Myriad Realms Exchange Machine

Chapter 173 It's Like a Big Dream

Bekas and the Tiandao card panda were entangled together, and a huge explosion erupted from the huge energy.

"I can't help it! I can only use the technique of reincarnation!" Qiutong said in a deep voice, watching the energy of the explosion sweeping towards him.

She stretched out her hand to open the space, then pulled out an energy force field and pushed Li Yu into it.

"What are you going to do?" Li Yu looked at Qiutong and said in shock.

"I want to save you!" Qiutong replied: "If both planes are allowed to be exposed to energy waves, both planes will die! I am an immortal, and I may have a glimmer of hope, but you can't! I must save You! I will never let you perish like this!"

"No! Let's go together!" Li Yu grabbed Qiutong.

"I don't need mother-in-law at this time! I will use the technique of reincarnation from the dirty soil to find a new body for you! Then you have to remember, I will definitely go to you!" After Qiutong finished speaking, she couldn't help but turn Li Yu In an instant, it was pushed into the space-time crack that he had split.

Li Yu only felt dizzy for a while, and then opened his eyes.

When she woke up again, Li Yu found herself lying in a completely strange room, wearing strange clothes, breathing a completely strange air, and reading a strange book.

There are memories in his brain that don't belong to him at all, making him in a trance for a while.

He remembered that Qiutong said that he would come to him, but now he was reborn in the body of another Li Yu with the same name and surname as him.

Now, some memories that originally belonged to Li Yu began to blur, and another voice appeared in his body, making him somewhat involuntarily think that he was no longer the former Li Yu, but the new Li Yu now.

It is said that in psychodynamic theory, the id, ego and superego are proposed by psychoanalyst Freud's structural theory, and are the three major parts of the spirit. In 1923, Freud proposed related concepts to explain the formation and interrelationship of consciousness and subconsciousness.

The id is innate and the basis of the personality structure, and the ego and superego will develop on the basis of the id in the future.

The id, located at the bottom of the personality structure, is an energy system composed of innate instincts, including various needs.

The id has a strong primal impulse force, which Freud called libido.The id is unconscious, irrational and chaotic.

The id follows only one principle—the principle of pleasure, which means pursuing individual biological needs such as satiation of food and avoiding pain.

Freud believed that the maximum influence of the pleasure principle is in the infant period, which is also the time when the id thought is most prominent.

Li Yu felt that she was in a somewhat self-centered state now.

The fate of the Son of Heaven makes him feel heavy, but now he has a chance to be a normal person again, so why not do it?

Although Qiutong said that he would come to him again, the time in the sky and the earth are different, who knows when Qiutong will come to him.

In just a few minutes, Li Yu had already made a decision.

He wants to play Li Yu in this different world, and temporarily seal up his original memory until Qiu Tong comes to him again.

Then, Li Yu absorbed the memory of this body.

It turned out that when his current body was 20 years old, he was involved in a car accident.

The car accident took away his parents and left him with bruises and incurable migraines.

For many years after that, Li Yu didn't have the slightest joy of surviving the disaster in his heart, only endless doubts.

He pressed his forehead and asked himself when he dreamed countless nights: "Why was I the one who survived that day? What is the meaning of my life?"

Now, Li Yu is 28 years old, and he often has auditory hallucinations in his ears, and his vision will suddenly become blurred.

After going to the hospital for an examination, the doctor came to a conclusion.

"The last time you were in a car accident, you had three pieces of broken glass in your head. Over the years, your migraines are caused by glass 'crawling' in your head."

"Now, the glass shards have pressed your nerves, and you can only take them out with surgery."

"It's just that this kind of operation is extremely risky. If it fails, you may be brain dead."

Faced with such a result, Li Yu just asked calmly: "What if I give up the operation?"

The doctor was stunned for three seconds, and replied: "Then you can only treat conservatively, but you will gradually lose your vision and hearing, and eventually even lead to paralysis."

"Well, then give up."

"you sure?"

"After all, I managed to survive. If I die unconsciously on the operating table again, it would be more comfortable for me to go home and lie on the sofa listening to music and wait for death."

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Coming out of the hospital, Li Yu suddenly felt his whole body lighten.

Promotion and salary increase, tearing up the office... These things that once occupied most of his life are like thick paint, gradually peeling off from him.

As a result, there was an endless flow of people, all in color, but Li Yu was left with only black and white.

