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Chapter 412 Brain Supplement (for Subscription)

BLACKPINK dormitory.

The members all sat around and read the comments of fans on the website.

After a while, Lisa couldn't help looking at Jin Zhixiu, and asked softly, "Oni, are you saying that everything on the Internet is true? Did Jun Hyuk Oppa really have suicidal thoughts?"

Among the four members, except for Rose, the other three are all acquainted with Kang Jun Hyuk.

But if it is said that the person who knew Kang Jun Hyuk the earliest and is the most familiar, in Lisa's heart, it must be Kim Ji Soo.After all, it was Kim Ji-soo who introduced Jiang Jun-hyuk to them at the beginning, and a long time ago, before Jiang Jun-hyuk debuted, Kim Ji-soo and Jiang Jun-hyuk were game friends.

So in Lisa's mind, only Jin Zhixiu could answer her question.

But after the question was asked, Jin Zhixiu was speechless for a while. After a while, he hesitated and said: "This... I am not... very clear." After speaking, she subconsciously glanced at Jin Zhini, but found that Jin Zhini also happened to It seems that the two people have a pair of eyes, but they are staggered.

Jin Zhixiu shifted his gaze to the webpage again, recalling the experience of getting acquainted with Jiang Junhyuk and Jiang Junhyuk's state when they met, but after thinking for a long time, he still didn't have a definite cognition.

She knew Jiang Junhyuk very early, but the two communicated more in the game, and most of the communication was related to the game. Personal issues were rarely mentioned, let alone personal issues. Before meeting next time, the two had never even had a video chat online.

In Jin Zhixiu's impression, Jiang Junhyuk is just a game friend who can play, nothing more.

If it wasn't for Jiang Junhyuk's entry into the entertainment circle later, and because of Lisa, the two had further contacts. According to the normal development, the communication between the two is more likely to be limited to the Internet.

So for Jiang Junhyuk, to be honest, Kim Jisu doesn't have a deep understanding.

When it comes to understanding Kang Jun Hyuk, Jin Ji Ni, who has a closer relationship with Jiang Jun Hyuk, actually understands and knows more deeply than her.

It was also because of this that when she heard Lisa's question, she subconsciously looked at Jin Zhini just now.

If you look at her contact with Kang Jun Hyuk, and the experience of Jiang Jun Hyuk and Kim Ji Ni, not talking about the depths, but only from her superficial understanding of Kang Jun Hyuk, Kim Ji Soo never thinks that Jiang Jun Hyuk would have suicidal thoughts.

In Kim Ji-soo's impression, Kang Jun-hyuk is open-minded, quite narcissistic, and his attitude towards feelings is too open. With such a personality, no matter how you look at it, it is impossible for him to suffer from depression.

but!

Still the same sentence, her knowledge of Jiang Junhyuk is only superficial, in fact, the two have not really communicated in depth.Judging from Kang Jun Hyuk's bumpy life experience and sad past, Kim Ji Soo can't be sure, let alone deny, that after going through so much darkness, Kang Jun Hyuk can really face all this with strength.

After all, at the beginning of meeting Jiang Junhyuk, it was indeed from games. Jiang Junhe was indeed addicted to games, and playing games was indeed crazier than her.

And the first official meeting between her and Jiang Junhyuk was already after Jiang Junhyuk made his debut, he got rid of his dependence on games, regained his strength, and embarked on a new life.

After that...

Jin Zhixiu subconsciously looked at Jin Zhini again.

Thinking of the entangled past of Jiang Junhyuk and Jin Zhini, a thought suddenly appeared in Jin Zhixiu's mind——

Could it be that the reason why Jiang Junhyuk is not specific in his feelings is because of his past experience, because he is afraid of losing again, so he dare not devote himself sincerely?
Jin Zhixiu looked at Jin Zhini and couldn't help but fell into deep thought.

And Jin Zhini at this moment?

Just like Jin Zhixiu, he started to make up his own brain.

Since meeting Jiang Junhyuk, in Jin Zhini's heart, Jiang Junhyuk's image has always been sunny, handsome, talented, and flirtatious.

Even after learning about Jiang Junhe's sad and rough life experience in the past, she never thought that Jiang Junhe would have such a dark and sinking past.

Or.

According to normal logic, it is normal for Jiang Junhyuk to have such a past, but Jin Zhini has never seen this in Jiang Junhyuk, even if it is a tiny bit, and because of this, Jin Zhini has never associated Jiang Junhe with these things.

but now!

Now seeing Kang Jun Hyuk's songs for Kim Taeyeon, especially the confusion expressed in the lyrics, Kim Ji Ni can't help but fall into self-blame.

She clearly knew everything about Jiang Junhe, Jiang Junhe's life experience, and the pain Jiang Junhe had experienced, why didn't she really care about it?

She has always said that she likes Jiang Junhe, and has always been infatuated with Jiang Junhe, but she has never thought about getting to know him in depth.She only needs Jiang Junhe, needs Jiang Junhe's single-mindedness, needs Jiang Junhe's attention, needs Jiang Junhe's unreserved dedication to her, but if she hasn't really understood Jiang Junhe, hasn't really thought about Jiang Junhyuk, what's the point? Does the position make Jiang Junhe wholeheartedly for her?

Thinking of what she had done to Jiang Junhyuk in the past, the troubles she had caused to Jiang Junhyuk, and Jiang Junhyuk's perfunctory resistance to her from the beginning, Jin Zhini asked herself, if it were Jiang Junhyuk, after going through such a rough life, would she meet her? When it comes to someone with her personality, will she really accept it without resistance and dedicate it without reservation?
And the promise has always seemed clear—no!
If she was Jiang Junhe, she would only see all this as a trouble, and she only wanted to escape, not accept it.

What Jiang Junhyuk needs should be a gentle and considerate girl who can walk into his heart and heal all his pains, not a spoiled, capricious and unruly young lady like her.

Looking back on the past, Jin Zhini blamed herself even more.

If she could control her temper, not be so savage and willful, the relationship between her and Jiang Junhe would be far different from what it is now.

And the reason why they got to where they are today is all because of her, and has nothing to do with Jiang Junhyuk.

She is the most fundamental reason for today's results.

Thinking of this, Jin Zhini felt even more guilty, she couldn't help turning her head to look at Jin Zhixiu.

next moment.

The two looked at each other again.

But this time, Jin Zhini did not avoid it.

Looking into Jin Zhixiu's eyes, Jin Zhini didn't say a word, and there was no need to say some words.

But Jin Zhini has made up her mind.

Even if Kim Ji-soo blocks her and disagrees with her relationship with Kang Jun-hyuk, Kim Ji-ni has already made up her mind.

This time, she won't back down, she won't be savage, and she won't be willful again.This time, she will have a brand new look, restrain her temper, and become the kind of girl Jiang Jun Hyuk really needs.

She will walk into Jiang Junhe's heart, heal all Jiang Junhe's pain, and let him know that he will never be alone.

His life will no longer experience darkness.

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