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Chapter 148
Chapter 148
Since waking up, Zhiyue has felt dazed every day. Some of the people who appeared in front of her seemed familiar, while others were unfamiliar. Why were they dressed like this? Where was I? I felt like I was asleep. It's been a long time, and I feel like I've been in the dark for a long time, as if I haven't seen the sun for a long time. The sudden light makes me feel like my eyes are going to go blind.
Who saved me?
I'm afraid of those people, am I not an ordinary courier?I seem to remember that I am a delivery person, but the address of my delivery is different from that of others. It is the bamboo whistle made of jade, because after I accidentally picked up the whistle, my mobile phone I just received an inexplicable text message, asking me to go to a place called Qihuo Store to pick up the order placed by the customer, and then send it to a place called Dazhufeng. I have never heard of that place, and I can’t find it on Baidu Maps. That place, I don't know where to send it, but they pay me a high commission, I want to help my husband relieve his life stress and financial pressure, so I have to try to find this place, I don't want to I missed such a good opportunity to make money. I haven’t worked for a while. Before Li Xiu said that he wanted to do something by himself, I resigned to help him, but he suddenly didn’t want to start his own business. He read the news and said that now The income of food delivery and courier is very good, so he decided to engage in this industry. He said that it is much easier than starting a business by himself, so I can’t say much, I can only support him. He has always been a person with many ideas. At that time, many of his whims made me a little confused, but we are a family, and I can only support him. I don’t blame him for being like this. After all, he grew up with the elderly at home since he was a child. The old man is also very tolerant of him because he doesn't have parents by his side, so his willfulness is also caused by his family environment.
So I can't blame him, I knew what kind of family environment he was from the moment I chose him.Since I chose him without hesitation at the beginning, even if he made our life unsatisfactory because of his willfulness, I can only support him unconditionally and trust him.But to be honest, sometimes I feel very tired and want to plan my life according to my own wishes.But on this point, I will never agree with him.Forget it, at least he still loves me.I decided to spend these few years with him to live the life he wanted. As long as there is no problem with our relationship, then all the suffering in front of us will not be a problem.
I remember that after I went to the futures store to pick up the goods, the boss told me that there was a wooden door upstairs. Through that wooden door, I could reach my delivery address. I thought this was amazing.I have read a lot of science fiction novels or time-travel novels before, but when all this really happened to me, I suddenly felt like I was in a dream.A message urging express delivery came from my phone. It seemed that the people over there couldn't wait any longer. I didn't know whether I should go through this wooden door. I always felt that once I went through, my life would be completely rewritten. Should I tell Li Xiu about this? But if I tell him, my income will be higher than his. Will it hurt his self-esteem again?Forget it, I'd better do this job for a while to see if it's a blessing or a curse and then decide whether to tell him or not.Maybe after I save the down payment for the house we want to buy, I can tell him as a surprise. During this time, he was also very unhappy because of work, so I don’t want to give him any extra money. Worried.
Let's go and have a look first, maybe things are not as bad as I imagined, maybe this is my luck.
Unexpectedly, through that wooden door, I came to an ancient world. The clothes of the people here are so strange. I couldn’t understand what they said at first, but I don’t know why, it seems that after a while, my head It's like having a translator, which can translate some of the words they say that I can't understand at all into words that I can understand, and the most amazing thing is that they can understand what I said.I seem to have seen such a plot in a time-travel novel before.This was really amazing and unexpected. I was suddenly a little excited. Not everyone has the opportunity to experience such a life experience.
I remember when I gave the goods to the guy who went over there to place the order.He was not surprised at all when he saw me for the first time. Judging by the clothes I was wearing and the way they were dressed here, I was simply a different kind of person, but he didn’t seem to be surprised by my attire at all. Doesn't even bother me at all, as if they've been buying things in our world for a long time.So when he saw me delivering something, he just took the goods smoothly, and then clicked on a mirror to confirm receipt.It turns out that what is connected to our world is actually a mirror. It is not so much a mirror, it is actually a bronze mirror when it is not activated, but once they want to use it to buy things, this mirror is a bit like ours The world's computers, and the purchased software is like a certain treasure.