Think about yourself struggling to live with scars on your back, thinking that you will finally find the meaning of life.In fact, I just lived myself into a symbol according to the appearance of other people, a screw that can be replaced at any time.

If life is always like this, how boring it would be.

Next, Li Yu quit his job, did not tell anyone where he was going, and went back to the place where he lived as a child alone.

He was born in a small town in the urban-rural fringe of Linhai City in the south. When housing prices skyrocketed a few years ago, his parents had the foresight to buy a two-story house in the town, thinking that Li Yu would get married in the future. Sometimes the second floor can be used as a wedding room.

But now, things are different.

The small building has no popularity because it has been unoccupied for many years, and the furniture inside is also covered with dust.

Cleaning up, re-connecting water and electricity, and going to the supermarket to buy some daily necessities, Li Yu finished all these step by step, only to feel a faint ache in her body after not exercising for a long time.

What's worse, the auditory hallucinations echoing in his ears became more intense again.

Li Yu decided to go downstairs for a walk, blowing the long-lost sea breeze in this seaside town.

According to his childhood memory, he walked across the streets towards the sea, silently all the way.The neighbors around have already changed into unfamiliar faces, and Li Yu has no interest in saying hello and getting to know each other again.

Unexpectedly, the familiar road came to an end after only a short walk.

Ahead was a large demolition area, where construction waste randomly piled up spread from the road into the sea, covering Li Yu's sightlines.

"In this way, it's a bit of a disappointment."

Li Yu muttered, but when he turned his head, he saw a dark-skinned boy pushing a tricycle standing by the side of the road.

There was a cardboard box on the boy's tricycle, with a few large characters written in chalk on it, "clearance, thirty per box".And the young man was holding a book, looking down at it engrossed.

Li Yu looked at the cardboard box, and the auditory hallucinations in his ears suddenly became smaller.

Then, he walked towards the tricycle, and gradually recalled that there used to be a bookstore where the boy and the tricycle were.

It was a very old bookstore. When I was young, I spent a large part of my time in the bookstore.

But now, there is only a ruined wall left on the location where the bookstore used to be.A dark-skinned teenager is sitting on his tricycle, selling a few old books in cardboard boxes.

Li Yu glanced at the old books in the cardboard box. They were all online novels.

He didn't communicate much with the boy, and after taking out 30 yuan in cash from his pocket, he took these slightly yellowed books back to his home.

"I haven't read online novels for many years." Li Yu returned home, slumped on the sofa and said to himself.

When he was still on campus, he had nothing to do every day, enjoying himself indulging in online novels.After I started working, I gradually left this hobby behind.

It doesn't feel bad to pick up this hobby now.

Li Yu randomly took out a book from the cardboard box, but found something unusual.

This book is very new, as if it just came out of the assembly line, without any creases or stains, and it doesn't fit in with the old books with yellowed paper in the cardboard box.

And on the pure white cover of the book, there is no title of the book, only a golden number "0" can be seen.

Li Yu was very sure that when he bought this box of old books, there was absolutely no book in his hand in the box.

"Strange, when did this book get into the box?"

Li Yu opened the book in his hand, flipped through it quickly, and found something even stranger.

A book as thick as Xinhua Dictionary, but there is not even a word in the whole book.

There is no author's name, no publisher information, no batch number, and apart from the "0" on the cover, there is not even a barcode.

"Is this not a book, but a picture album?"

Li Yu thought about it, picked up a pen on the table, wrote his name on the blank paper on the first page of the book, and carefully drew a stick figure of a little butterfly next to his name.

"Since it's a drawing album, then use it to draw if you have nothing to do."

Just when Li Yu made the last stroke, a crisp "click" sound appeared in Li Yu's brain.

As if in the dark, the boundary of something was drawn by his pen tip.

"Huh? Auditory hallucinations?" Li Yu propped his forehead, thinking that his old problem had relapsed.

He closed his eyes for a moment, and when he opened his eyes again, he found that the name he had written on the book was gradually blurred, faded and disappeared.

And when Li Yu's signature completely disappeared, a strange feeling also appeared in Li Yu's heart, as if there was an inseparable connection between him and this book.

Then, the little butterfly painted with simple strokes became more colorful.

According to Li Yu's understanding, the butterfly's wings began to be covered with gorgeous lines and patterns, and curly tentacles and knobby limbs grew at the same time.

Then, Li Yu saw with his own eyes that the wings of the butterfly painted on the page vibrated slightly.

(End of this chapter)