I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 696 She Finally Lived the Way You Wanted
From my heart, I can't listen to what Director Ma said to me, because what he said to me now is also what I have always wanted to say to him... He wants to have a correct relationship in his emotional life. In terms of love, she would not have divorced Bai Lu and then went to Jizu Mountain to become a monk.

He's a typical talker, doing stupid things... I'm totally against him.

So, I said to him again: "Emotional matters, we are in the same boat, and no one will say anything... I just ask, besides feelings, what other things do I have, and I dare not face difficulties... When I opened the inn, I was plotted by Cao Jinbo. Am I the first one to stand up to him?...The inn was demolished, so was I the first one to go to Jiulongju to make a vote?... ...After Jiulongju, it was Chen Jin's bar again, and I was the one who rushed to the forefront and saved the bar... You must speak conscientiously, I have been going against the wind all these years, why can't I call it Dare to face the difficulties?...Is it true that if I don't defend at all, you will all treat me like a soft persimmon...I really want to tell you that if I, Mi Gao, are really tough, I can rub the earth flat Let's make it round again... Don't bully the honest people so fucking hard!"

After these words were finished, my heart was full of pleasure after venting; but I didn't want to, Director Ma just replied coldly: "I am a person who chats with people and only focuses on the key points... I heard you just now; apart from feelings, There are other things that you dare not face up to the difficulties... Then do you admit that you are a person who does not act emotionally?"

My head was a little confused, and then "buzzing". I don't like the feeling of being seen through by others, even if he is my best friend... But what he stated is a fact.

Back when Lu Jia was leaving, I didn't keep her...I think it was a kind of fulfillment.

Ye Zhi came back, and I didn't force her to give me an explanation... I think this is still a kind of fulfillment.

In the end, Yang Sisi...was obviously a little tempted, but because of physical problems, she chose to give up...In the end, it still came down to fulfillment.

I can be regarded as a ruthless person, because this Mengpo soup that can poison people to death, I really drank bowl after bowl...

……

Director Ma was like a roundworm in my stomach. He patted my shoulder again and said, "Mi Gao, how can there be so many perfections in this world... In terms of emotional matters, you have to be selfish... Whoever you like, You have to be caring, if you don't, just wait to be sad... I don't believe it, if you go to Ye Zhi with a faceless face, you won't be able to take her down!... You just block the door of her company every day, waiting for her Go to and from work, then choose what she likes to do, choose what she likes to say...Unless, she doesn't have you in her heart...Otherwise, there is absolutely no reason why you can't take it down..."

I listened to these words, so after a long time, I replied in a low voice: "As my friend, didn't you always hope that I could treat Sisi well?...Why did you suddenly change your mouth?"

"I'm telling you this because of Sisi... After all these years, she has given her heart to you, but you are still the same. This proves that you really don't have her in your heart... It's better than this Give her a good time... So, you go to find the woman you will never forget... Let her be your wife, let her give birth to you, let her accompany you to do everything that makes you feel good and exciting In this way, your life is not in vain..."

I don't speak.

Director Ma lit another cigarette for himself. This is the longest time we talked about a topic in my memory...

"Mi Gao, I've actually told you so much, and I'm talking to myself... I figured it out, but it's too late... Bai Lu is already married."

I suddenly turned my head to look at Director Ma, and replied: "Don't be joking... Before I came to Thailand, I went to find Bai Lu... During the conversation, I didn't hear that she wanted to marry someone else at all... ...How long have I only been in Thailand!"

"Isn't the change of a person just a momentary thing?... I dare not tell anyone about her marriage to others. First, I am afraid that others will laugh; second, I really have a guilty conscience... I and Tie Men are already like this, so don’t make the same mistakes again.”

"Who is she marrying?"

After a while of silence, Director Ma replied: "Her family arranged it. I heard it was a high-ranking official...and she was also divorced before."

"Then the relationship between her and her family should have eased?"

"It's not just easing... Her father and her brother both got political resources because of her marriage..."

With some emotion, I said to him again: "Bai Lu has finally lived the life you wanted... Are you happy?"

Director Ma stared blankly at the lighthouse in the distance, and then fell into a bottomless silence... And I finally understood him, the word "fulfillment", at first glance, is great... But sometimes, it is also the source of pain .

Presumably Bai Lu was in more pain than him... because Bai Lu was the one who was really waiting.If she wasn't really desperate, how could she be willing to let the two-year wait come to naught.

The old horse shouldn't go down the mountain, Jizu Mountain is his final destination... because, after Bailu, he probably won't find another woman who treats him so well!

……

Back at the place where I lived, I forced myself into a crazy working state, and even started to take care of the decoration budget, which I am not good at... I just don't want to have time to think.

However, when I was really lying on the bed, I was extremely awake...

I thought of the last time I met Bai Lu before I came to Thailand... I can't remember exactly what I talked to her at that time... I just believe that she will always wait for Ma's guidance... But the world has changed. ... After all, she married someone other than Director Ma!
While I was sighing, I couldn't help but think of myself.

At this time, Yang Sisi sent me a WeChat message, and she asked, "Have you slept yet?"

"Not yet...why haven't you slept yet, it's already late in China!"

"I was already lying on the bed, but I suddenly remembered something and wanted to tell you... Didn't you say you wanted to buy a car before... My uncle's BMW 5S shop happened to have a test drive car for sale... If you want to buy it, I’ll buy it for you first, I think it’s a good deal.”

(End of this chapter)