I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 656 Am I Your Suxiao Jiuxin Pill?

The afterglow of the setting sun passed through the coconut trees, casting mottled shadows on the windows. As soon as the sea breeze blew, the shadows began to sway.

Dali’s summer, if it’s dusk, sometimes you will have this feeling, you will forget yourself because of the quietness; what makes me even more stunned is that I never thought that Yang Sisi would come to Phuket, and all of me and her Memories are all based on the city of Dali; at this moment, she is by my side, so I will inevitably have this illusion.

I finally asked Yang Sisi, "Why did you come here?"

"It's so old-fashioned, can't you have some fresh words?"

I smiled and replied: "I'm quite confused, I feel like I'm still in Dali, and Erhai Lake is in front of me..."

"What you are best at is self-paralysis."

"What's wrong with self-paralysis, being a fool is actually a blessing."

"Are you dumb?"

Yang Sisi asked casually, then sat down on the sofa beside the table, and then picked up a travel magazine to read, but the more calm she was, the more uncomfortable I felt, and I didn't like it at all. Not stupid, I know she hates me in her heart.

She asked me again: "How is it, is Phuket fun?"

"I haven't gone out for a stroll yet, but the water here is bluer than in China, and the sea should look like this...By the way, have you ever seen that kind of Pippi shrimp that is thicker than an arm? I saw it at the seafood market the other day. , is it related to the water quality here? I have never seen such a big Pipi shrimp in China!"

Yang Sisi ignored me, probably knowing that I was looking for something to say.

Embarrassed, I asked her again: "Where have you been for so long?..."

"Do you want to know by yourself, or are you asking on behalf of my parents?"

"All... all count."

Yang Sisi closed the magazine in her hand, and then looked at me with sharp eyes. I didn't avoid it, but it felt like a needle was stuck in my heart. This needle was inserted by myself, and she didn't forgive me. Before, no one could unplug it.

"Mi Gao, no matter what happened between us before, I don't want to talk about it... This time I come to Phuket, I just want to ask you, can you stop thinking of me every time when you are almost desperate, I Is it your quick-acting heart-rescuing pill?"

After a while of silence, I replied: "Sometimes it works better than Suxiao Jiuxin Pill!"

"Hehe... 20 years forward, and 20 years in the future, I don't think I can find anyone with a thicker skin than you..."

"In these days, isn't the thicker the skin, the more attractive it is?"

Yang Sisi didn't take it as a joke, she first sighed, and then said to me seriously: "When you like someone, you slap me, I think the posture is very handsome and charming; if you don't like someone When you look at me, I think it's sexual harassment... Don't say that the thicker the skin, the more attractive it is, the key lies in the mentality I use to look at you..."

I smiled and said, "Then you must not think that I am sexually harassing you, or else you could throw yourself into a trap and come to my room?"

"No, if there is a hood now, I will definitely put it on your head and make you dark... Look at what you have become now, what else is attractive about you?"

"Then you quickly find a mirror and put it in front of me, let me take a good look at myself, and then die of shame."

"This method is good, killing people without blood!...It's the same as your method of harming others."

I looked at Yang Sisi, and through her half-smile expression, I seemed to be able to see her dejected heart... I was the same, behind the laughing and cursing, there was also a heart full of scars... But we are already As an adult, it's impossible to choke to death or cry to vent your emotions... This way of bickering at least makes her look less resentful, and I don't look so much like an executioner.

The smile gradually froze on my face, and I finally whispered to her: "Sisi, I'm sorry... I know that some things are very hurtful to you; but from my point of view, I also I have to do this... You can see what I am like now, I don't want to do things that hurt others or myself, but I really don't have the ability to choose."

Yang Sisi first looked at me, then avoided my gaze, and said in a lower voice than mine: "I came all the way to Dali, not to listen to your nonsense... Mi Gao, remember... I want to become mature because I liked you before, and I know you like mature and stable women... But you all put the cart before the horse, and you all feel that hurting someone will make her mature and tolerant... So In your eyes, even hurting me is a gift for me, but is this fair to me?... In these years, have I really suffered less pain than you?... I am not immature, I It's just that I am optimistic by nature, and I don't want to trap myself in those painful things... So, you and my dad, don't force me to mature anymore... It is precisely because I have seen through this that I have to stay away from you... Because you, like my dad, are the kind of people who slap me and make me laugh...I'm not that sensible, and I'm not that great...You know?"

After a long silence, I opened my mouth and said, "If this kind of catharsis can make you feel better, I am willing to be a listener."

"No more, that's all I want to say... Didn't you be entrusted by my dad to let me go back to Shanghai?... I want to see what you can do to let me go back to Shanghai."

While talking, Yang Sisi took out a bank card from her wallet, slapped it on the table, and said to me: "Don't you want money to buy a villa? ... There are 900 million in this card, and my dad and I want to come Yes, as long as you can persuade me to go back to Shanghai, I will give you this card now..."

"Sisi... that's not what I meant."

"Disgusting deal!"

"You really misunderstood... I can't contact you these days, I have given up the idea of ​​buying that villa, so this is not something I have to do... But I want you to reply Shanghai is true, even if you think other places are more suitable for living than Shanghai, at least you have to keep in touch with your family...they will definitely be worried if you are outside alone!"

"See what you mean, don't you want the money?"

"If you think that you have to use this money to prove that I am not hypocritical to you, then I would rather not."

(End of this chapter)