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Chapter 170 HIV (3)

The next morning, after Zhang Ming woke up, he ordered a takeaway as usual, swiped his phone for a while, and continued playing games after eating.

He hasn't been in touch with anyone for a long time. Since he got sick, he broke up with his girlfriend. At the beginning, his girlfriend came to him a few times, but then he lost contact. The same goes for friends and colleagues, except at the beginning During that time, there were people who came to visit me, but I haven't seen them for a long time now.

Zhang Ming doesn't feel resentful. After all, this is a very terrible disease. Everyone is afraid of contagion. Although AIDS is not so easy to infect, and it can't be transmitted through the air, but ask yourself, you may not be willing to follow it if you change yourself. People with AIDS have too many contacts, just in case.

I only blame myself for my bad luck.

It is precisely because of understanding that he has been living alone all the time in silence, and he does not usually contact other people. Even his parents try not to meet each other. On the one hand, he is afraid that the disease will be transmitted to his parents. Become a burden to parents, after all, I have a younger brother
During this period of time, Zhang Ming has been thinking a lot. For example, he thinks the second-child policy is very good. It’s like preparing a trumpet when playing a game. It's really over.

For his future life, he has made quite detailed plans. With the income from the online shop minus the rent, the remaining money is enough for what kind of life he can live, how much he can spend every day, what he can eat and drink, and even what he can afford. He has calculated how many megabytes of broadband he has. Since he doesn't have the courage to end his life, he still has to live, right?

Usually, Zhang Baitian should be completely immersed in the game, but today, for some reason, he always accidentally gave away the head, was scolded by his teammates several times, and he threw his phone aside in anger.

Of course he knew why he was like this, it was all because of the man yesterday who said something inexplicable, which made him think about it involuntarily.

What would it be like if there was a place full of AIDS patients?
Is that quarantine?Or, is it heaven?
What is the difference between my current life and isolation?I don't want to go out. Apart from not wanting to infect others, why isn't it because I don't want to endure other people's strange eyes and sympathetic attitudes?
Zhang Ming knows that the incubation period of AIDS is very long, and some lucky people may not even get sick for more than ten years, but no matter how long the incubation period is, they will still get sick after all. The high cost of treatment and the painful living conditions will make people suffer from HIV. Few people can bear it all the time. The vast majority of AIDS patients are very miserable after the onset of the disease, and there is no quality of life at all.

If there is such a community to live in, it should be better than it is now
But why?Why do people spend so much money helping AIDS patients?You must know that it cannot be done with hundreds of thousands or millions, it is definitely astronomical!
Is there really anyone in this world who just wants to do good?Impossible, people always want to do something, whether it is fame or profit, Zhang Ming has never met a person who does not want anything.

But what can he gain from AIDS patients?

Fraud insurance?Impossible, insurance does not cover AIDS.

Drawing money?Those who are really rich are sure that they live well. Who would go to that kind of AIDS community?
So it can only be the name of the picture?What good could such fame do him?

Zhang Ming thought about it for a long time, and the more he thought about it, the more confused he became. He patted his head and decided not to think about it, but take a nap and play games.
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"Mr. Chen, aren't you going to see him today?"

From Fang Fang's point of view, Chen Ming seemed to be a completely changed person since he was discharged from the hospital this time. The original routine of daily work and rest was gone. Not a lot.

Anyway, the sunny life before has completely changed. Today, Chen Ming slept until 01:30 noon, and then let himself bring breakfast to the room, and started eating without washing his face.

"Let him think about it for another day. If he doesn't call me at noon tomorrow, I'll go to him again. This is no small matter, and people have to think about it."

Chen Ming still felt a little headache. He drank a lot last night and didn't go to sleep until after five in the morning. It seemed that he had to catch up on sleep after dinner.

Fang Fang hesitated for a long time, but still mustered up the courage to say: "Mr. Chen, why don't we go out for a while, you sleep too much during the day and can't sleep at night."

Chen Ming looked at her and said with a smile, "What you said is the same as my mother."

Fang Fang was speechless, not knowing what to say.

A few minutes later, Chen Ming finished his lunch and continued to sleep. Fang Fang had no choice but to go back to her room to play on her mobile phone. She knew that Lu Yuhan's death had brought a great blow to Chen Ming, but she wanted to comfort her but didn't know what to do. That's right, and she always remembered that Li Menglin had told her not to mention the word Lu Yuhan again.

Perhaps, we can only let time dilute the sadness
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People are like this, if you have never had a thought, you will be fine, but once you have a thought, you will be unable to restrain it and always remember it. Zhang Ming is in this state now. He can’t fall asleep in bed. , As soon as I closed my eyes, I remembered what Chen Ming said, let's get up and play the game, but I couldn't get into it, honestly, I was absent-minded.

He kept telling himself that it was impossible, telling himself that Chen Ming must want to get something, that it is impossible for a pie to fall from the sky, but he couldn't control his thoughts, and always accidentally began to imagine that if he lived in a world full of love What happens when there are people with AIDS.
There is no discrimination, no inequality, everyone is the same, you can work boldly and even fall in love with confidence.
Society is like this, no matter what the problem or flaw is, once everyone is the same, then the problem doesn't exist.
Zhang Ming looked at the business card on the coffee table several times, and there was Chen Ming's phone number on it, should he make this call?He didn't know, he was afraid that he was too naive, too stupid, maybe people were just talking casually?Perhaps there are many other additional conditions?Or maybe it's not as good as I thought it would be
By coincidence, he opened the search page on the computer and entered the name he heard yesterday - Siyou Charity Association.

I don’t know if I don’t search, but I found out that there are so many news about this charity on the Internet, such as building roads, building schools, funding cancer patients and children who have no money to go to school.
It seems that this Chen Ming is really a good person?
(End of this chapter)