I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 73 Farewell to Lao Mi
After texting the woman, I opened another can of beer and just drank it while I waited for her to write back.Finally, when she was about to finish drinking a can of beer, she texted back: "You have enough control, what does it matter to you whether the child takes it away or not?"

"Can you stop being so aggressive every time you speak?... I really just want to care about you. I think it's quite difficult for you to encounter this."

"Whether it's difficult or not is my own business. None of you can help me... I know I shouldn't keep this child, but I still feel very uncomfortable. After all, this is a life conceived in my stomach. I But failed to hold him accountable."

"Actually, you already have the answer in your heart, it's just a matter of time."

"I really want to drink now!"

"In your current body, it's better not to drink."

This time, it took a long time for the other party to reply: "Don't talk about me... Do you have any particularly unlucky things in the past two days that you can share with me? Let me find a balance in my heart."

"There's really nothing bad about these two days... Basically, it's a good thing. Our inn has already confirmed that we can resume business in November."

"Your family agrees that you stay in Dali?"

"My family is not unreasonable. After persuading me about this matter, they are still willing to give me a chance."

"Hehe, I really want to congratulate you... I hope you can live a human life in Dali."

"It's obviously a very good thing, but how can it change the taste when you say it out of your mouth?"

"Didn't you say that you lived a worthless life in Shanghai? Although my words are ugly, I am also telling the truth."

I looked at this message, smiled helplessly, and then replied with some emotion: "As time goes on, my understanding of Dali becomes more and more profound... In fact, where there are people, there are rivers and lakes. There is a competition for interests in the rivers and lakes... Let’s just talk about our inn. The situation is very good now, and someone has come to talk to us about investment. If it is an inn that does not know when it will resume business, even if we wear out our words, others You have to think carefully before investing... From this point of view, there is no difference between here and Shanghai."

"It is human nature to pursue fame and fortune, and there is nothing to complain about."

"I understand this, but I didn't accept that person's investment...Although in the long run, his investment will be more beneficial to our inn...Because he is a member of the Environmental Protection Agency. If we want to expand in the future, we must dealing with him."

"Then are you stupid?"

"The other shareholders of the inn also disagree. I think it is not easy for everyone to get together to do this. There is no need to hurt the peace because of this matter."

"You're too sentimental... you don't seem like a man who can achieve great things."

"Maybe... After coming to Dali, I seem to have become more emotional... By the way, if you really have no choice but to have that child, you should go to the hospital to abort it as soon as possible. The longer it drags on, the more it will hurt you! "

"Aren't you afraid of harming your morality by persuading others to abort their children?"

I was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "I'm advising you to pay attention to your body... If this child is available, I certainly suggest you stay... I think you should talk to your ex-boyfriend and see him How to put it, he is more responsible than you for this matter."

"A cheating man, what else can I talk to him... I wish he would die sooner. I feel like I'm wasting the air I breathe if I talk to him more."

"You are too sexual!"

After my exclamation, she had nothing to say.But what I'm sure of is that since she doesn't want to ask her ex-boyfriend for an explanation, then this poor child probably won't be able to keep her.

I couldn't help but marvel at the wonder of fate. The same number is used by two people with completely different personalities!As a result, I gradually no longer felt that this number had any connection with Lu Jia, let alone that it still belonged to Lu Jia.Because the new owner of this number is so personal, she gave me a very strong sense of separation.

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When I returned to the inn from the Erhai Lake, I found that there was still light in Lao Mi's room, so I knocked on the door, wanting to know what he had for dinner and whether he wanted to have some supper.

Lao Mi opened the door for me, and I asked him, "What did you have for dinner?"

"I see that there are still unfinished noodles in your kitchen, so they are cooked."

"Look at you, if you don't go to eat with us, it's not nutritious to eat, and you're easy to get hungry... Let me order you some supper."

"No need... tell you something."

I entered Lao Mi's room and sat down on the sofa, while Lao Mi sat on the chair opposite me.He was silent for a while, and then he said to me: "I just talked to your mother on the phone, and I told her everything about your stay here."

I felt nervous unconsciously, and then asked, "What did my mother say?"

"Your mother doesn't have any opinions. I'm sure she will listen to what I say... But, it can be seen that she is unhappy and worried about you... When I get home, call her and talk about it , and I tried to persuade her from the sidelines, and she gradually looked away."

I lowered my head and replied, "I understand what you mean."

"Then I'll go back tomorrow."

I looked up at Lao Mi, and hurriedly said, "Why are you in such a hurry to go back...you can play here for two more days, anyway, it's your own inn, and it doesn't cost you money."

Lao Mi shook his head and replied: "I don't feel at ease when your mother is alone at home... Don't just quarrel because we're fine, but after a long time, it's like the palm of your hand and the back of your hand. Family... Our generation is simple, and we can just make do with it for the rest of our lives. Although this life is tasteless, it is practical... If you can give us a little more hope, we will have no regrets in this life... People Well, don't make life too complicated!"

I didn't speak, just smoked silently.

Lao Mi said again: "You are with Xiaoye now, I know it's inappropriate to mention Lu Jia... But I still think she is not a heartless girl, it must be that you didn't keep her when she left."

I replied with a heartache, "She is not someone who would break up easily. Since she said so, she must have made up her mind. If I keep her again, I will harm her...Dad, for this relationship between me and Lu Jia I really tried my best for this relationship, but she left, it only shows that we are not the right person, and I can't give her what she wants in Shanghai... So, letting go is also a kind of fulfillment!"

After I finished speaking, I swallowed again in pain... I am not cold-blooded, if there is still a possibility, who would be willing to let go of the three years of feelings!
"Is it so difficult for young people nowadays to live a hard life together?"

"Difficult, very difficult..."

Lao Mi patted me on the shoulder, and then took out the supermarket shopping bag from under the table. He took out a large bag of melon seeds from the shopping bag, put it in front of me and said: " You liked to eat this food when you were a child...Knowing that I will come to Dali to find you, your mother knocked it out all night...Actually, we are not here to blame you, but we want you to live a good life...See You are doing well in Dali, and a few friends are also righteous, so we will not say anything... Your mother and I are getting old... You can go on your own in the future, and we can't help you!"

I held the heavy bag of melon seeds in my hand, tears rolled in my eyes, I wanted to express something.But the next moment, Lao Mi asked me to leave his room, saying that he was tired and wanted to rest.

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The next day, I drove Lao Mi to the train station in Ye Zhi's car. I wanted to buy him some Dali specialties to take back, but he refused to let me die. He thought I was wasting money.I felt very uncomfortable, and felt that I was not a qualified son.

Because when he came, his bag was full, but when he left, I couldn't put anything in his bag...

After the train drove a long way, I still did not leave the train station. Lao Mi sent another message: "When I get home, remember to call your mother... In Dali, pay attention to your health and eat on time. No matter how important work is, it is not as important as the body."

The tears I had endured from yesterday until now finally fell down, I wanted to put something in his bag... But I looked at myself, but my hands were empty!

(End of this chapter)