I'm really a life player

Chapter 104 Leading to an Ideal Life (6000-word chapter)
Pain, endless pain.

If it was said that Su Yang felt that his spirit was about to be torn apart when he endured the boundless killing intent at the beginning, but now he feels that every organ in him seems to be betraying.

They seem to have their own consciousness when they are on the verge of danger, and they want to get out of the control of his consciousness very urgently. The sense of splitting the body from the spirit is about to drive him crazy.

In Su Yang's senses, he only felt that the pain in his head had risen to the maximum. He seemed to be unable to hear the sound of the outside world anymore. He could only hear the roar of the heart beating hard in his chest cavity and the blood vessel that was forcibly injected into it. The sound of blood rushing.

At first, he still felt a little flustered, but as the pain gradually passed, he felt that his consciousness gradually became clearer, and his whole body gradually became more comfortable.

He even started counting the beating times of his heart out of boredom.

After all, he is always so heartless, even when he is about to die, he can still divert his attention because of some big things.

It's just that in the past, he would often cheer for joy because of readers' two or three reminders, but now he is more willing to tremble because of Jiang Yimo's shyness of the water lotus that cannot withstand the cool breeze when he bows his head.

Sometimes he also feels that he is quite boring, just like now, when he thinks of Jiang Yimo, he who was already eating and drinking and waiting to die, suddenly feels that he wants to work harder.

"I always thought that having a golden finger would change my life against the sky, but now it seems that I have just changed from a street writer who has written a book and achieved nothing for nine years, to a scum who has a golden finger but still can't get up. .”

Listening to the sound of his heart beating hard, he felt a little lonely for some reason.

This is a feeling he never had before. Although he likes to be alone in private, he likes to lock himself in a closed space when coding, enjoying the joy of typing on the keyboard. Because of this, my family said I was immersed in my own personal world...

But after so many years, I don't know whether it's because I got used to it or because of other reasons. All in all, life is just barely getting by.

Really want to talk about loneliness, looking back, it seems that there is nothing, I didn't feel the pain of being alone, those feelings of being isolated from the world, I really didn't feel it at all.

At most, at most, in the dead of night, when you stop to code, you will suddenly feel that someone you are familiar with is missing in your life, but you think hard, but in the end you can only think of your parents .

It feels a little sad, as if no one else has access to your spiritual world except your parents.

But at the same time, you will be thankful and happy from the bottom of your heart, because in your life, there will be two people who have always missed you from the beginning to the end.

They will argue with you, force you to wear shoes because you are running around barefoot around the house, laugh at you for not washing your clothes in time, and curse at you because you are suddenly hungry at night I cook for supper...

There will be so many unforgettable things.

Then when you think of those things, your heart inexplicably calms down. Obviously nothing has changed, but you feel that your life has a bright future, and you have support in the future, and you can go forward indomitably to the stars and seas of the future.

But, sometimes, Su Yang also wants to meet another girl who is like his family while he is running, and he also wants to spend his whole life with her noisily like his parents.

You will want to have a child who is skinny, but also makes you reluctant to let go.

You will think that one day, you can become like your own parents, be able to be the child's arms, be able to protect him or her from wind and rain, and be able to live your life laughing and making trouble.

It would be really great if this could be done.

Could that person be Jiang Yimo?
Su Yang didn't know.

He is really a very indecisive person, afraid to express his favor, always a little passive in doing things, although sometimes he will abide by the principle, but sometimes it seems that he is not so principled.

But no matter whether the future that feels so warm when I think about it will overlap with the future of the school girl, the most important thing is to have a future.

have a future...

Even if I'm just an ordinary person, I would like to make an appointment with someone to see flowers together.

……

"Choose?" In the darkness, an old man asked softly.

"Choose what?"

"Choose?" A childish voice came from a more distant place.

"...can I choose?"

"95% of the things in life cannot be decided by yourself, your background, your talent, your opportunity... But this time, you have the opportunity to choose." The voices of the old man and the child overlapped, deafening.

……

"I choose...to live, and I also want to see a better tomorrow."

Su Yang opened his eyes, which were already stained with bright gold. The gaze of the golden snake pupil was cold and murderous, but it also revealed a strange beauty.

At that moment, he seemed to feel that the invisible force that firmly restricted the heart collapsed, and the surging blood roared like a monster in his veins, and his spirit soaring to the sky was even brighter than the golden snake eyes.