What exactly is going on?I feel more and more curious, but I don't know, how to describe my current feelings?After sending them something for the first time, I went back to the wooden door.Because it was the first time I went there, I was also very scared, so I came back immediately. The boss greeted me with a smile when he saw me coming back. It seems that the boss knows a lot about this bronze mirror. , I wanted to ask him, but the boss didn't.He didn't mean to say anything more to me, so I couldn't ask any more questions, and I didn't know if I would receive this order tomorrow, so I looked at mine.There are suddenly more bank cards, and the increased deposit amount due to sending this order today, I suddenly laughed. According to this speed, I should be able to earn the money I hoped for soon.I really want to tell Li Xiu the good news, but I have to hold back.
I remember that I delivered a courier for a long time in the ancient world.But suddenly one day the people there started looking for people to ask me about the channels. I didn’t know if those were good people or bad people, and I didn’t know how to explain my relationship with the same sex to them.But I still want to make money, so every time I receive an order, I send the goods quickly, and then return it immediately, as if someone in their world is looking for me, I am very scared.One day because of Li Xiu's birthday, I was busy preparing birthday gifts and birthday surprises for him all day, and it turned out.In the evening, I sent them the courier they wanted.It is indeed because I was busy with my own affairs all day long and suddenly forgot about it. It was almost 12 o'clock when I sent it over. This time the past was different from the past. Feeling breathless, the whole body is exhausted, I suddenly found that my body is rapidly failing, my hands become wrinkled, like the hands of an old woman, I reflected the light on the screen of the mobile phone, and saw my face suddenly Becoming an old man, I was terrified, so I hurried back to the wooden door, and after passing through the wooden door, I immediately went to look in the mirror and found that I had returned to my original appearance, as if I had been there time to stay.After 12 o'clock in the evening, my body will age faster.I guess I can't go there for more than a whole day each time, if it exceeds, my life should be in danger.
On this day, I received another order for something that the little girl on Dazhu Peak wanted to buy. After I delivered the things to her, I suddenly found that someone was following me.It was a man in black and covered his face. I didn't know him, but I found that he followed me for a long time.I have a pretty good relationship with the girl from Dazhu Peak, and I also promised to teach her some of the dressing styles of our era. But that day I found someone following me, and I was really panicked.After I told all this to the girl, the girl promised to wait for me in front of the wooden door every day, and then send me back to my world every day. In this way, I spent another period of time safely under his protection, but this day he Because a person named Zhang Xiaofan made a mistake, he wanted to deliver food to him, so he asked me to deliver the goods to them and left quickly.I was actually kidnapped.The person who kidnapped me claimed to be from Nanjiang Village.They want me to help them steal the bronze mirror from Qingyunmen, I don't want to get involved in these disputes.I am well aware of the significance of this bronze mirror and myself to this era.As long as someone owns a bronze mirror, and I want to deliver goods for them, then that person can become the overlord in this era.But I think the people in Qingyunmen just use this bronze mirror to buy some simple daily necessities. I think this is enough. The tranquility and peace of this era do not need to be changed by the bronze mirror.But these people told me that Tong Jing was originally theirs. I didn't know what was going on. I didn't want to participate, but they threatened me and asked me to help them show their sympathy.Fortunately, their clan leader is quite humane. I told him that I didn't want to participate in all this, but I promised him that once they gain respect, I will do my best to help them, so he let me go. , but it didn't take long for me to be arrested again, this time by the person who arrested me.City Garden is different from the people who caught me last time. This time they caught me and locked me in a dark room.They also asked me to help them steal someone of the same sex, but I didn't agree, so they said they would lock me up until I knew I agreed. I was scared because I couldn't stay here too long, otherwise I would die here.I begged them, I told them I couldn't stay here too long, but they didn't believe me at all.I see the time is coming to May 5 o'clock, I can't help it, I think you will.I haven't had time to tell him about these bizarre encounters. If I die here like this, what will he do?He doesn't even know where I am, what should I do?No one came to save me, darkness and loneliness and fear enveloped me.I think I'm screwed this time.
