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Compared with boring and rigid military training programs, obviously this kind of game-like training is more interesting.

"I know that you all have your own ideas, but what I want to tell you today is not some inspiring poisonous chicken soup, but the naked reality."

After listening to the speeches of several classmates, the monkey waved for everyone to be quiet.

While he was speaking, the expression on his face gradually became serious, and a certain breath came out spontaneously.

"........."

Overwhelmed by the monkey's suddenly fierce aura, all the students dared not speak any more, and their legs and feet were involuntarily tense.

"The first event is time-limited running, running 30 kilometers in 5 minutes. Is this event really difficult?
As long as you keep exercising regularly, this project is really not difficult.And you know what?
Somewhere you've never known, there's a group of people who need to go faster and farther!
They have no time limit but dare not slack off, because they are racing against... the Grim Reaper! "

The monkey's speech speed was not fast or even very slow. As he narrated, everyone seemed to be able to feel the scene, as if they themselves were in the scene.

They understood that what the monkey was talking about was none other than the group of military heroes who were brave enough to defend their home and country.

………………

"The second project is more of a test than a training.

When you are faced with all kinds of temptations, can you hold on to your desires and how to choose.

I know that there is still training to come, but some students have very poor self-control.

So when I was working on the third project, I found that I didn't have that ability. "

"Some of my comrades-in-arms brothers were unfortunately captured during their missions, and the temptations and threats they faced were a million times greater than yours.

All kinds of cruel torture that you can't imagine, all kinds of temptations of power, status and beauty that you want...

Some were upright and unyielding and were brutally killed, while others were traitors for glory and became running dogs! "

As if remembering the past experience, the monkey's expression alternates between nostalgia and resentment.

The heavy tone infected everyone, and they could all imagine that scene.

"I said this not to sell my feelings, but to tell you.

The so-called military training is not just for the sake of face, but to cultivate your self-control!

Don't indulge in all kinds of temptations too much, know how to control yourself, and cherish your healthy body.

Compared to you who are free, some people don't even have the right to choose. "

Perhaps it was these words that touched the dusty memory in his heart, and the monkey turned around silently after he finished speaking.

I don't know where to look, the straight body stands quietly like a pine tree, and the atmosphere is silent.

All the students did not talk to each other, their faces were equally solemn, and their bodies imitated the state of monkeys to stand at attention.

It seemed to be silently mourning for the dead, and some seemed to be praying for the living. The monkey's words made waves in their hearts.

As for whether it will have a huge impact, it depends on the individual.

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Lanjiang City Yongan Cemetery!
Housing prices here are more expensive than those in the center of the city. Ordinary civilians simply cannot afford the cost of being buried in the ground.

At the moment in front of a tombstone!

Huang Zeyu was standing here with blank eyes, but there was a soft whisper in his mouth, as if he was confiding something to the dead.

"Grandpa, I'm already studying at Lanjiang University, and I can get a diploma in four years.

Your wish for me to succeed in my studies will come true soon, and I will not let you down. "

"I originally thought that I would come to see you after I got my graduation certificate.

But recent experience has made me gradually confused.I do not know what to do……"

In the past, the cold man who cherished words like gold, when facing the old man in the photo of the tombstone, seemed to have found someone to confide in, and told everything.

It turned out that the reason why he entered Lanjiang University was to fulfill the old man's last wish.

However, due to the influence of some external factors, he felt confused and at a loss.

"Grandpa, you told me to be nice to myself, and I did it!
No one has ever dared to bully me, and now I am doing what you want, to be successful in my studies, to marry a wife and have children...

I'm sorry, grandpa!

Maybe in my life, I will never marry a wife or have children, so I can only say sorry to that girl...

The only thing that accompanies me is loneliness!
I have now become a member of Venom, and even completed countless missions, which can be called difficult missions,
Received numerous honors and rewards!
In this regard, you can rest assured that even if I don't have a wife and children, I can take good care of myself and won't make you worry about it anymore. "

No one would know that Huang Zeyu already knew about Jiang Ruonan's intentions.

After all, for two years, the two of them have been training together for missions every day, and it is normal for a sensitive person like him to notice.

It's a pity that no one knows this, and everyone thinks he is an emotional idiot.

But he didn't understand that he just thought he was not worthy of love and didn't want to disappoint his future.

When talking about the child at the end, Huang Zeyu suddenly laughed at himself.

I don't know what he thought of, his expression became confused again, his eyes lost focus...

"But Grandpa, when I personally ended the lives of those four children, I found that I was a little lost.

Those kids were supposed to be sitting in school, but in the end they died at my hands..."

Huang Zeyu suddenly felt a little tired when he thought of the resentful and relieved eyes of those children before they died.

For what I have been doing and what I have been insisting on, I have a sense of collapse of losing faith.

The experiences of those children were very similar to those years when he lived alone.

Live a frightening life every day, and run around to get enough food every day.

But in the end he was lucky enough to get a chance to meet his adoptive father Sun Jianyi, and entered the army to start training.

But what about those children?They are more dangerous every day, and death is a relief.

No one knew that the real reason for Huang Zeyu's sudden vacation was his broken mood.

Everyone thought that he was tired from doing the tasks and wanted to rest for a while, but they didn't know that he was tired of the life of killing.

"Grandpa, how should I choose?"

The choice of love...

career choice...

future choice……

At this moment, Huang Zeyu seemed to be standing on a single-plank bridge, with endless abyss on both sides, and various factors on both sides of the bridge were affecting his choice.

But he fell into a tangled confusion, unable to extricate himself, and might even sink into the abyss.

At this time, if someone can give him a hand, maybe he can still get out of the predicament,

It's a pity that no one can understand his inner world and help him out of the predicament.

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