I'm really a life player

Chapter 142 I want to live, live well
Su Yang stood aside, feeling that the surging emotions seemed to be exhausted, and the joy and sorrow in his heart were like clear water in the palm of his hand, and quickly disappeared from his hands.

It's like having a big dream. After waking up from the dream, everything has come to the point.

This time, when he looked up at Bai Xingzhou again, the complicated emotions in his heart seemed to disappear.

It's just that now it seems that there is one less complicated person, and one more melancholy non-human.

"About ten years ago, he approached me and asked me to do him a favor."

Bai Xingzhou drank the tea in his hand in one gulp, and there was a slight smile on his serious face. This was the first time Su Yang saw Bai Xingzhou showing such an expression after seeing him.

In the few times he met, he saw Bai Xingzhou with a blank face, Bai Xingzhou who was full of anger, and Bai Xingzhou who was indifferent and a bit poisonous, but with a gentle tone like now, he was really never seen.

He stood there quietly, the light from the library pouring down gently, casting mottled light and shadow on his body like an old movie version.

Su Yang guessed that he was probably trapped in memories and couldn't extricate himself. Although the emotions in his heart had dissipated, he didn't mind being the audience of this non-human and non-monster "Senior White".

Bai Xingzhou's words continued, describing to him a story that was not so beautiful in his memory.

In that story, Xiang Mingzhe in the heavy rain had an unspeakable loss on his face, hoping in a low voice that he could help one of his friends, a friend who had already stepped half a foot into the darkness.

"You know how ridiculous he was that night, he stumbled and begged me to help his good brother Tan Xuefeng, save a righteous monk.

Because he feels that with my influence, I can completely influence the decision-making of the upper management of the General Administration of Demon Management, because he knows that I am a 'Tao Seed'. "

Bai Xingzhou stepped into the darkness, and when he came out again, the tea in his hand was already full, and the hot air made the fragrance of the tea that had already melted diffuse in this small corner. Bai Xingzhou said with a dazed expression:
"But how can he understand... Although the Dao Seed is watched by countless eyes, what can really play a decisive role is the fruit that the Dao Seed takes root and grows vigorously.

What's more, I'm not a Daoist.Bai Xingzhou used to be, and he even managed to blossom and bear fruit, but that was at an irreparably huge price.

So on that rainy night that changed the course of history, he succeeded and failed forever.It didn't take long for him to die, and I, who absorbed all his strength, was resurrected on his corpse. Do you understand what this means? "

Su Yang didn't respond, he could imagine the scene.

The demon weapon was originally considered a crime and a disaster.

It's just that the General Administration of Demon Management and all the monks in the universe think that instead of letting this unstable factor be controlled by others, it is better to collect all the demon weapons that have appeared so far, and actively explore the hidden dangers behind this dangerous product. secret.

This is the origin of the implementer.

As for the demon soul in the demon weapon controlling the body of the person holding the weapon, Su Yang had the honor to read it in the "Compendium of Laws of the Universal Cultivation World" in the library.

It depends on the situation, if it is not the demon soul itself that backfires, and it does not report any hatred to human beings, it may not be destroyed after the internal public review of the General Administration of Demon Management.

But if there is such a little bit of malice, then there is no reason to kill him.

Since Jiang Yimo is a wielder, Su Yang will pay more attention to this aspect than normal people.

He even knew that in the earlier practice world of Huanyu, for the example of the demon soul getting out of control, the normal method was to destroy the body of the wielder, burn the demon soul itself with the method of burning soul, and finally wash it with the quenching cold spring. The magical power in the demon removal device.

At this point, the meaning of the existence of the demon weapon itself disappeared.

They will integrate into the body of the Yaozu with a brand new attitude, waiting for the next human being who gets the demon weapon from the corpse of the Yaozu to lift them up again.

When he didn't realize it before, he hadn't equated Bai Xingzhou with Yaohun itself.

But now Bai Xingzhou has no intention of hiding it at all, which also makes him more curious about Bai Xingzhou's own existence.

However, he always felt that something was wrong, something was forgotten.

But seeing the appearance of Bai Xingzhou hesitant to speak now, his attention gradually shifted to him.

"A demon soul occupying the body of the wielder is more likely to be rejected both emotionally and rationally. Didn't you tell Chief Philosophy Xiang Ming about your situation back then?"

Bai Xingzhou seemed to want to smile miserably, but he had never made such an expression before, so he could only show an awkward look on his face in the end, and Su Yang understood the ending in an instant.

"It's ridiculous, right? I'm neither human nor demon. Even birth is a crime for some people, but I want to live and live well.

Someone offered me this opportunity and I took it.I forced myself to play the original role of Bai Xingzhou, to see the world for that idiot that he was destined not to see. After pretending for a long time, I can't even remember what I am. "

Su Yang didn't laugh at him. In his previous life, he always believed that if there is a hypocrite who pretends to be a gentleman for a lifetime, then he is undoubtedly a gentleman.

Even if this senior white is not a human being, but he has pretended to be a human being all his life, then what is the difference between him and a human being?

The blood represents where he came from, but the heart tells him where he is going.

Although I feel like I can't stand and talk like this, but if this "white senior" really worked hard to be a white senior all his life, then Su Yang would dare to say in front of anyone that he is Bai Xingzhou, I said Yes, no one can stop it.

Bai Xingzhou didn't pay attention to Su Yang's expression, and said as if venting:

"But I can't do it, I can't do it! When Xiao Zhe told me like this, I really wanted to help him, but at that moment, I found out with horror that I couldn't help him.

Because I am a demon soul, not a Dao fruit.No one will admit what Bai Xingzhou did for Huanyu back then, they only know that what is used in his body now is a monster.

Monsters that defile the corpses of their heroes.At that moment I was scared, I knew I couldn't help him, what kind of bullshit shepherding the library of Crescent Moon Realm, it was just telling me that if I dare to leave this place, I will end up like those demon spirits before. "

Seeing Bai Xingzhou's appearance, Su Yang didn't know why, but began to sympathize with him.

Especially when he saw Bai Xingzhou lowered his head and closed his eyes at some point, he suddenly felt a little sad for this demon.

His voice was trembling, and it was so intense that he could feel the emotion just by listening to the voice. He clearly knew that he was not the same as he was a few minutes ago, but he was still trying to speak, as if ——

Begging for someone's forgiveness.

　Fluttering Street Diary: The computer is being sent for repair, I never thought that the codewriting on the mobile phone is so slow, people's mentality collapsed, two and a half disappeared to write 2000 words, it was abolished

　　
　
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