all-round star

Chapter 561 Exclusive Memory
Xu Shaoyan sat on the bed foolishly, his pajamas buttons were unbuttoned, revealing half of his chest, his mobile phone was stuck to his ear, and he could breathe whitely and tremblingly.

Xu Shaoyan was a little confused, what did Bai Shuang say?
"Old... Wife..." Xu Shaoyan's heart suddenly twisted, what was Bai Shuang talking about!

Bai Shuang's emotions also collapsed, he rumpled his hair, and Bai Shuang's tears fell down.

"Xu Shaoyan, I said break up! Break up! You are a fucking bastard!"

Bai Shuang has never felt so uncomfortable between two sides of the same planet separated by the phone.

"Wife..." Xu Shaoyan really didn't know what to say, what happened to Bai Shuang?
Bai Shuang, on the other hand, roared angrily, "Don't call me wife! I don't have a boyfriend like you!"

"Xu Shaoyan, what do you think I am? What do you think I am in your heart! Why did you let me go back to the country alone? You still use sleeping pills, Xu Shaoyan, do you think I am your wife? You Can you let me take it for you once? Don’t always let me enjoy what you give me. If you treat me as your wife, even if you are an unmarried girlfriend, is the relationship between us really like this? ?”

Bai Shuang's hands were trembling, his breathing was short of breath, and his tears were becoming more and more unstoppable. Outside the room, Shangguan Xue silently guarded the door. Bai Shuang returned to China, she was not surprised. Xu Shaoyan loved Bai Shuang very much, so naturally he would not let Bai Shuang go home. Shuang was involved in this incident, but Bai Shuang was stronger, and more importantly, Bai Shuang also loved Xu Shaoyan, how could she accept this situation.

Bai Shuang knew that Xu Shaoyan wanted to protect her, but in Bai Shuang's eyes, this kind of protection actually gave her a stab.

Is this a husband and wife relationship or what?
Xu Shaoyan was really dumbfounded, he knew that this way would definitely hurt Bai Shuang, but he didn't expect it to be so serious.

With a frown, Xu Shaoyan said hastily.

"Honey, listen to my explanation."

"I don't want to hear it!" Bai Shuang yelled afterward. "Also, as I said, don't call me wife, I don't want to hear this title again in the future! Xu Shaoyan, I, Bai Shuang, am a person, an adult, not a little baby who needs your care. Let's break up, I think the two of us We need to have a correct understanding of this relationship, and we are really not suitable."

Bai Shuang forced herself to hear one, two, three in her voice, but her body was already trembling, her heart seemed to have been stabbed, the pain was so painful that she couldn't even breathe.

Xu Shaoyan's heart was also hurting, how could Bai Shuang say such a thing!

"Senior Sister..." Xu Shaoyan mentioned this title again, he hadn't called it that in two years, Bai Shuang didn't refuse this time, but it made Xu Shaoyan feel even more suffocated.

"Senior sister, you know I'm doing it for your own good, and I can't let go of you when I'm by my side. Let's... let's calm down, okay? I was wrong about this." Xu Shaoyan said, he knew Bai Shuang's temper too well. But he really didn't expect Bai Shuang to be so sad.

But Bai Shuang only replied one sentence.

"I'm calm."

It seemed that it was not enough, or it was the last communication between the two, Bai Shuang covered his heart and said slowly to Xu Shaoyan.

"Xu Shaoyan, it's not your fault, it's the fault of both of us. You think you took sleeping pills and arranged for me to go back to China. In fact, it's because I shouldn't fall in love with someone like you. You used to be my junior brother, and the two of us There is no absolute strength and weakness between the two, who needs protection, you have your struggle, I have my persistence, but now it has changed, I know that others envy me, and I also envy the former me, I have A boyfriend who loves me so much, a billionaire, a university professor, a creative genius, but I am the only girlfriend who has never even slept in bed, but Xu Shaoyan, do you understand what the love we only see is like? You are always giving, always perfecting me and protecting me. What kind of husband and wife are birds in the same forest, and they fly separately when disaster strikes. The love I want is a nostalgia that can be together forever, sharing joys and sorrows! Instead of letting me Watching you in jail."

Xu Shaoyan gritted his teeth. "I know."

As soon as the voice finished speaking, Bai Shuang pressed the button to hang up, and the phone automatically displayed that the call ended and returned to the home page.

Xu Shaoyan sat on the bed, feeling his whole body was hollowed out.

Is he really wrong?

It was as if half of his heart had been cut away in an instant. Xu Shaoyan felt that his surroundings were plunged into darkness, and he couldn't feel anything at all.

Everything turned gray.

"My...wife..." Xu Shaoyan opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't say anything.

Even Xu Shaoyan felt lost in his body temperature.

Is this the taste of broken love?

