I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 729 The thing I am most looking forward to

After talking on the phone, Nicole and I met at the door of a coffee shop outside the ancient city. She drove the car Yang Sisi had left behind and handed me the car keys; I looked at her a little stupidly. , After a while, he said: "I haven't recovered until now, I think you are joking with me..."

"Have you called her yet?"

I shook my head.

"Why don't you call? If you call her, you'll find out everything."

"She must be playing a prank... On the way we came, she didn't show any signs of doing this at all. We were still discussing what to take her to eat and play when we got to my house... She also asked me , will you give her New Year's Eve money...why did you leave with Cao Xiaobei suddenly?...and it was at Cao Xiaobei's wedding!"

"Maybe you made her sad... Why did you go to the wedding? She can't even call you."

"You can't run away with Cao Xiaobei just because you didn't stop me?... This is not a child's play, there is no such thing as a joke in this world!"

"You're angry?"

I looked at Nicole and didn't say anything for a long time... I couldn't figure out my mood at the moment, this feeling was like a broken arm, a moment of heartache, a moment of weakness and emptiness...

Heaving a sigh of relief, I finally opened my mouth and said to Nicole: "It's not anger, I can tell you how it feels... Where she wants to go is her freedom, but she can't go at this time, we say So we went back together, I don’t have a driver’s license, and she left me the car, it’s useless... Where can I go now? We’ve known each other for more than three years, and she never let me go... The only time, it cost my life!"

Nicole sighed: "I don't even know what to say... A love triangle is too painful, and it's too easy to hurt people, so I made up my mind to be with Cao Xue. It's good for everyone to make a break early!"

When I heard the name Cao Xue, I came back to my senses, and then stared at Nicole with wide eyes.

"Why are you looking at me like that?...Did I say something wrong?"

"No...my mind is a bit confused. I haven't been at home for the New Year for four or five years. I have to find a way to go back before the New Year."

"You put the car keys first."

I just took the car keys from Nicole, and then I looked over the Cangshan Mountain and Erhai Lake, and looked in the direction of going home. I probably want to go back alone... I don’t know if it’s good or bad, I just feel My heart was empty, and I was suddenly afraid to face those people who were waiting for me to go back at home... This should be the final form of loneliness, with no direction, no mood, and no next step to take.

Nicole asked me again: "How are you going to go back?"

"I'll call Chen Jin later to see if he has time. If he has time, let him drive."

"Ah."

"You go about your own business...leave me alone."

"Okay, if you need something, call me."

After speaking, Nicole walked towards her car...

"Wait, Nicole."

Nicole turned to look at me, her face puzzled.

"Do you really love Cao Xue? Is it because he is so kind to you when you are with him?"

Nicole hesitated, then nodded at me.

I don't know whether she is targeting my last sentence or the next sentence; I want to ask the truth, she has already got into the car; the next moment, she drove away.

……

After Nicole left, I sat alone at the door of the coffee shop. I thought for a long time, and I didn’t know what to do next. I just clenched the car keys in my hand and watched the people coming and going. tourists.

In the end, it was An An who took the initiative to call me, and then I remembered that I had agreed to Wang Xiaoling's matter.

I got on the phone, then forced myself to cheer up, and asked An An, "Where are you, I just have something to talk to you about."

"I just came out of the hotel, did I go to you, or did you come to me?"

"See you Ma Jiuyi, I want to go to the beach and sit down."

"Okay, then I'll go over there."

……

When I arrived in Ma Jiuyi, I saw a figure standing on the reef in a lonely posture, that was not An An; I never thought that I would run into Ye Zhi here, she seemed to have a deep affection for this place, And no less than the Bund in Shanghai.

I faced the wind and stood beside her, she was not too surprised, but asked me very calmly: "Sisi and Cao Xiaobei left, didn't you go to find her?"

"I respect anyone's choice, although others may not respect me."

As I said that, I glanced at her. She was carrying the Hermes satchel I gave her, and the wind blew past her, giving off a hint of sadness.

"This has nothing to do with respect...the most important thing is your inner feelings...she has been by your side for so many years, you should know her very well, do you think she is the kind of woman who will be hot-headed and do such things ?... In this world, there is probably no one who loves and hates more clearly than her. She knows exactly what she wants... If she had Cao Xiaobei in her heart, she wouldn't wait until today to talk to Cao Xiaobei Let’s go, let’s not make such a farce.”

"I do not quite understand you."

"You should know her feelings for you better than anyone else... I shouldn't have told you about this matter at all... I think you are not very calm now, at least on this matter, you should be skeptical ...You should contact Sisi quickly, don't let her get hurt again, and don't let her sacrifice for you again."

After a short pause, Ye Zhi said to me again: "This is how I feel about you too... I really don't need you to do anything for me, I will take care of these things myself, what I care about most now, isn't it Those invisible troubles... I just want you to find Sisi quickly, and then go home to celebrate the New Year... I remember you told me that you haven't been at home for the New Year for many years. There will be lights and festoons, and it will be very lively... When you say these words, your eyes are shining, and I know how much you miss home."

"Yes, this is what I am most looking forward to."

"So, go find Sisi now, and take her away... Really don't care about these right and wrong anymore!"

I looked at Ye Zhi and was in a dilemma. I felt that I was no longer just helping her. I was also helping An An, Wang Xiaoling, and even Nicole... The people involved in this matter are too many. Too much, too much, if I just leave like this, I am afraid that I will have lumps in my heart for the rest of my life.

(End of this chapter)