I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 657
During the process of my conversation with Yang Sisi, the sky became darker again. I saw the trailer tow away the motorboat that was still running wildly on the sea just now, and the world became quieter. I seemed to be able to hear Yang Sisi’s breathing and myself. heartbeat.

At this moment, I really want to become a roundworm in her stomach, and then know what she is thinking; although the way she speaks is still the same as before, it gives me a different inner feeling; I think, there must be something wrong in her heart. Pretending to be something else.

Just as I was about to speak, there was a knock on the door, and then I heard Brother Ping's voice: "Mi Gao, are you awake? I have already reserved the restaurant."

These days, it seems that without any acting skills, people can't get along with each other. If Yang Sisi hadn't contacted him in advance, how could he have found this place?Now that Yang Sisi is here, I don't have the desire to sleep, so he is asking the question knowingly.

I replied, "How many seats have you booked?"

"It's just the two of us, I deliberately picked a table with a sea view, hurry up!"

I glanced at Yang Sisi, she stared at me and said: "You guys, none of you are honest. If he hadn't told me, I would never have found this place in my life."

"Brother Ping just likes to joke, so don't take it to heart."

Yang Sisi ignored me, and turned her attention to the Rolex watch I put on the bedside... She picked it up to look at it, and then asked me: "Ye Zhi bought this for you?"

Before I opened my mouth, Yang Sisi said again: "It's okay, you can lie to me."

"She bought it."

Yang Sisi put the watch back to its original place, and then opened the door for Brother Ping. Brother Ping pretended to be surprised, and said, "Hey, there are guests at home, so I'll ask the boss to book another seat...Mi Gao, Later, I will send the location of the restaurant to your WeChat, you take Sisi there, and I will invite you two to eat the most authentic sirloin steak on Phuket Island."

I responded, and Brother Ping closed the door again, as if the purpose of his appearance was to help me and Yang Sisi through this most sensitive topic... Thinking about it, I am really pathetic, in front of Yang Sisi , I said I couldn't forget Ye Zhi; in front of Ye Zhi, I said that Yang Sisi was the best choice, and in the end, I lost them together.

So, my loneliness is self-inflicted, but God really didn’t give me too many opportunities to choose, so I wanted to use my career to numb myself, but my career didn’t go well. This is probably the poorest part of my life. It's time.

……

I was sitting in a wheelchair, and Yang Sisi pushed behind me. After walking for a long time, she said to me: "Two years ago, I accompanied you to Phuket once. Do you still remember how I felt at that time?" ?”

"Remember, life is better than death."

"now what?"

I looked back at Yang Sisi, then smiled and replied: "Actually, I'm not in a better mood now, but it's not because of that matter...at my age, I'm still so muddled and accomplish nothing. Anxious... especially my legs, I don't know if I can recover in the future... Actually, I don't want to think about it in the distance, because I don't think I have that much resilience to bear the worst results... ..."

Is that why you didn't want me in the first place? ... I hope you can answer me honestly, we have come to the point where we are today, and no matter how bad it is, it can't be any worse, so I want to hear what is in your heart. "

Yang Sisi stopped in her tracks. In front of us was the endless sea. Although it was already dark, there was still a ray of light illuminating the end of the sea and the sky.

My mind gradually opened up, and then I replied with a sincere attitude: "It may be one of the reasons... I am quite confused. On the one hand, I know that there is no hope for me and Ye Zhi, and on the other hand, I don't want to treat you as someone else." It's a second choice, it's not fair to you...Because you are not a woman who can deal with it, you look careless, but in your heart you are more proud than anyone else...We have known each other for three years, and I think I know it well you."

"I believe this is what you mean... In your eyes, I am still no match for Ye Zhi...Three years are enough for me to realize the truth!"

Speaking of this, Yang Sisi smiled, and said: "But I know that for a moment, you wanted to marry me... If you didn't hurt your leg, maybe we are really married... I can marry you I live in Dali, and I don’t care if you have a house or not. I’m afraid I’m the only woman in the world who can live with you as if writing poetry... Unfortunately, there is no if, so I came to you this time not to forgive you ... I am not a person who will give up easily, but if I accumulate too much disappointment, my heart will really die... Hehe, when I met you, I was only 22 years old. Now even the birth year is almost over, I will have mine Anxiety... I'm sorry, this time, I can't be with you in your most difficult time. "

After a short pause, Yang Sisi said again: "If there is kindness between us, we will show kindness, if there is hatred, we will settle the relationship... You can take this card, and treat it as paying you back nine times with interest. Longju's favor, from now on, we owe nothing to each other."

"I can't ask for this money. I've made an agreement with your father. We will borrow this money from him. Brother Ping's villa will be mortgaged to him."

"Don't be so troublesome, and you don't have to pay back the money... You should take the money... But you have to learn your lesson, don't suffer from a woman like Lu Jia, you have to learn to protect your property .”

"I……"

"The grievances and grievances are clear... let's not talk about it."

After speaking, Yang Sisi stuffed the bank card into my jacket pocket, then looked up at the distant sky, her expression was lonely...

"Grandpa Mi..."

I looked at her in surprise, I don't know why she suddenly called me that, it was what she called me when we first met.

"I've already done what I need to do...You can have dinner with Brother Ping by yourself, I'm leaving."

"Where are you going?"

"Collect your heart, let go of the story, what you want now, you will have in the future."

"Let's go after eating...the sirloin steak in that restaurant is really delicious!"

"I won't touch anything that is addictive...you'll be fine."

Yang Sisi let go of the wheelchair just like that. After she smiled at me, she walked along the street lights to the intersection with taxis... She untied the rubber band on her braid, and her long hair hung neatly on her shoulders. ...

My eyes were a little bit blurred, I forgot how the weather was rainy and sunny just now, I just saw three years of time, slowly ending in the sea breeze blowing in front of me.Even though I feel sad, there is nothing I can do...

(End of this chapter)