Sure enough, time passed by like this. After 1 o'clock, my body has begun to age rapidly, and I have become an old man again, and I am getting older and feel like I will soon cry because of Liu Jingdeng. The moment before I was about to die, someone rushed into the dungeon and rescued me. The one who saved me was the patriarch who asked me to help them steal out and enter together. Only he believed that I could not stay in this place for more than 12 hours. Yes, he can't help seeing me like that.Just when I wanted to tell him to let him tell my husband for me, I died like that. I could feel my soul leaving my body.I'm surrounded by my physical body, I want to go back to my physical body, but no matter how hard I try, there is no way to go back.I floated in front of the wooden door, and wanted to reach out to open the wooden door and return to my world, but I was just a ray of soul, and there was no way to touch the handle of the wooden door. I couldn't go back, I was trapped in the I will never go back to this ancient world.Just when I was feeling helpless, someone suddenly stood behind me with a magic lamp.That is, for a moment, I was sucked in, and I entered the magic lamp.It's so scary there, you can't see your fingers.Later, I asked those people where this is?They told me that this is the underworld, oh my god, I actually came to Sister Min, there really is this place, I saw a beautiful person serving a bowl of soup for everyone there, and let them drink it one by one.Later I found out that it was Mengpo soup.It turned out that I really died in this world.I miss my husband, although I often stumble with him because of some small things in life, but I still miss him very much, and I want to go back and tell him everything I have experienced.what do I do?I don't belong to this world, I shouldn't appear here at all, and I shouldn't die here. I beg those people to let me go and tell them that I don't belong here.But they all thought I was crazy. They told me that all the people who came here always tried various reasons and methods to leave here, but it was of no avail. They told me to accept my fate, how should I accept my fate.Just when I desperately resisted them and wanted to return to the entrance I came in, my body suddenly seemed to be sucked away by something.I suddenly became a little delirious.It's like a part of my soul is missing.Someone must have taken away part of my soul in order to save me.Is it the patriarch who risked his life to save me?Just like that, I suddenly fainted in the underworld. When I opened my eyes, my body seemed to be split into two parts.I was able to clearly feel that I could see Li Xiu. I saw him looking for me all over the world in our world and calling me frantically.Then he freaked out when he saw me.He asked me where I went, and I didn't know how to tell him, where I went, but he seemed to be going to work soon, I wanted to tell him what I had experienced, so I followed him to work, but Just when I was about to open my mouth to tell him everything that happened to me, a big truck drove towards me.I saw him crying, crying heartbreakingly, what's going on?Did I die again?This time I died in my own world, I should be completely finished, I can never go back, I saw Li Xiu hugging my body and kept crying, I wanted to tell him it was not true, I'm not dead yet, I'm not here, I'm in another world, but no matter how I talk to him or grab him, he doesn't feel it.And the other part of my perception can clearly feel that I was taken to an isolated island by those people in the underworld. On that isolated island, I was dispatched to a former dilapidated house in a small forest. I was afraid of those ghosts since I was a child. But there are all those ghosts everywhere, and I'm terrified.
Those ghosts always appear around me inadvertently, and they scare me so much that I dare not close my eyes, or dare not open them at all.I went on like this for days without sleep until I was on the verge of collapse, which was really painful.I want to drink Mengpo soup, I want to start my life again, I want to give up, but the 4 people told me that my name is not in the book of life and death, I am just a lonely ghost, not even eligible for reincarnation , I am completely desperate, I stay in my little black room every day, I don’t go anywhere, I eat the roots and bark around me when I am hungry.I drink rainwater when I am thirsty.For the first time, I experienced the feeling of despair, the feeling of having no way to change, no way to choose, and starting all over again. It really makes life worse than death. Gradually, I have no hope. I just want to stay in this dark world. Every day when I wake up, I fall asleep and I am safe. People here think I am a weirdo, so no one of them wants to talk to me. This is the best, and I don’t want to talk to them. I regret it. I should go to earn this money, I hurt myself and I hurt Li Xiu, now Li Xiu thinks I'm dead, he won't come to me again.I'm stuck here and I can't get out, what should I do?But I always feel it.My flesh is not yet corrupt.It's just that now I can't go back to my physical body.
As if after a long wait, a man actually said he would come to save me.When this man appeared in front of my eyes.I can no longer tell whether he is a human or a ghost. I am terrified, and no one has spoken to me for several months.I forgot how to talk to people.All around me were either horrible ghosts or scary spirits.I don't know whether this person is scary or safe. I was screaming and shoving crazily. I didn't want anyone to talk to me.My life is bad enough, I don't want him to change any more, I accept my fate, just stay in this time and space as a lonely ghost.But why did this person come to me?Who is he?He said he knew me.I seem to have forgotten a lot of things, and I can't remember who this person is, but looking into his eyes, I feel very familiar.He said he was going to take me away, should I believe him?
