broken in love, feeling like losing the most beloved baby.Maybe the two of them will go one step further and become the kind of lovers who depend on each other and love each other, but after all, they are still one step away.What hurts Wang Feipeng is that when facing friends who are not lovers, when they fall into a critical moment where they cannot decide their own life, how much they need someone to stand up and give strong support and care, but there is none!And he has no ability to help them at all, and it is far-fetched to even comfort them. In the final analysis, he is still not strong enough. If he is able to reach the sky and have a lot of money, he can easily solve the problem, but now he still has to worry about food expenses every day. In the face of these, I can only sigh in amazement!
I remember Zhang Xiaojie, my best friend in high school, said that university is actually a hall of honor with an aperture that attracts countless moths. Unless they do research and gain knowledge, the vast majority of math students have to find a job by themselves after graduation. They have to work hard on their own step by step. It is difficult to get ahead in the sky. !Only by doing your own thing, following your own path, and starting a business with difficulty, can you build your own world!

Wang Feipeng felt more and more that it made sense for him not to be a best friend in the college entrance examination. Now he is that moth. If he followed the steps, he would have to look for a job after graduating from university in four years. If he was lucky, he could find a company with a salary of several thousand yuan a month. , or it is the civil servant or postgraduate entrance examination, the intrigue of civil servants, stepping on other people's shoulders to climb up, it makes people get goosebumps, and the postgraduate entrance examination is a point of no return. Even if you study hard and get lucky in the entrance examination, that means I was in school before the age of 25, squandering my best youth like this, and there is no salary, no bonus, no extra money, and my father who earns 2 yuan a month at home pays for my living expenses!

There are three ways to go to university: to work after graduation, to take the civil service examination, and to take the postgraduate entrance examination. All of them are crossing a single-plank bridge with thousands of troops. If you are not careful, you will fall off and drown. If you want to take root in a big city, buy a house, buy a car, and find a wife, it is all a luxury. The more I think about it, the future looks bleak.After a long time, a bright light suddenly illuminated the darkness in the daze. The little light became brighter and brighter, and it was dazzling in an instant, just like a drowning person grabbing a rope. Wang Feipeng slammed the bed, and the whole body was stunned. The bed shook for a while, and the thin man playing the game was so frightened that his hands trembled. He was killed by his opponent with a big move. He couldn't help looking at him with contempt, and shouted: "It's amazing to be broken up! Wait until I catch a few more girls and call them together." Get them together, abandon them all at once, and let them cry together. Then I will laugh wildly! Hahaha..."

"Those who have never been in love should go aside and cool off..."

(End of this chapter)