At this moment, Su Yang even felt that his blood was about to rush out of his body.

No... It doesn't necessarily mean that it didn't rush out of the body.

Su Yang only felt that his vision became clearer, as if he could see the fibers on the tightly woven clothes with a little attention...

And the weird pattern hidden in the clothes and engraved on the skin glowing slightly.

The big white bone sword held in the old man's hand exploded in an instant, and was inserted in front of Su Yang. Su Yang stretched out his hand in a daze, and held the familiar but unfamiliar big white bone sword, as if he could feel the big white bone sword. The sword was chirping cheerfully.

The old man watched this scene quietly, without stopping, but with a little expectation on his face, as if he wanted to see some interesting situations appear, and he even made a rare reminder:

"This is the Ba Snake Sword, a... not bad weapon."

"I know." Su Yang whispered, "This is the weapon of the school girl."

The old man raised his eyebrows, looked at him with some surprise, and suddenly asked, "Who is your junior?"

"A junior is a junior."

"What's the name, old man, I'm old, and I can't remember some things clearly."

"Call, Jiang..."

"Boom..." A burst of explosion brought Su Yang, who was a little out of his mind, back to his senses. The golden snake pupils that had been slackened instantly focused, staring blankly at the person who fell from the sky.

His instructor, Bai Xingzhou.

It's just that Bai Xingzhou looked older at this time, and the fear brought about by the bone centipede that was spreading like a dragon's spine at the entrance of the library made him subconsciously take half a step back.

The golden pupil went out.

Looking at Bai Xingzhou's haggard appearance, the old man seemed a little annoyed.

But in the end he remembered something, and the question he was about to ask stopped. He turned his head to look at Bai Xingzhou, and asked a little violently:

"What's the situation now?"

Bai Xingzhou's pupils were a little dizzy, and he looked haggard. He looked at the sky quietly and said:

"It's a bit messy, I can't figure it out, and I don't know how many people were involved."

"Will it have any effect on... that plan?"

"No, no, we've succeeded."

"This kid has been affected. You can see how to deal with it yourself. After all, I don't understand what you are doing."

Bai Xingzhou looked at Su Yang with his blackened pupils, and felt that this person's face was like a flower in a moon mirror in water, and he couldn't see clearly. He shook his head, and said to the old man, "He's going back soon."

The old man looked at Bai Xingzhou with a displeased face, and directly smashed his head with a knife: "What the hell did you do, people seem to be very afraid of you?"

At this moment, Bai Xingzhou, who made Su Yang feel terrified, had an aggrieved expression on his face like a child, and there was no such thing as the bony centipede and skinny head that made Su Yang terrified before.

After Bai Xingzhou was beaten by the old man, he seemed to be a little enlightened: "Do I know him?"

"You asked me how I knew, and I asked you if you scared people?"

Bai Xingzhou thought about it carefully, as if he remembered something, he tapped his head in distress and said, "That's the plan, I guess he accidentally let him see it, or I'll kill him now."

"Fuck you grandma... Let's go, let me tell you." The old man cursed angrily, walked directly to Su Yang, patted Su Yang on the shoulder and said, "Don't worry, you can trust this Guy, it's really difficult for this kind of person to harm you, so you can rest assured."

Su Yang looked up at the unwilling expression on the old man's face, then looked at the white predecessor who seemed to be in a daze, hesitated for a moment, and took out the time slough he just got from his storage equipment, After handing it over, say:
"Senior White, King Xianyue asked me to give this to you."

"Xianyue King..." Bai Xingzhou read silently, took the time slough from Su Yang, and finally sighed softly, "I know, you should go, if you don't go, it will be too late."

He suddenly slapped forward, Su Yang felt his body go numb for a while, and in a trance, the whole person fell backwards as if he lost his center of gravity. When God came, he had already stood in front of the teaching building again.

He looked at the building with a confused face, and shivered subconsciously.

Is this the devil?

There was a ringing of the bell in the corridor, and with the ringing of the bell, a burst of trivial footsteps began to appear. Students came out of the originally silent building one after another. Looking at Su Yang, who was facing the teaching building, occasionally Some students cast strange glances.

But Su Yang looked at the building and Lan Keke who was jumping and running out of the building, as if it had been a lifetime away.

...in the floating fairy mountain...