It seemed that I had slept for a very long time, and when I woke up, the faint light hurt my eyes.I smell the smell of soil and the fragrance of flowers, which is a breath I haven't dared to receive for a long time.They said I came back to life, it was that man again, he grabbed me excitedly again, and I backed down and screamed crazily.I can't control myself, in fact I am happy, but I can't control it.What I want to say, what I think in my heart, what I think in my head and what I express, there is no way to synchronize at all. I want to ask who he is, and why he wants to save me, but what my body responds to is only Crazy screaming and pushing, what the hell is going on here?I thought I should go back to my world to get better, luckily this person was able to bring me back to my world.From this point of view, this person has been helping me all the time, so I should trust him.So every time I see him, I feel full of security in my heart, I only believe in him, and I see those people in strange clothes again, I am afraid of this world, and I never want to come to this world place.Back in my own world, the man sent me to the hospital.I remember this world with doctors and nurses.They saw a doctor and gave me injections and medicines. I knew they were doing it for my own good, and I wanted to cooperate with them, but this body was resisting.I seem to be awake only a few hours a day, and most of the time I don't know what I'm doing. When I'm awake, I can chat with them calmly, but when I'm not awake, I don't know what I'm doing.It was a horrible feeling.
Just like that, I spent some time in the hospital again.I have gradually begun to lose sight of everything around me, but I clearly remember everything I experienced in the ancient world and what is going on. The longer time goes by, the more I forget.Until now I just want to go back to the ancient world, that's where I should be.Who are these people in my life now?who I am?Where am I?I remember that I have a husband. Where is my husband? I want to find him.I'm going to tell him how terrible this all is.But can anyone help me? I can't fully express my thoughts. What I say is completely different from what I think.
Why is someone feeding me those bitter things every day?Why are they trying to catch me when I'm screaming like crazy, why do I just want to sleep every day?Days like this are so painful that I want to wake up and sleep.I don't want to wake up, who can save me?Who can take me back?I felt that I was sick, very sick, and no one could cure me.This body and my soul are totally incompatible.What I remember one minute, I forget the next minute.what do I do?
(End of this chapter)
Since waking up, Zhiyue has felt dazed every day. Some of the people who appeared in front of her seemed familiar, while others were unfamiliar. Why were they dressed like this? Where was I? I felt like I was asleep. It's been a long time, and I feel like I've been in the dark for a long time, as if I haven't seen the sun for a long time. The sudden light makes me feel like my eyes are going to go blind.
Who saved me?
I'm afraid of those people, am I not an ordinary courier?I seem to remember that I am a delivery person, but the address of my delivery is different from that of others. It is the bamboo whistle made of jade, because after I accidentally picked up the whistle, my mobile phone I just received an inexplicable text message, asking me to go to a place called Qihuo Store to pick up the order placed by the customer, and then send it to a place called Dazhufeng. I have never heard of that place, and I can’t find it on Baidu Maps. That place, I don't know where to send it, but they pay me a high commission, I want to help my husband relieve his life stress and financial pressure, so I have to try to find this place, I don't want to I missed such a good opportunity to make money. I haven’t worked for a while. Before Li Xiu said that he wanted to do something by himself, I resigned to help him, but he suddenly didn’t want to start his own business. He read the news and said that now The income of food delivery and courier is very good, so he decided to engage in this industry. He said that it is much easier than starting a business by himself, so I can’t say much, I can only support him. He has always been a person with many ideas. At that time, many of his whims made me a little confused, but we are a family, and I can only support him. I don’t blame him for being like this. After all, he grew up with the elderly at home since he was a child. The old man is also very tolerant of him because he doesn't have parents by his side, so his willfulness is also caused by his family environment.
So I can't blame him, I knew what kind of family environment he was from the moment I chose him.Since I chose him without hesitation at the beginning, even if he made our life unsatisfactory because of his willfulness, I can only support him unconditionally and trust him.But to be honest, sometimes I feel very tired and want to plan my life according to my own wishes.But on this point, I will never agree with him.Forget it, at least he still loves me.I decided to spend these few years with him to live the life he wanted. As long as there is no problem with our relationship, then all the suffering in front of us will not be a problem.
