Different dimension traversal system

Chapter 295 Is this the prisoner's self-salvation before his death?

"Are you saying I'm selfish? In order to leave this place successfully, I didn't hesitate to offer advice to Orochimaru, and I didn't hesitate to drag you, a three-year-old child, into this human experiment.

Do you think I am very selfish?We obviously just met today, and yet I dragged you, an unrelated person, into this deep quagmire like this. "Yakushi Kabuto's cheeks have been washed with tears.

"I know that people like me will definitely be hated by many people." Yao Shidou seemed to be reminded of a certain past event by his own narrative.

"Hated by many people? Someone like Yaoshidou?" Li Yunjie stopped self-reflection and struggling in his heart, and was about to listen to Yaoshidou's continuation. He still wanted to know in his heart—why did Yaoshidou suffer from pain? On the tangled side.

"Why did Kabuto Yakushi say that? Why did Kabuto Yakushi say these things in front of him? Aren't Kabuto Yakushi afraid that he would tell Orochimaru these words?" Li Yunjie wondered in his heart.
"Is it because I'm asleep now? Is it because Kabuto Yakushi thinks he's in a coma? Is it because there are only me, Kabuto Yakushi, and Sister Senju Sakura in this dark room at the moment?"

"Why is there a sad tone in Yaoshidou's tone, and why does Yaoshidou's tone make me feel a tingling pain in my heart? Is it because this guy was the same as me when he was a child? Is it because this guy knows what happened to him before?" ?Is it because this guy knows his current situation?"

I don't understand, Li Yunjie really doesn't understand, even though the answer in his heart is very close to the truth, even if the guess in his heart is infinitely close to the truth, but he just doesn't want to admit it!
"Unforgivable, unforgivable", Li Yunjie still couldn't forgive Yao Shidou for what he did now.

"Why are you shedding such hypocritical tears! Who do you want to show your hypocritical tears to? Who cares about your hypocritical tears! Who cares about your tears!" Li Yunjie roared angrily in his heart.

"If you want to take advantage of me, just say it straight, why are you still shedding hypocritical tears in front of me! Who are you going to show your tears to!", Li Yunjie roared angrily in his heart.

The tears of Yao Shidou made Li Yunjie's heart even more angry; the tears of Yao Shidou made the fire in Li Yunjie's heart burn more and more vigorously.

"Do you know? Before I met Orochimaru, that is, when I was five years old, I knew what it means to be 'difficult to live'." Yao Shidou lowered his head even deeper, and his lenses were already filled with tears .

"I think only you, the tailed beast jinchūriki who live under the cold eyes of others all day long, can feel this deeply as I do." Yakushi Kabuto raised his hand and wiped it on his face. Slug, continued,

"That boundless loneliness, that cold feeling that hurts to the bone, that heartbreaking beating feeling, maybe only people like us can experience it, maybe only people like us can experience it. There’s a heaviness to it.”

"You are actually much luckier than me. At least you don't have to worry about tomorrow's three meals a day and sleep in the open. At least you have a younger brother by your side to accompany you." Yaoshidou's eyes were already red from crying, his eyes covered with blood,
"At least the people in this village hate you, but they dare not beat you with their own hands. You are unfortunate as a Nine-Tails Jinchuriki, but you are much luckier than me."

"Lucky? How do you know that I am lucky! Do you know how much the price of being lucky is! Do you know how much misfortune is the price of being lucky!" Li Yunjie immediately responded coldly in his heart,

"How can a person like you understand! How can a bad person like you understand! A bad person like you doesn't deserve to talk about luck with me!"

"Although you have experienced the cold eyes of it, you have not experienced my endless loneliness and helplessness-the kind of being excluded by everyone, the kind of being ridiculed by everyone, and the feeling after stealing a piece of bread. , I have to hide in the sewer and eat the scene." Yakushi Kabuto looked at Li Yunjie with his eyes closed and said with envy.

"Hiding in the sewer and eating bread? Then your childhood was really miserable than mine." Li Yunjie laughed at himself inwardly.

"Just because of this reason, just because of your own misfortune, do you want to inflict such unfortunate harm on others? Then you are really a failure." Li Yunjie thought even more angrily.

"What's wrong with me? How could I tell you so much?" Yao Shidou immediately raised his hand and pressed his eyes and sour nose.

"The experiment is about to start, I hope you can survive this catastrophe, I hope you can do what Orochimaru wishes, I hope you can survive this experiment." Pharmacist Doudou raised his hand and wiped his face. own cheek.

"If you survive this incident, after five years, no matter what you want me to do, I will help you do it. Now I just want to live a short and ordinary free life for these five years."

"If you don't come to me after five years, then I'll assume you've forgiven me." The pharmacist stood up, with a hint of sadness in his tone, and said,
"At that time, I can leave this world with peace of mind; at that time, I can get rid of the suffering of this world; at that time, I can be debt-free."

"Does this guy want to commit suicide after five years? No way? Is this the redemption of the prisoner before his death?",
Li Yunjie's heart suddenly twitched violently, as if someone had stabbed his heart hard with a needle, "Does this pharmacist no longer have the belief to live in his life?"

"Isn't the purpose of Yao Shidou doing this just to survive? How do you listen to this guy, it seems that he will commit suicide in five years?" Li Yunjie thought complicatedly in his heart,
"Could it be that I blamed this guy wrongly? Could it be that I wronged this guy? How is that possible! Isn't the purpose of this guy doing this because he is still useful now!"

"The five-year agreement? I'm bah! I don't know whether I will die or live!" Suddenly, Li Yunjie's expression paused, and his heart immediately came to his senses, and he exclaimed in his heart,

"Does it mean that Kabuto Yakushi knows that he is not unconscious? Does Kabuto Yakushi know that he is awake now? Does Kabuto Yakushi know that he is pretending to sleep?"

(End of this chapter)