Bai Xingzhou quietly looked at the direction where Su Yang disappeared just now, his face became more and more confused, he stared blankly at the chaotic space, turned his head and said to the old man like a child:
"Mr. Yun, will there really be no impact if we do this?"

Yun Zhongguo didn't reply to Bai Xingzhou's words at the first time, but just circled around, chanting the word "Jiang" over and over again, and finally showed a crying expression on his face, and said with some confusion:

"Is this good news for our Yun family?"

Bai Xingzhou stared blankly at the old man whom he respected quite a bit, and didn't understand what he meant for a while.

Finally, Yun Zhongguo turned his head and whispered to Bai Xingzhou:
"We were on the right track, the kid was average but well dressed.

Sufficient blood gas means that he is not starving.

There is light in his eyes but no murderous intent on his body. This is somewhat problematic, but it just shows that there has been no war in his era for a long time. "

Yun Zhongguo laughed as he spoke: "Xiaobai, he told me back then that there are countless choices that can lead to an ideal life. I saw it in that child. We... are not wrong."

"Is there nothing wrong? That's good, that's good..." Bai Xingzhou said stupidly, staring blankly at the direction where Su Yang disappeared, with a childlike smile on his face.

As his eyes were completely covered in black, his body began to swell, the skin on his body continued to disappear, and huge bone spurs pierced out from his body.

The sharp bones were rooted in the ground, and Bai Xingzhou's head became incomparably huge as it shriveled, like a long bone dragon's spine hovering over the floating fairy mountain.

The shriveled head looked at Yun Zhongguo who was watching him quietly, as if he wanted to make a move, but felt a little scared.

Yun Zhongguo looked at the bony centipede-like Bai Xingzhou coldly, with a wild smile on the corner of his mouth: "I'll give you 2 minutes to return his body to him."

"I can't do it."

A hoarse voice came from the head of the huge Bai Xingzhou: "It's useless even if you kill me. In the history of human beings that can be investigated, there has never been any weapon holder who has completely liberated the demon weapon. , without paying any price. He, too."

Yun Zhongguo looked at the bone centipede as big as mountains and rivers, and finally heaved a long sigh: "The Dao Seed Project will continue. This is our only chance. We... are on the right path."

"You monks... It's very interesting. Most extraordinary people hope that thousands of powers will be attributed to themselves, but you do the opposite. Interesting, if you need it, I can help you, but... Bai Xingzhou probably won't return coming."

Looking at the bone centipede, Yun Zhongguo suddenly lowered his head and said, "Then... please live as Bai Xingzhou, it's a new experience for you.

It might be a good choice not to be a demon soul, but to try to be a human being and live a new life instead of him. "

"Does it make sense?"

"meaningful."

"for example?"

"For the compatriots who died for 4000 million people and the arrogance of the cultivation world who died for a generation, go and see the new era in which the weak can survive, the strong dare not act recklessly, and every family can have enough food and clothing."

"...With the monks in the Crescent Moon Realm already dead, do you still firmly believe that Huanyu will have such a future?"

Yun Zhongguo lowered his head and remained silent for a long time, but when he raised his head again, the fire in his eyes made the bone centipede close his eyes subconsciously. His lips trembled slightly, as if he had exhausted his last bit of strength and said:
"You will see, the night may be long, but... it will be fine when the day dawns."

"As you wish." The body of the bone centipede seemed to shrink instantly, shrinking continuously, and finally returned to the appearance of Bai Xingzhou.

It, no, from this moment on, it is him, a human being, a monk.

He stretched out his hand towards Yun Zhongguo: "Bai Xingzhou liked spending time in the library the most during his lifetime, so let me be like him and become the shepherd of the Crescent Moon Realm Great Library."

"Thank you."

"You don't have to thank me." "Bai Xingzhou" seized the time and suddenly laughed.

This is the glimmer of life that you humans have fought for, and the demon weapon is just a demon weapon after all.

……

On the roof of the Chongming branch building of the General Administration of Demon Control, Yun Zhongguo, as the president of the branch, sat on the sofa, looking at the pale world below, and suddenly said in a low voice:

"Although there are still some differences, it is true that we are on the path of an ideal life."

After speaking, he suddenly smiled.

……

In the depths of the big library, the huge bone centipede slowly shrunk, and Bai Xingzhou, who had gradually recovered his normal human form, hit his head hard, making his head humming.

He looked in the direction of the gate in some confusion. Just now, he seemed to feel that someone had come near the library, but he left in a hurry.