I remember that after I went to the futures store to pick up the goods, the boss told me that there was a wooden door upstairs. Through that wooden door, I could reach my delivery address. I thought this was amazing.I have read a lot of science fiction novels or time-travel novels before, but when all this really happened to me, I suddenly felt like I was in a dream.A message urging express delivery came from my phone. It seemed that the people over there couldn't wait any longer. I didn't know whether I should go through this wooden door. I always felt that once I went through, my life would be completely rewritten. Should I tell Li Xiu about this? But if I tell him, my income will be higher than his. Will it hurt his self-esteem again?Forget it, I'd better do this job for a while to see if it's a blessing or a curse and then decide whether to tell him or not.Maybe after I save the down payment for the house we want to buy, I can tell him as a surprise. During this time, he was also very unhappy because of work, so I don’t want to give him any extra money. Worried.
Let's go and have a look first, maybe things are not as bad as I imagined, maybe this is my luck.
Unexpectedly, through that wooden door, I came to an ancient world. The clothes of the people here are so strange. I couldn’t understand what they said at first, but I don’t know why, it seems that after a while, my head It's like having a translator, which can translate some of the words they say that I can't understand at all into words that I can understand, and the most amazing thing is that they can understand what I said.I seem to have seen such a plot in a time-travel novel before.This was really amazing and unexpected. I was suddenly a little excited. Not everyone has the opportunity to experience such a life experience.
I remember when I gave the goods to the guy who went over there to place the order.He was not surprised at all when he saw me for the first time. Judging by the clothes I was wearing and the way they were dressed here, I was simply a different kind of person, but he didn’t seem to be surprised by my attire at all. Doesn't even bother me at all, as if they've been buying things in our world for a long time.So when he saw me delivering something, he just took the goods smoothly, and then clicked on a mirror to confirm receipt.It turns out that what is connected to our world is actually a mirror. It is not so much a mirror, it is actually a bronze mirror when it is not activated, but once they want to use it to buy things, this mirror is a bit like ours The world's computers, and the purchased software is like a certain treasure.
What exactly is going on?I feel more and more curious, but I don't know, how to describe my current feelings?After sending them something for the first time, I went back to the wooden door.Because it was the first time I went there, I was also very scared, so I came back immediately. The boss greeted me with a smile when he saw me coming back. It seems that the boss knows a lot about this bronze mirror. , I wanted to ask him, but the boss didn't.He didn't mean to say anything more to me, so I couldn't ask any more questions, and I didn't know if I would receive this order tomorrow, so I looked at mine.There are suddenly more bank cards, and the increased deposit amount due to sending this order today, I suddenly laughed. According to this speed, I should be able to earn the money I hoped for soon.I really want to tell Li Xiu the good news, but I have to hold back.
I remember that I delivered a courier for a long time in the ancient world.But suddenly one day the people there started looking for people to ask me about the channels. I didn’t know if those were good people or bad people, and I didn’t know how to explain my relationship with the same sex to them.But I still want to make money, so every time I receive an order, I send the goods quickly, and then return it immediately, as if someone in their world is looking for me, I am very scared.One day because of Li Xiu's birthday, I was busy preparing birthday gifts and birthday surprises for him all day, and it turned out.In the evening, I sent them the courier they wanted.It is indeed because I was busy with my own affairs all day long and suddenly forgot about it. It was almost 12 o'clock when I sent it over. This time the past was different from the past. Feeling breathless, the whole body is exhausted, I suddenly found that my body is rapidly failing, my hands become wrinkled, like the hands of an old woman, I reflected the light on the screen of the mobile phone, and saw my face suddenly Becoming an old man, I was terrified, so I hurried back to the wooden door, and after passing through the wooden door, I immediately went to look in the mirror and found that I had returned to my original appearance, as if I had been there time to stay.After 12 o'clock in the evening, my body will age faster.I guess I can't go there for more than a whole day each time, if it exceeds, my life should be in danger.