He never thought about the day when he and Bai Shuang would break up, especially when they had just planned to return to China for their wedding and enter the palace of marriage.

"Buzz~~~, buzz~~~" The phone rang again, Xu Shaoyan was startled and shivered, and instinctively glanced numbly, it was Mom and Dad.

Pressing the answer tremblingly, Mom and Dad are completely anxious.

"Shao Yan, where are you? They said you are in the embassy in New York. How are you doing now? I heard they shot? Are you okay?"

Mom asked anxiously, almost crying.When Xu Shaoyan heard his mother's voice, his body temperature recovered somewhat, and he shook his head.

"Mom, I'm fine. I'm in the embassy. Well, I'm safe here and I can go back to China next month."

Xu Shaoyan snatched a seat and laughed. My mother felt a little more at ease when she heard Xu Shaoyan's voice, and my father immediately grabbed the phone.

"Shaoyan, how is it? Are you injured? Are you okay now? The rags and bankruptcy are secondary. The important thing is that you are all right. I heard your voice is not very good. Shaoyan, remember Living, money is secondary, people are the most important, if parents don’t ask you what to do, if you come back whole, with no missing arms or legs, parents will be blessed! Son, you must come back!”

Dad has been staring at the news all day, and he is about to smash the phone number of the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, but he still doesn't know about Xu Shaoyan's situation except through the US news. When he saw the FBI shooting at Xu Shaoyan, he Almost passed out.

Xu Shaoyan forced a smile.

"Don't worry, Dad, I know, it's a big deal to make money after losing money. I'm fine. I set off firecrackers for the FBI bastards last night, and some high-ranking officials in the US government leaked my copyright. If you engage in piracy, you have to pay me a large sum of compensation, I don’t care about money.”

Xu Shaoyan said that he doesn't care about anything now, he feels that he is a dead person now.

It was raining heavily outside the window, and Xu Shaoyan didn't know why his tears just fell like that.

Flowing quietly.

Mom and Dad talked for a long time, and after confirming that Xu Shaoyan was fine, they were slightly relieved. They were very grateful to the embassy for protecting Xu Shaoyan, but they didn't know that Xu Shaoyan had broken up.

Xu Shaoyan naturally wouldn't say anything.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Shaoyan stood in front of the window. The rain kept falling, and Xu Shaoyan just kept watching.Three days later at one o'clock in the night, Xu Shaoyan kept watching without sleeping. He was watching the continuous rain as if he had turned into a sculpture. When Xiao Zhang entered the door, he saw that Xu Shaoyan hadn't eaten his dinner yet. And I was still watching the rain, so I was a little worried.

"Teacher Xu Shaoyan, you've been watching it for several days, do you want to watch it again?" Xu Shaoyan has lost at least five catties, and his already thin body is simply fatal!
As soon as the words fell, Xiao Zhang heard the sound of a water drop.

Some wondered if he heard it wrong. Xiao Zhang picked up his coat and wanted to put it on Xu Shaoyan. This rainy day is very cold. Xu Shaoyan should not be so cold, but he walked to Xu Shaoyan and looked at Xu Shaoyan who was standing stupidly in front of the window in amazement. Only then did he realize that Xu Shaoyan was crying.

The whole person looked numb, his eyes were swollen, and his face was wet with tears.

"That...Mr. Xu Shaoyan..." Xiao Zhang was taken aback. Xu Shaoyan was still full of energy last night, hurting others and benefiting himself. Why is he crying like this at this time?
Xu Shaoyan didn't respond to him, but just picked up the phone and called Bai Shuang.

It took about 20 seconds for Bai Shuang to connect on the phone, his voice was already hoarse.

"What's up?"

Xu Shaoyan asked tremblingly, "Is it really impossible for us?"

"No...we're done." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone ruthlessly.

Xu Shaoyan's hand completely lost strength, the phone fell to the ground and rolled twice, the screen shattered directly.

Xiao Zhang looked at Xu Shaoyan in surprise, what happened to Xu Shaoyan?
Xu Shaoyan just opened his mouth silently.

"Xiao Zhang, can you go out for a while? I want to be alone for a while."

Xiao Zhang is a little imaginary. "Okay, I'm going out first, you can find me if you need anything."

Just about to go out, another young staff member rushed out of the door.

"Teacher Xu Shaoyan, it's not good!" The man shouted when he came in, he was rushing, he was still panting, he was half dead from exhaustion, Xu Shaoyan turned his head numbly.

"what happened?"

Xiao Zhang hurriedly winked at Xiao Bo who came in, but Xiao Bo didn't pay attention, and held up the tablet and said, "I don't know which paparazzi got the news of Bai Shuang's return to the Republic, and now everyone in the Republic is saying that Bai Shuang sent you to the Republic." Abandoned, our Ministry of Foreign Affairs is inconvenient to respond to this matter, you..."