"Just see it." Bai Xingzhou came to the chair in the center of the big library with an indelible tiredness on his face and sat down. All of a sudden, the past of the past few decades seemed to rush in his face. He became more and more sleepy in the chair.

"The messy human emotions that shouldn't be there, so annoying..."

The rocking chair creaked and rocked, and Bai Xingzhou fell asleep in the rhythmic sound. When he was gradually falling asleep, a sigh came from the library: "Sometimes, I can't even tell whether I am a demon or not." Soul, it's Bai Xingzhou."

……

Headquarters of the General Administration of Demon Management, the Astrology Building of the Kanyu Division.

In front of a huge chessboard, the current head of Kanyu slowly dropped a piece, with a smile on his face suddenly, and said to the child who was watching his steps:
"Director, what do you think of this move?"

The director who looked like a child touched his chin solemnly, and suddenly laughed: "How many times can we perform the 'Destiny Spell' with the energy of the earth's veins accumulated in our astrology building?"

"There are not many opportunities, and the Mandate of Heaven must be used at the most critical time. In the last space-time shock, we mistakenly sent the soul of an old man who had just come from the war to the past.

But the counterattack brought about by the tampering and loss of control was very violent. Before the guy had time to take off, he was smashed to death by a meteorite.

Director, with our current capabilities, it will be impossible for a long time in the future to reverse the chaos of time by transmitting the souls of modern people back to the past.

So my suggestion to you is to let the guy who was transported back to the past only act as a guiding role, and not to interfere directly.

Let the people of that era think for themselves, and if they figure it out, our history will get back on track. "

"But... so far we can't use the destiny technique to choose who will go back to the past, so how can we talk about guiding that guy's thinking?"

The young but gray-haired chief Kanyu suddenly smiled: "Director, believe me, I will find a solution, but it's not now, the time has not yet come."

He handed a scroll to the child very respectfully: "Please also give it to me, give Kanyusi a little confidence, just like the trust you gave to my father many years ago, even if my Yuan family exhausted the power of six generations, I will never Get everything off track."

"If you're really that confident..."

The innocent smile on the child's face disappeared, and he looked at the chief Kanyu very seriously and said: "You know I only like happy ends when I play games, even if there is no happy end, I will directly change the game to the appearance I want .

So, Xiao Yuan, you probably don't want me to do it myself, do you? "

The head of Kanyu replied in a gentle and elegant manner: "Please rest assured, you will not have a chance."

……

But at this moment, Su Yang was lying on the bed in the dormitory with a tired face, only feeling that no matter what posture he changed, the skin all over his body hurt badly.

The biggest change was Su Yang's own cultivation.

After being attacked by that savage and unreasonable old man on that floating fairy mountain, Su Yang only felt that he passed out all of a sudden, and then he couldn't remember many things so clearly.

After regaining consciousness, he realized that the blood energy in his whole body seemed to go berserk, and the manic blood energy was so huge that he couldn't even imagine it.

Because the basis for assessing the level of spiritual power itself is to measure the quality of spiritual power formed by mixing Qi, blood, spirit and spiritual energy.

Therefore, when Su Yang's own qi and blood had undergone strange changes, even the quality of his generated spiritual power also "slowly" rose.

The higher-level spiritual power instantly penetrated most of the veins in the body, and finally formed a large net that was constantly flowing.

In other words, at this moment, Su Yang has finally passed the basic stage of monks, and has entered the level that most of the monks and students in Jixia Academy graduated from -

Foundation period.

It's just that he always feels that his developmental pattern in this foundation building period seems a bit deformed.

The blood that burst out from the skin tattoo was a bit too large compared to before, as if it was shining like a natural light source.

If some female goblins who like to eat virgins see it, they will actively entangle them just by feeling the concentration of Qi and blood.

Well, Su Yang thinks that even if he has no blood, those shameless female fairies will come up directly. Who told me to be so handsome?

There was a complacent expression on Su Yang's face, but after a while, his expression suddenly became a little stiff, and he squatted on the ground for a long time without getting up, only feeling that his face was very hot.

This, what is this situation, why does it feel like I have become very proud all of a sudden?
Su Yang's face was covered, and he didn't understand what happened for a moment.

A shy man like himself, even if he looks in the mirror and thinks this man is so handsome, he will never praise himself complacently from the bottom of his heart.

But now, how do you feel that your state seems to have changed.

(End of this chapter)