On this day, I received another order for something that the little girl on Dazhu Peak wanted to buy. After I delivered the things to her, I suddenly found that someone was following me.It was a man in black and covered his face. I didn't know him, but I found that he followed me for a long time.I have a pretty good relationship with the girl from Dazhu Peak, and I also promised to teach her some of the dressing styles of our era. But that day I found someone following me, and I was really panicked.After I told all this to the girl, the girl promised to wait for me in front of the wooden door every day, and then send me back to my world every day. In this way, I spent another period of time safely under his protection, but this day he Because a person named Zhang Xiaofan made a mistake, he wanted to deliver food to him, so he asked me to deliver the goods to them and left quickly.I was actually kidnapped.The person who kidnapped me claimed to be from Nanjiang Village.They want me to help them steal the bronze mirror from Qingyunmen, I don't want to get involved in these disputes.I am well aware of the significance of this bronze mirror and myself to this era.As long as someone owns a bronze mirror, and I want to deliver goods for them, then that person can become the overlord in this era.But I think the people in Qingyunmen just use this bronze mirror to buy some simple daily necessities. I think this is enough. The tranquility and peace of this era do not need to be changed by the bronze mirror.But these people told me that Tong Jing was originally theirs. I didn't know what was going on. I didn't want to participate, but they threatened me and asked me to help them show their sympathy.Fortunately, their clan leader is quite humane. I told him that I didn't want to participate in all this, but I promised him that once they gain respect, I will do my best to help them, so he let me go. , but it didn't take long for me to be arrested again, this time by the person who arrested me.City Garden is different from the people who caught me last time. This time they caught me and locked me in a dark room.They also asked me to help them steal someone of the same sex, but I didn't agree, so they said they would lock me up until I knew I agreed. I was scared because I couldn't stay here too long, otherwise I would die here.I begged them, I told them I couldn't stay here too long, but they didn't believe me at all.I see the time is coming to May 5 o'clock, I can't help it, I think you will.I haven't had time to tell him about these bizarre encounters. If I die here like this, what will he do?He doesn't even know where I am, what should I do?No one came to save me, darkness and loneliness and fear enveloped me.I think I'm screwed this time.
Sure enough, time passed by like this. After 1 o'clock, my body has begun to age rapidly, and I have become an old man again, and I am getting older and feel like I will soon cry because of Liu Jingdeng. The moment before I was about to die, someone rushed into the dungeon and rescued me. The one who saved me was the patriarch who asked me to help them steal out and enter together. Only he believed that I could not stay in this place for more than 12 hours. Yes, he can't help seeing me like that.Just when I wanted to tell him to let him tell my husband for me, I died like that. I could feel my soul leaving my body.I'm surrounded by my physical body, I want to go back to my physical body, but no matter how hard I try, there is no way to go back.I floated in front of the wooden door, and wanted to reach out to open the wooden door and return to my world, but I was just a ray of soul, and there was no way to touch the handle of the wooden door. I couldn't go back, I was trapped in the I will never go back to this ancient world.Just when I was feeling helpless, someone suddenly stood behind me with a magic lamp.That is, for a moment, I was sucked in, and I entered the magic lamp.It's so scary there, you can't see your fingers.Later, I asked those people where this is?They told me that this is the underworld, oh my god, I actually came to Sister Min, there really is this place, I saw a beautiful person serving a bowl of soup for everyone there, and let them drink it one by one.Later I found out that it was Mengpo soup.It turned out that I really died in this world.I miss my husband, although I often stumble with him because of some small things in life, but I still miss him very much, and I want to go back and tell him everything I have experienced.what do I do?I don't belong to this world, I shouldn't appear here at all, and I shouldn't die here. I beg those people to let me go and tell them that I don't belong here.But they all thought I was crazy. They told me that all the people who came here always tried various reasons and methods to leave here, but it was of no avail. They told me to accept my fate, how should I accept my fate.Just when I desperately resisted them and wanted to return to the entrance I came in, my body suddenly seemed to be sucked away by something.I suddenly became a little delirious.It's like a part of my soul is missing.Someone must have taken away part of my soul in order to save me.Is it the patriarch who risked his life to save me?Just like that, I suddenly fainted in the underworld. When I opened my eyes, my body seemed to be split into two parts.I was able to clearly feel that I could see Li Xiu. I saw him looking for me all over the world in our world and calling me frantically.Then he freaked out when he saw me.He asked me where I went, and I didn't know how to tell him, where I went, but he seemed to be going to work soon, I wanted to tell him what I had experienced, so I followed him to work, but Just when I was about to open my mouth to tell him everything that happened to me, a big truck drove towards me.I saw him crying, crying heartbreakingly, what's going on?Did I die again?This time I died in my own world, I should be completely finished, I can never go back, I saw Li Xiu hugging my body and kept crying, I wanted to tell him it was not true, I'm not dead yet, I'm not here, I'm in another world, but no matter how I talk to him or grab him, he doesn't feel it.And the other part of my perception can clearly feel that I was taken to an isolated island by those people in the underworld. On that isolated island, I was dispatched to a former dilapidated house in a small forest. I was afraid of those ghosts since I was a child. But there are all those ghosts everywhere, and I'm terrified.
