Infinite Doomsday Survival System

Chapter 230 It's time to face reality

After Tian Lan notified herself that she was going to leave, after making some preparations, Tian Lan left the base with Yu Ling the next day.

In fact, Bi'er wanted to go with her at the beginning, but she still had to continue to study and expand the base, and she couldn't get away for the time being, so she had to give up in the end.

But when she left, she still found Yu Ling alone, and had a conversation with him alone.

As for what was said between them, Tian Lan didn't know, but after that, Yu Ling was in a particularly happy mood.

Regarding this matter, Tian Lan will not interfere too much. After all, everyone has their own little secret. As long as it does not directly interfere with him, Tian Lan will not interfere too much with them.

That's why there was a mysterious sense of distance between Tian Lan and them.

Although it is not obvious, but when you notice it, you will find that the distance between yourself and Tian Lan has become extremely far away.

Obviously he was standing there without any movement changes, but he could never reach the other party's side.

And what Yu Ling is doing now is to eliminate the distance between herself and Tian Lan. Although she also knows that this is impossible, she still wants to work hard.

Because she gave up without trying, this is not her character at all, and she is no longer qualified to say that she likes Tian Lan.

In fact, Tian Lan planned to bring Yu Ling with him from the beginning, after all, after hearing what Yu Yue investigated, he also had a lot of things to care about.

For example, their father, Yu Xie.

A zombie has recovered itself, and it is still a zombie, but it is a little different from ordinary zombies.

At that time, Tian Lan also confirmed it again and again like Yu Yue, Yu Yue was absolutely sure that the other party was her father, there was no one pretending to be her, and she couldn't feel any anger on her body.

In this way, what Tian Lan wanted to know might be able to find a breakthrough from Yu Xie.

The reason why Yu Ling was brought along was also to help find her father. After all, they are both father and daughter, and they should be related by blood, so it would be easier to find.

Of course, apart from this point, Tian Lan also had other ideas.

As for what?Probably seeing that the current Yu Ling is as redundant as himself.

He wanted to blend in with them, but found that he couldn't blend in with their group. This made Tian Lan see his former self, so he chose to leave the base with Yu Ling.

Of course, in addition to this, there are other reasons, which will not be mentioned here.

After Yu Ling left the base, she followed Tian Lan all the time. Although she was a little bit sad to leave Bai Zhi, she was very happy to be able to act with this person who made her make up her mind.

At that time, she was really confused and wanted to make changes, but she couldn't let go of the past, so she was caught in the middle, unable to advance or retreat, very uncomfortable.

It was also after meeting Tian Lan that she was able to make up her mind to move forward and choose to adapt to accept this doomsday.

It was also the first time in three years that she finally accepted this reality.

In fact, she had noticed the reality a long time ago, but she just refused to admit it. It was thanks to Tian Lan's opportunity.

After that, she also gradually fell in love with this guy. At that time, Yu Ling also thought that she just had Stockholm Syndrome.

But after such a long period of precipitation, not only did her feelings for Tian Lan not change, but she became more dependent on Tian Lan's existence.

I want to be with him, I want to grow old with him.

In fact, after having Bai Zhi at that time, she also enjoyed the life at that time very much.

Very calm and cozy.

Now following Tian Lan out of the base, walking in this dangerous apocalypse, it would be false to say that she is uneasy. Although she feels a little uneasy, as long as she is with Tian Lan, she will follow her no matter where she is.

Tian Lan is not an idiot, and of course she knows Yu Ling's mood clearly.

But it was impossible for him to accept this feeling.

Love will only make him weak, he does not allow himself to become weak, and he does not even allow himself to live.

Tian Lan knew better than anyone that she was abnormal.

When he felt that the world was abnormal, after stopping to think carefully, he clearly found that it was himself who was truly abnormal.

He seemed incompatible with everything around him. He did have an antisocial personality. He had this from the beginning, but it was not obvious at the time, or he hid it well and did not expose it.

But now after the end of the world, he experienced such despair, which completely inspired his inner rage.

If he were to judge himself, Tian Lan would definitely say that he is a lunatic, because this is an indisputable fact.

But no matter how crazy she is, Tian Lan will not stop, neither for revenge nor to protect the world, it is just a small wish in her heart that she wants to fulfill.

Perhaps Tian Lan is indeed a simple person, just purely crazy, purely wanting to fulfill her tiny wish.

For this reason, even if there are corpses under his feet, nothing will change.

