I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 704 I Know What You Need Most

I sat down on the side of the road full of frustration, and then stared blankly at the door of the duty-free shop that was only allowed out, until the lights inside went out one by one, and no one came out... Lying on the grass, there is residual heat on the ground, and the stars are twinkling alternately in the sky, it looks quite quiet, but the sound of the motorbike motor tells the restlessness of this night... People from all over the world, some people come here for vacation, some people come here for refuge, and I am the most lost one.

I can't express my feelings at this moment, the image of Ye Zhi appeared in my mind, maybe we will meet tomorrow, do I really want to go to see her empty-handed?

……

The wind blew a faint fragrance, An An sat beside me, she first tucked up the corners of her skirt, and then looked up at the sky... After a long time, she whispered to me: " If you really can't buy it in Thailand, you can go to Shanghai to buy it...Shanghai is such a big city, you can't buy the style you want."

"I know, but it's a pity to go back and buy it... I want to refund the ticket and go to Bangkok for a while... It's not too late to arrive in Shanghai the day after tomorrow."

"You really don't go against your will at all!"

I glanced at An'an, and then fell into silence. I took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, but just held it in my mouth without lighting it.

After this state lasted for a while, An An said to me softly again: "I don't know what you think in your heart, but I am quite disgusted with myself, and I can be regarded as a person with emotional cleanliness, so I will tell you After saying this, I will never be with Cao Jinbo again, otherwise I will not only feel disgusted, but I will disgust myself... You may really not know how much courage it takes for me to express my feelings to you... ..."

"I know that your life will completely change because of this... It also means that you lose the dependence you have always had."

"...Then can you give me some hope?"

Just as I was about to speak, An An said to me again: "Don't rush to give me an answer, we can imagine what it would be like if the two of us lived together."

"Dali definitely can't stay any longer."

"Besides Dali, which city do you like in China?"

"It's not about whether I like it or not, but I have to go to Shanghai... because later, I will cooperate with Sisi's father on a project."

"I can go to Shanghai with you... During this time, I have been learning how to make desserts. I can find a store and open a dessert shop... For the rest of the time, I will take care of the house and let you go home every day , have fresh food to eat and clean clothes to wear.”

"Sounds good."

"We can make money together and buy a house."

"No, as long as it's not a house in a central area, I can afford it by myself... Speaking of this, I think I have gained something in the past few years after I left Shanghai. At least I can return to Shanghai and be a decent person .”

"So, I met the best you at the most suitable time."

"It's hard to say mentally, but it is true materially."

After pondering for a while, An An said softly: "I know that you have suffered a lot mentally these years, and I am sorry that I couldn't help you solve your problems... But in the future life, I will slowly compensate you... I Know what a man like you needs most."

I lit the cigarette that was always in my mouth, then smiled, and asked An'an, "What do I need most?"

"Safe."

When she said these two words, I obviously felt a little bit moved in my heart. I have had enough of the turbulent life. In my memory, since I walked out of the university, I have been living in a state of uncertainty. So wandering.

"Migao, do you like children?"

"Ah."

"I also like it very much... I have always imagined that I can have a son and a daughter, and that kind of life is perfect!"

I turned my head and looked at her. The longing in her eyes was so sincere... At this time, she really gave me a feeling that was just right, but behind this seemingly perfect, I always felt that something was missing. something.

I know that she is a woman with a good personality, who can take care of both inside and outside, but after all, she is just a shadow of Wang Lei living in my heart... So, I know why I have a moment heartbeat.

Maybe our life together will be perfect, but now is not the time; so, I finally met her expectant eyes and said, "I'm sorry, I can't hold others in my heart anymore."

"Aren't you going to get married in the future?"

"Jie, I will find a material woman, so that I won't feel indebted to her... She won't care, who I loved before, and who I love now."

An An lost her mind, she hugged her knees tightly... I don't know what she was thinking, but her expression told me that at this moment, she felt very insecure.

After a long time, she finally spoke to me: "Mi Gao, have you thought about what kind of life I will live in the future?... If you haven't thought about it, let me tell you... I will definitely leave Dali and find Start again in a strange city... All the connections I have accumulated in Dali will be forfeited... I will start to work on my own livelihood, because I have no one to rely on, and I will live very lonely... Even more lonely than in I was even more lonely in Dali... because when I was in Dali, you would teach me to get in touch with the world and how to live... But a new city can only start from scratch!"

"If you were not born with a golden key in your mouth, everyone would have such a process... I think that after you choose freedom, you will only get better and better, because your starting point is already better than those who are still ignorant. Much higher."

"You don't have to tell me so many things that I don't want to hear...I know what kind of person you are...I won't say any more, I just want you to remember...When you can't stand being alone, think Thinking about what we said today, and those imagined pictures... I will wait for you, maybe in Shanghai, maybe in a city that is completely unfamiliar to us."

"I'm sorry, Ann!"

……

The next day, I went to the airport before An An and the others. According to the original plan, I changed my flight to Bangkok. I went to the mall where Ye Zhi bought "Green Water Ghost" for me, and then went to the counter of "Vacheron Constantin".I was disappointed again, because there is no watch of this style in the counter here... The salesperson told me that the price of this watch has been raised, so the original price watches in the counter have long been sold by watch players. It was all gone. If I really want to buy a watch of this style, I can only buy a second-hand watch. (For the latest chapters, please pay attention to the author's personal public account: Tank's Bookstand, reply to "Song List" to view the complete song list of this book, reply to "Sisi" to view the protagonist's picture, etc., participate in more activities and interact with the author.)
Only then did I know why the watch in the duty-free shop was suddenly sold. It turned out that this watch has become a collector's item, and professional players have probably already started shopping around the world.

The "Green Water Ghost" in my hand is also the same. When it first came out, it was only more than 4 yuan. Now it has been fired to 12 yuan, and it is already a rare commodity. So Ye Zhi bought it for me at the time. Time is really lucky!
Could it be that between us, she can only pay for me?
……

In the evening, after all, I boarded the plane from Bangkok to Shanghai empty-handed... I asked Ye Zhi out to meet her in the name of a watch, and when I stood in front of her empty-handed, I didn't I know how she feels...

Don't think I lied to her, that's fine.

(End of this chapter)