Those ghosts always appear around me inadvertently, and they scare me so much that I dare not close my eyes, or dare not open them at all.I went on like this for days without sleep until I was on the verge of collapse, which was really painful.I want to drink Mengpo soup, I want to start my life again, I want to give up, but the 4 people told me that my name is not in the book of life and death, I am just a lonely ghost, not even eligible for reincarnation , I am completely desperate, I stay in my little black room every day, I don’t go anywhere, I eat the roots and bark around me when I am hungry.I drink rainwater when I am thirsty.For the first time, I experienced the feeling of despair, the feeling of having no way to change, no way to choose, and starting all over again. It really makes life worse than death. Gradually, I have no hope. I just want to stay in this dark world. Every day when I wake up, I fall asleep and I am safe. People here think I am a weirdo, so no one of them wants to talk to me. This is the best, and I don’t want to talk to them. I regret it. I should go to earn this money, I hurt myself and I hurt Li Xiu, now Li Xiu thinks I'm dead, he won't come to me again.I'm stuck here and I can't get out, what should I do?But I always feel it.My flesh is not yet corrupt.It's just that now I can't go back to my physical body.
As if after a long wait, a man actually said he would come to save me.When this man appeared in front of my eyes.I can no longer tell whether he is a human or a ghost. I am terrified, and no one has spoken to me for several months.I forgot how to talk to people.All around me were either horrible ghosts or scary spirits.I don't know whether this person is scary or safe. I was screaming and shoving crazily. I didn't want anyone to talk to me.My life is bad enough, I don't want him to change any more, I accept my fate, just stay in this time and space as a lonely ghost.But why did this person come to me?Who is he?He said he knew me.I seem to have forgotten a lot of things, and I can't remember who this person is, but looking into his eyes, I feel very familiar.He said he was going to take me away, should I believe him?
It seemed that I had slept for a very long time, and when I woke up, the faint light hurt my eyes.I smell the smell of soil and the fragrance of flowers, which is a breath I haven't dared to receive for a long time.They said I came back to life, it was that man again, he grabbed me excitedly again, and I backed down and screamed crazily.I can't control myself, in fact I am happy, but I can't control it.What I want to say, what I think in my heart, what I think in my head and what I express, there is no way to synchronize at all. I want to ask who he is, and why he wants to save me, but what my body responds to is only Crazy screaming and pushing, what the hell is going on here?I thought I should go back to my world to get better, luckily this person was able to bring me back to my world.From this point of view, this person has been helping me all the time, so I should trust him.So every time I see him, I feel full of security in my heart, I only believe in him, and I see those people in strange clothes again, I am afraid of this world, and I never want to come to this world place.Back in my own world, the man sent me to the hospital.I remember this world with doctors and nurses.They saw a doctor and gave me injections and medicines. I knew they were doing it for my own good, and I wanted to cooperate with them, but this body was resisting.I seem to be awake only a few hours a day, and most of the time I don't know what I'm doing. When I'm awake, I can chat with them calmly, but when I'm not awake, I don't know what I'm doing.It was a horrible feeling.
Just like that, I spent some time in the hospital again.I have gradually begun to lose sight of everything around me, but I clearly remember everything I experienced in the ancient world and what is going on. The longer time goes by, the more I forget.Until now I just want to go back to the ancient world, that's where I should be.Who are these people in my life now?who I am?Where am I?I remember that I have a husband. Where is my husband? I want to find him.I'm going to tell him how terrible this all is.But can anyone help me? I can't fully express my thoughts. What I say is completely different from what I think.
Why is someone feeding me those bitter things every day?Why are they trying to catch me when I'm screaming like crazy, why do I just want to sleep every day?Days like this are so painful that I want to wake up and sleep.I don't want to wake up, who can save me?Who can take me back?I felt that I was sick, very sick, and no one could cure me.This body and my soul are totally incompatible.What I remember one minute, I forget the next minute.what do I do?
(End of this chapter)
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