Halfway through the conversation, Xiao Bo realized that Xu Shaoyan was crying.

Xu Shaoyan swallowed his saliva, Bai Shuang should have shaken it out by himself, she wanted to completely cut off contact with him, he remembered Shangguan Xue said that Bai Shuang had thought of quitting the industry, because she felt that the entertainment industry was so tiring, The higher you go, the easier it is to be involuntary.

Xu Shaoyan looked at the news on the tablet, and Bai Shuang even announced the news of their breakup.

"Is there a piano here?"

Xu Shaoyan asked Xiao Zhang, Xiao Zhang was very confused, at this time, do you want a piano?
And he finally knew why Xu Shaoyan was sad, Bai Shuang actually dumped him?
What's the situation!Break up when you see Xu Shaoyan's situation is not good?
In fact, many people in the Republic think the same way, and Bai Shuang also hopes that they will think the same way. In this way, everyone will feel that Bai Shuang is shameless and will go away on her own when the disaster is imminent. As Xu Shaoyan, the Republic entertainment circle will completely ban her. It is to completely withdraw from the circle!
Xu Shaoyan didn't explain anything, "Take me there, can you do me a favor by the way? I'll record a song later, please help me post it up."

With that said, Xu Shaoyan left the room and motioned for the two to lead the way.

Both Xiao Zhang and Xiao Bo couldn't understand what Xu Shaoyan was doing playing the piano at this time?
Bai Shuang definitely doesn't want to continue with Xu Shaoyan, is it possible that Xu Shaoyan wants to tear each other up with Bai Shuang?

It shouldn't be, this matter is completely one-sided scolding Bai Shuang.

Xu Shaoyan wouldn't even need to make up for it!
Walking halfway, Xu Shaoyan snatched the tablet directly. The Internet of the whole Republic was calling Bai Shuang a whore. Chu Wenyi, Shen Liang and others didn't speak, obviously they were also frightened by Bai Shuang's actions.

When he arrived at the piano room, Xu Shaoyan stroked the keys. He hadn't touched the piano for several months. This piano room belonged to a diplomat. Xu Shaoyan sat in front of the piano with his hands on it, his whole body trembling.

Xiao Zhang over there gave a gesture, and the recording has already started.

"Forget the first few days after we parted
I like to watch the heavy rain alone
Loneliness without contact is like a chain reaction

I don’t even have the energy to be happy”

Xu Shaoyan's voice was trembling, he couldn't make him break up, he really loves Bai Shuang, maybe sometimes love is like this, you can't know what he will develop into, a little carelessness, one thing wrong , will break up, but breaking up with Bai Shuang, Xu Shaoyan really can't do it, let him let go?

He doesn't even have the strength to let go now, let alone happiness?

Xiao Zhang and Xiao Bo didn't know why, when they listened to this song and looked at Xu Shaoyan, their eyes became moist all of a sudden.

A man who was not frightened by FBI agents and bullets, facing the crisis of life and bankruptcy in a foreign country, actually became so emaciated because of a woman.

"Thunderstorm World Like a Disaster Movie

Let me be pitiful to the end

sorry no one has a time machine

It’s over and there’s no room for negotiation”

Xu Shaoyan's eyes dropped, the love between him and Bai Shuang was over.

There's no room for redemption when it's over, Bai Shuang can't forgive him, there's no room for discussion, and the matter has come to this point, neither of them can answer the past.

But Xu Shaoyan just couldn't let go of the love of his life.

"I want you to be my only memory
in the bottom of my heart
no matter how ugly others say
now i have things
It's you who gave me half of the love"

Love is a matter between two people, so what Xu Shaoyan got was ordinary love.

No matter how ugly others say, whether it is now, they say you are a bitch, or in the past they say you are a poisonous tongue, fabricating your lace everywhere, I don't care, I only know that I love you.

This is probably what Xu Shaoyan wants to express in his lyrics.

"I like that you are my exclusive memory
no one can
take you from my body
In my emotional blockade
It’s okay to keep silent about you.”

You are mine, and only mine, this is Xu Shaoyan's attitude towards Bai Shuang, I will not allow anyone to take you away from my body.Not even yourself!
Even if no one mentions it from now on, you are still mine and will always be in the forbidden area of ​​my heart.

Xiao Zhang and Xiao Bo are also trembling, this is probably the simplest love, after seeing too many marriages between the rich and famous, Xu Shaoyan is really love.

Xu Shaoyan gritted his teeth, and the notes flowing from his fingertips were trembling.

Panting heavily, Xu Shaoyan suddenly cried out.

"Bai Shuang, wife, I know I was wrong. I shouldn't have to bear everything by myself, and I shouldn't share everything with you. I accept your breakup, but I want to marry you. I only accept this ending !"

(End of this chapter)