I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 660
The tide is rushing towards our feet one after another. Looking at the dark and empty sea, I can't help but feel a little scared, but Yutou doesn't care at all, probably because he grew up by the sea since he was a child, and the sea has long been his life. When he was in Jimo, he was the one who dared to swim in the sea at night, and he was considered a courageous man.

After a short silence, he curled his lips and said to me: "Did you know? Before coming to Thailand, I proposed to Sisi."

"Well, then what?"

Yutou stared at me, and then asked, "Aren't you sad at all?"

"I only care about the result."

"She agreed...but until now, she hasn't even let me hold her hand...do you know why?"

"I don't want to know why... when will you get married?"

Yutou stared at the sea in a daze for a while, then avoided my question and said, "Mi Gao, am I really that bad?...My family's seafood industry is number one in Qingdao, I have been called the rich second generation since I was a child. If I want anything, I just need to go back and act like a baby with my mother... Even the proposal ring for her is specially made by a jewelry designer. It is unique in the world ... But there is still a thorn in my heart, because I know that I am not the choice she wants most."

I looked at Yutou, as if I saw another Cao Xiaobei.

To a certain extent, Yang Sisi's emotional path is also full of flaws, because she has hurt many men who were infatuated with her, including Xiaobao before, Cao Xiaobei and Yutou later.

I'm not her, so I can't understand her whole journey, but I can feel that her pain and entanglement are no less than mine... When she felt desperate, she must have thought of giving up, so she would agree to Yutou's marriage proposal .

She wants to find a man who loves her...and this is the thorn in Yutou's heart!

Yutou laughed bitterly, and said again: "When I knew that there was a man named Cao Xiaobei before me, I realized how naive my thinking was...Family conditions were never a plus in her eyes. She is much richer than my family... What she wants is the man she loves... What is cute?... Why does the closer you get, the deeper the injury... I am the most stupid, hard I want to accompany her to Thailand to look for you...and then seeing her sad, I feel even more sad...Before I came to you, she was crying out of breath in the hotel...I know she is determined to let you go, this Probably the last time I cry for you...she will marry me after that...but...but...what should I say..."

Yutou spread out his hands with an anxious expression on his face, he couldn't organize his words well.

I just watched him patiently, and he wiped his hands heavily over his face, and after calming down a bit, he said to me again: "But, seeing how she can't love her, I really feel sorry for her." Feeling sad... For a moment, I seemed to be her, and I fully understood her pain...Because she is also a person I can't love...Even if we are really married, she still won't Happy... If she is not happy, how can I be happy?... I am really not the kind of man who can look at her body and climax all the time. What I want is her heart..."

"I can understand, I have also experienced this feeling."

"Hehe, of course you have, because you also have a woman you can't love... I misunderstood you before, those girls in the club, you won't really like them... Sisi told me , the one you can't get is a woman who makes Sisi feel inferior even when she looks at her... What kind of woman can make Sisi feel inferior?...Could it be a fairy who descended to earth?"

"No, she might not be as good as Sisi... But love is a feeling, it's impossible to fathom..."

"Yes, in my eyes, there can't be a more charming woman than Yang Sisi in this world...Fortunately, it's relative, and low self-esteem is also relative."

I'm silent... as if dead.

……

The tide was getting more and more violent. I could clearly see that there was sea water under my feet, but I didn't feel it at all. My heart was filled with indescribable frustration. If my legs weren't injured, how good it would be!
At this moment, Yutou took out a very delicate box from his pocket, he first put it in my hand, and then said to me: "This is a unique box I made for Sisi. We are flying to Shanghai at 09:30 tomorrow morning. Before we board the plane, you can take this ring to propose to her. This ring is worthy of her... I will be a gentleman before a villain... If In the end, if you didn't go, then please don't meet her again in your life, let alone disturb our life...... Can you do it?"

I looked at the fish head with mixed feelings... Then I threw the ring to him again and said, "Take the ring away, I don't need it... I won't go."

"I don't care if you go or not, anyway, I've done what I should do... I didn't take advantage of others, and I have a clear conscience!"

"Be nice to her."

"Are you really not going?"

I closed my eyes and shook my head again...

……

When I opened my eyes again, the fish head had already left, and my world suddenly became quiet... But I was also trapped at the beach, because the wheelchair was on the beach, and the sand was soft. If no one pushed me, I would He was simply unable to go ashore.

But I no longer cared about the sense of crisis of not being able to go ashore. I silently shed tears facing the boundless sea.

No matter what we have experienced, everyone in the story, good or bad, will eventually have a belonging; no one in this world will wait forever for another person, so Yang Sisi is gone, and I will not wait forever Looking at Ye Zhi, I think "waiting" is the last word that should exist in this world, because behind "waiting" is a mess, not a single blade of grass grows!
But they are getting married soon, where is my future?

……

Feeling sad, I took out my phone from my pocket, and finally replied to Ye Zhi's message: "I understand what you think, there is no perfect person in this world, and there is no perfect love... We all knelt down to fate once. I begged for mercy, but dignity cannot be exchanged for everything...you go get married, I have no regrets!"

After this message, I sent another one: "I will go to Sisi, I will live in your good wishes...Happy forever!"

(End of this chapter)