Infinite Doomsday Survival System

Chapter 81 Dad, Am I Really a Monster?
"Dad, am I really...really a monster?"

As soon as Tian Lan came back, he saw Bai Zhi's melancholy expression and asked him something that was taken for granted.

Although he didn't know what happened to Bai Zhi, he rubbed his head with a smile and said, "Bai Zhi, what's wrong with asking these things all of a sudden?"

"Father." Bai Zhi didn't enjoy her father's touch like before, but was very disappointed.

But soon he cheered up and said with a smile: "I'm fine, I'm sorry Dad, I asked a very strange question."

After speaking, Bai Zhi ran away.

Tian Lan looked at Bai Zhi who ran away, and also smiled slightly.

It was a very forced smile. Bai Zhi thought she could hide it like this, but she was so naive.

But Tian Lan didn't want to interfere with Bai Zhi's affairs, these were all things he had to face, so Bai Zhi had to figure out a solution by himself.

Although I don't know what happened to Bai Zhi, but it seems that I am very envious to be able to ask that sentence.

I envy the way of life of the people here and want to blend in with them, but it is impossible for Baizhi.

He is a monster, there is no doubt about it, so he can't do it.

But Tian Lan, who knew this, didn't intend to stop Bai Zhi.

These are all good growth experiences for him, maybe after this incident, he will grow up completely.

Tian Lan doesn't think that Bai Zhi can integrate into human society, even if she abandons everything she owns, she can't do it.

No matter how much he conceals it, once his status as a monster is exposed, once everyone knows that he is not human.

So who else would accept him?
Tian Lan shook her head, not thinking about the next thing, no matter what the result is, this is a good growth for Bai Zhi.

What choice to make in the end is Bai Zhi's own business.As a father at this time, I should stand in the distance and quietly watch Bai Zhi's growth.

Tian Lan nodded and walked into the infirmary.

At this time, there was basically no one in the infirmary, Bier's words were also forcibly pulled away by those from the support group, and now only Yuyue was left lying on the bed alone, with Yuling taking care of him.

Tian Lan who came back here didn't say anything, she found a place to do it by herself, and checked Xiao He's research results.

Yuyue's situation is not so good now, at least under Bi'er's treatment, some festering areas have disappeared, but it will not take a while to fully recover.

Bi'er also wanted to continue to treat Yuyue, but she couldn't refuse other people's requests, especially those who stalked the support group.

Yes, no matter what it is, he will never refuse, as long as he asks for it, and then buys it in front of her, no matter what it is, he will never be rejected. He is really a magical person.

Now that I'm watching it again, I still find it magical.

There are really all kinds of people in the world. They have absolute tolerance and love for everything in the world, and they will not hate anything.

At least until now, Tian Lan has not seen anything she hates, nor has she seen anyone she hates.

There is no doubt that Bier's love is serious, and facing this extensive love, who wouldn't want to monopolize it.

After waking up, Yuyue saw Tian Lan who had come back, and said: "You are tired too, I will take you to a place to rest now."

Although it is a bit narrow, it is considered a place to live in, and it can still accommodate people to some extent.

In the following time, Tian Lan continued to work with the research institute and Yuyue's family on a two-point-one basis, and sometimes stayed overnight in the research institute.

Yu Ling stayed by Yu Yue's side, taking care of his diet and daily life, and Yu Yue often went to the clinic for treatment.

Although it is a bit unlikely to grow a new arm, at least it can stop the injury from getting worse.

Baizhi has also been acting alone recently.

Occasionally, he would ask Tian Lan: "Father, am I really not human?"

He was very envious, although he said he was very envious, but he didn't know why he was so envious.

Probably because the people here are very kind, maybe they will give me some snacks and candies, and there are children who are the same age as me, who often play together and are very happy.

Gradually, he did not understand what his father said.

Why does Dad say that humans cannot be trusted?Obviously everyone is so gentle, why can't you trust them?

Xiaoqiao is obviously so cheerful, although she is a bit reckless, but very gentle, and often protects me from the little general.

And Xiaoxiao...although she doesn't understand it very well, she is a very shy girl. She would peek at me from time to time, and when she was discovered, she would panic like her mother, which is really strange.

As a young general, he often bullies others, but he is not a bad person in essence.