The relationship between them will never blossom and bear fruit, no matter how hard Yu Ling puts in it is impossible.

But for Yu Ling's kindness, Tian Lan will still make a corresponding return.

After all, no matter how crazy he is, he can still tell what is right and what is wrong.

Tian Lan is not a good person, nor is she a person who doesn't know right from wrong.

Under the leadership of Tian Lan, the two returned to the place where they first met within a few days. They also encountered many zombies on the way, but for these zombies, as long as they blocked Tian Lan's path, Tian Lan would not care. Eliminate the opponent without hesitation, leaving no one alive.

Now that I have returned to my former home again, Yu feels a lot of inspiration.

Looking back on the few months I lived here with Tian Lan, it feels a bit ridiculous.

That's right, she didn't fully understand Tian Lan, so she was very afraid of the other party, and she didn't dare to dismiss him at all.

But in the later contacts, Yu Ling discovered that as long as the bottom line set by Tian Lan was not touched, he would not care about almost anything, which made her gradually bold.

And the consequence of this boldness was that he was electrocuted miserably.

Thinking back on this now, Yu Ling couldn't help laughing, stroking the collar on his neck, his heart couldn't help but rippling.

As long as this collar is still there, he is Tian Lan's property.

And Tian Lan looked at this former home, feeling nothing in her heart.

In the past, he also encountered many things here, such as boring experiments, boring people, and the land of nostalgia.

Maybe there are many painful memories, but for Tian Lan, this home doesn't have much feeling. What he really misses is the village not far away that has long been in ruins.

The reason why he built his home here was because it was very close to the home where he used to live with his parents. Apart from that, he had no other ideas.

Maybe this idea is very simple, but it also caused Tian Lan a lot of pain.

Whenever he thinks that his parents are no longer there, and he is no longer the child who acted like a baby to his parents, it makes him feel uncomfortable.

Tian Lan can no longer remember the appearance of her parents, but whenever she recalls that vague figure, her throat will feel sore and her eyes will become moist.

Maybe his parents were not competent parents, but at that time, apart from them, Tian Lan had nothing.

In fact, Tian Lan has always been afraid, afraid to accept this reality, and has been immersed in the fantasy of fulfilling her wish.

But fantasy will end one day, and reality will come sooner or later.

In the original world, he was already dead, but in this doomsday, his parents had long since disappeared.

Now even if there is no point in escaping, it is time to face this reality.

Perhaps after these few years, Tian Lan's state of mind has also undergone some changes.

The things he was once afraid of are now even more frightening, but no matter how scared he is, he has to face it, because this is the fact, an indisputable fact.

After Tianlan sorted out her mood, she left the home she built and walked towards the village not far away that was destroyed by the plane crash.

As she got closer, Tian Lan's heart couldn't help but speed up.

Even now, Tian Lan still imagines that her parents are not dead, but just hiding, and are still living well in this ruins.

But this is just a fantasy after all, Tian Lan knows the real situation better than anyone else.

Because he had been here for three years when he was building the house, and everything had changed in three years.

If my parents were still alive, they should have appeared long ago, but during those three years, nothing happened.

The deathly silence of the village constantly stimulated Tian Lan's nerves, telling the reality all the time.

Getting closer and closer to the village, Tian Lan felt that she was going crazy, her brain was trembling uncontrollably, and her heart was beating at its limit.

His breathing became short of breath, and his clothes were already soaked in sweat.

If it goes on like this, maybe he will die of heart failure, and this is an impossible thing for Tian Lan now, but the reality is really hard to say.

Yu Ling, who had been staying beside Tian Lan, noticed Tian Lan's strangeness now.

She wanted to grab Tian Lan's hand to calm him down, but when she stretched her hand halfway, she hesitated.

I couldn't help but question my heart, do I really have the qualifications to comfort him?
This Yuling didn't know either, and she couldn't answer this question herself.

In the end, Yu Ling stepped forward and held Tian Lan's hand, comforting Tian Lan who was exhausted mentally and physically.

Regardless of whether she has this qualification or not, this is what she wants to do and has nothing to do with qualifications.

Yu Ling didn't care even if he wasn't qualified, he just did what he was supposed to do.

Even if Tian Lan really wanted to get angry afterwards, she would admit it.

When holding Tian Lan's hand, Yu Ling felt a cold feeling, as if touching an ice cube.

This made Yu Ling startled, but she didn't let go, but firmly grabbed Tian Lan's palm, trying to warm Tian Lan's heart.

(End of this chapter)