I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 703 is a continuation

I never dreamed that An'an would tell me this. In my consciousness, she should be the one who walked the furthest away from me among all my friends of the opposite sex, because we haven't known each other for a long time, and even Nicole and Tina met before her; of course I know the relationship between people, which cannot be measured by time... But An An fell in love with me, but it was like a dream. desolate.

This is my state of mind at this time, I can't give her anything at all, and I think it's a bit too abrupt to reveal my heart.

But thinking about it again, wasn't that how I confessed my love to Ye Zhi at the beginning, and feelings have always been silent.

The reason why I thought so much in a mess is because I don't know how to deal with this situation. Even though An An is right, she is indeed a just right woman for me, but I still can't accept it psychologically.

It's not about the cleanliness of relationships, it's because I really don't have the ability to quickly jump out of one relationship and transition into another.

……

I finally opened my mouth and said to An An who looked expectant: "Today is not April Fool's Day, why are you making such a big joke with me?"

An An's expression turned cold instantly, she lowered her head, and said to me: "I know you don't like me, it would be nice if we weren't friends from the beginning! You won't know how many times I've been in the past. The strangers I met in a coffee shop fell in love at first sight, and they were innocent to each other!"

"You misunderstood my idea, it has nothing to do with this."

When I said these words, I was in a trance for no reason... Wang Lei's appearance suddenly appeared in my mind, and then gradually overlapped with An An's appearance, and finally merged together seamlessly.

I vaguely remember it was a night: Wang Lei and I were drinking at the night market. She was probably happy, and then she put her arms around my shoulders and said, "Mi Gao, you are a poor boy who came from the mountains of Sichuan, Lu Jia She is a native Shanghai girl, have you ever thought about what is left between the two of you when the passion subsides?... Only the gap between regions and identities... You deserve to live now Are you tired?"

"It's quite tiring!"

"Look, she doesn't care about you that much now... Last time you drank like a dead ghost in order to accompany the leader to socialize. You called her, but she didn't pick you up. In the end, I missed work and went to pick you up." .”

"She had to work overtime that day, which was a special situation."

"Your reason is really fresh!... Don't tell me I don't have to go to work. I'm just a nightclub, and I'm the busiest at night. I still go... Mi Gao, is it interesting for you to hold on like this?... I think you and Lu Jia can't get to the end!"

"You're fucking sarcastic...don't drink it, this beer tastes like horse urine...I'm going back to sleep first."

"It's hard for you to treat me to a meal, and if you want to eat half of it, just leave, there's no door!"

"Then you can't have a nice chat with me?"

"It's not easy if you want to be happy! Let me ask you a question first, do you look down on me in your heart? Think I'm just a nightclub."

"If I look down on you, can I have a good time with you here... We are the most steadfast dog meat friends in the world."

Wang Lei glared at her, and replied: "Who the hell wants to be dog meat friends with you." Then, she leaned into my ear, and then said to me with a charming smile: "If you and Lu Jia really No, just think about me... I am also a poor girl who came out of the mountains of Sichuan, I don't dislike you; I don't want you to do things for me beyond your ability, I will definitely not force you to buy a house , let’s just rent a house, as long as you can manage the rent, I’ll take care of the rest... Anyway, as long as you can make do with me, I can make do with you too... Everything is pretty good Alright, haha!"

I picked up the glass and looked at her, and then replied: "You sing and drink with other men outside... Then I spend the money you earn... I really can't bear this face!"

I was just about to take a sip of the wine in the glass, but Wang Lei suddenly slapped my glass away. While the beer was spilled all over the floor, she also looked at me coldly...

It was then that I realized I had said something I shouldn't have said, but that was really what was in my subconscious mind.

But I didn't want to, Wang Lei suddenly burst out laughing, and then said to me: "Are you an idiot!... I don't know that today is April Fool's Day?... I'm just kidding you, a man like you, I Can Wang Lei like it?...Apart from your sour loyalty, are my customers rich and generous?...Damn it, every time you take me to eat at the roadside stall, just Can't you be more generous, find a better restaurant and treat me to a meal?"

……

When I came back to my senses, I realized that such a scene was so similar. The appearance of An An was like a continuation of Wang Lei... I let out a sigh of relief, then looked up at the sky, It was completely dark, the heat was gone, and the wind was a little cool.

I looked at An'an again, she was squatting on the grass beside the road, she was already unwilling to raise her head... I hurt her self-esteem.

But I didn't know what to say, so I just stood beside her, and watched one motorcycle after another, speeding past us.

Suddenly, I felt that she was a little different from Wang Lei, because Wang Lei made do with everything, and she was just right.

Yes, everything is changing. I have changed from the man who had achieved nothing to a man who is about to achieve success in his career, so why can't Wang Lei change from making do with everything to being just right?
It was at this moment that I felt a little bit moved, because I had too many regrets and disappointments in Wang Lei.

There is no possibility between me and Ye Zhi, is it possible that I will be alone for the rest of my life?
……

After an extremely long silence, it was An An who spoke. She forced a smile at first, and then said to me: "Aren't you going to buy a watch? Hurry up, or it will be closed if it is late."

"Ah."

An An put on the helmet, and after I got on the motorcycle, she also sat down on the back, but this time, she didn't hold my waist like before, there was some gap between us, and the wind came from this It blew through the gap, sending chills down my back.

It's the feeling of being alone, and I've been single for far, far too long!

……

Hurry up, An An and I finally arrived at the "King Quan Duty Free Shop" before eight o'clock, but when I was about to park the motorcycle, the staff told me in very blunt Chinese that the shop was about to close, and tomorrow morning , it doesn’t open until nine o’clock, but my plane ticket is at 09:30 in the morning, no matter what, there is no way to stagger this time.

(End of this chapter)