When everyone is afraid, I will stand up and protect everyone.Ah, by the way, the young general still likes to be jealous?
Probably use this word, often show off in front of everyone.But that's just to make everyone pay attention to him, he is really a very cute guy.

Everyone is very happy and smiling every day. I also want to be like them, playing together happily and carefree every day.

"Hey, Dad, am I really a monster?"

I want to know, I want to be like everyone, I want to live here with everyone.

So I want to know, am I really a monster?
Tian Lan looked at Bai Zhi with a serious face, smiled and rubbed his head: "Bai Zhi, it doesn't matter whether you are a monster or not, what matters is your current mood, do you really want to live with them? "

After learning everything from Bai Zhi, Tian Lan understood a little bit.

Bai Zhi felt lonely and wanted a companion to play with.

But his identity as a monster restrains him, and he also wants to be like everyone else and stay with everyone all the time.

At the same time, he was also afraid that Bai Zhi was much slender than other children, and a small movement would hurt his heart.

So until now, Tian Lan has been in front of him, trying her best to play the role of a father.

Tell him all the knowledge, so that he can distinguish the difference between himself and human beings, so from the beginning Tianlan did not let him think that he is a human being.

He told him all the ugly sides of human beings, so that Bai Zhi would not be hurt by human beings in the future.

But I didn't expect that it was still too early. For Bai Zhi now, everything was still too early.

The current Baizhi is still too naive, she is easily attracted by human beings, and easily blends into them.

But this is still too early for Bai Zhi, children are the epitome of adults.

Sometimes children can show the cruelty of adults even more, and Tian Lan can't guess what kind of harm Bai Zhi will receive at that time.

Perhaps for him, after going through all this now, the damage might be a little less.

At this time, Bai Zhi heard her father's words and said with a smile: "I want to be with them."

"Really." Faced with Bai Zhi's answer, Tian Lan wasn't surprised: "If that's the case, then do you want to tell everyone, or hide everything and continue like this with everyone?"

If Bai Zhi really prayed to be with everyone, then tell them everything.

They may alienate Bai Zhi, or they may not do so. The probability is the same, either one is possible.

And concealing it is also a good choice, hiding the real self in the deepest part of his heart, and continuing to live with them in the fake human skin as usual.

But how long can this last?
Sooner or later, human beings will part ways, even if they are childhood sweethearts who have played since childhood, they will part ways one day.

Perhaps for Bai Zhi, this is the best choice.

Maybe one day Bai Zhi would be the first to feel bored and choose to leave.

Of course, the biggest possibility is that Bai Zhi wants to continue to maintain this relationship, and after making various efforts, it is impossible to restore everyone's friendship.

Of course, good results also exist, but that result is too good, and the possibility is almost zero.

"I...I..." Bai Zhi hesitated after hearing what his father said. For a while, he didn't know what to do, but he wanted to continue like this and continue to play with everyone.

"Dad, I want to tell everyone everything, I believe everyone will be able to accept the truest me!"

Faced with Bai Zhi's answer, Tian Lan did not object, but rubbed Bai Zhi's head: "Well, no matter what choice Bai Zhi makes, Dad will support you. If you get hurt outside, don't forget to return it to me." There are mom and dad."

"Yeah! I know Dad." Bai Zhi jumped away from here.

What he will do next, and what will happen again, these are his own affairs.

Tian Lan didn't intend to intervene. After going through all this, she hoped that Bai Zhi would not be like herself and never recover from a setback.

At this time, I could only stay aside and quietly guard Bai Zhi.

"Everyone! I'm back!"

"Ah, really, where did Xiao Bai Zhi go?"

"Hey hey, I'm going to talk to my dad about something." Looking at the friends who were about the same age as her, Bai Zhi scratched her head with a smile and said, "Where shall we go to play next?"

"Really, Baizhi, you know how to play. Today we are going to help auntie and the others work."

"Huh? Is that right? I'm sorry."

"You guys are always so confused, is it really okay? Do you want to beg me, let me, a young general, help you?"

"Okay, don't be smug, young general, let's go quickly, otherwise Auntie will be angry."

Looking at the lively friends in front of her as usual, Bai Zhi was very happy inside, but she was obviously very happy, but why did she feel uncomfortable in her chest?

"That!" At this moment, Bai Zhi plucked up her courage and said to everyone, "I have something important to tell everyone!"

(End of this chapter)